anyway it was the brother

i ended up in the ER right before christmas about ten years ago because of chest pains and then tried to avoid everyone on christmas but my mom made me talk to people so i drank a costco sized glass of wine and asked my aunt who she thinks killed jonbenet ramsey and my mom was pissed

and shout out to the gay man who laughed really hard when i described a man as "good looking but not hot enough to turn me"

if he bought my staff pick, i would've considered going out with him

today's inspiration was eugene de blaas's paintings and how dreamlike 19th century italian clothing is to me. so maybe set in fantasy world based on italy. the blue around their heads because they eventually drown in a river (sorry to spoil the album if you haven't listened to it)

first pass was "what is stereotypical generic fairytale clothes" and it's fine. i like william's androgynous vibe so i'll probably stick with that as much as possible. kind of indifferent on this margaret design.

it's such a weird, stupid, complicated feeling being homesick

that's where i am at too. i was thinking i might make cookies for them but i know i'm very particular about eating food from kitchens i don't know, dietary restrictions, etc.

and i bet you were so happy to get them!!!

being an adult is asking for things like neti pots for christmas