So much so soon >.< Argh
Do you have a crowdfund link or something?
I'm sorry I can't offer help more directly, I'm in finance doom as per usual

Fuck, I'm so sorry >.< Not this shit again so soon

I remember that constant refrain in my childhood being to pick my battles.
And they're right sorta and I have to but what they actually meant was that I shouldn't fight at all because caring was somehow wrong and the amount of battles they wanted me to pick was zero.
It's exhausting and frustrating.

Ok I also got angry when I got back on said meds after a year off them because I'd forgotten and all the usual fog and unkind narratives about myself had crept back in but still

And I got so angry when I got on meds the first time and got to feel this more consistently to notice that yeah the pride isn't there it's just relief. Somebody didn't plug that bit into my brain. It's not fair.

... Oops. Things went click. I have possibly been hunched in stressed autistic raptor posture for some time.

oh no! fuck I'm so sorry >.< It's not heart issues is it?

how did you not???
it's otterly adorable!