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and the deadly arrangement that fixes the game
is the way the inhuman is always the same
is the way the inhuman is always the same
mildly shadowbanned on x so putting this here: if I were to make a gofundme for ring splints for my fucked up fingers/hands would anyone be interested in contributing? I'm in OT for my hands and it turns out they're a lot worse than I thought, I have <1/3rd the grip strength of the average woman
September 14, 2025 at 1:14 AM
mildly shadowbanned on x so putting this here: if I were to make a gofundme for ring splints for my fucked up fingers/hands would anyone be interested in contributing? I'm in OT for my hands and it turns out they're a lot worse than I thought, I have <1/3rd the grip strength of the average woman
I wish there was a single way for me to get out of the country
July 4, 2025 at 4:28 PM
I wish there was a single way for me to get out of the country
re: idea of nat'l service for young people, I'll never forget reading the blog of a young idealistic white guy lib going to teach English in Africa (won't say which country to protect identity) and reading as entry by entry he became more hateful/fascist/racist; he couldn't stand his students and
April 14, 2025 at 7:50 PM
re: idea of nat'l service for young people, I'll never forget reading the blog of a young idealistic white guy lib going to teach English in Africa (won't say which country to protect identity) and reading as entry by entry he became more hateful/fascist/racist; he couldn't stand his students and
looking like maybe the answer to “what the fuck is wrong with me” is autoimmune something or other
April 11, 2025 at 2:41 AM
looking like maybe the answer to “what the fuck is wrong with me” is autoimmune something or other
it should be more consequentially shameful to post like a revolutionary living in exile from within the walls of a mansion you own
Establishment Corp liberals will ALWAYS try to diffuse popular movements.
It’s why they exist.
Today showed a lot of people power.
But don’t listen to groups like 50501 who want “family friendly” protest.
It’s why they exist.
Today showed a lot of people power.
But don’t listen to groups like 50501 who want “family friendly” protest.
50501 organizers in LA called the police on a local Black man who has been a mainstay at protests for nearly a decade. Fuck this shit.
April 6, 2025 at 10:33 PM
it should be more consequentially shameful to post like a revolutionary living in exile from within the walls of a mansion you own
it's so weird how a smoky eye makes guys automatically ten times friendlier to me
April 3, 2025 at 8:55 PM
it's so weird how a smoky eye makes guys automatically ten times friendlier to me
anyway it fucking rules that there's something pretty obviously wrong with me and every medical professional I see is like "yeah actually a bunch of weird stuff did show up on your tests and but actually it's not weird in the context of the fact that you are generally unhealthy"
April 1, 2025 at 6:06 AM
anyway it fucking rules that there's something pretty obviously wrong with me and every medical professional I see is like "yeah actually a bunch of weird stuff did show up on your tests and but actually it's not weird in the context of the fact that you are generally unhealthy"
a night in the hospital, how fun
March 31, 2025 at 1:38 AM
a night in the hospital, how fun
might make a little emergency room run
March 30, 2025 at 5:48 PM
might make a little emergency room run
a cool new thing that's happening to me is that whenever I'm not on prednisone, I feel like I'm sitting with my left ear pressed to an invisible refrigerator
March 29, 2025 at 10:52 PM
a cool new thing that's happening to me is that whenever I'm not on prednisone, I feel like I'm sitting with my left ear pressed to an invisible refrigerator
I'm so tired of whatever is going on with my brain/ears/eyes
March 26, 2025 at 4:12 PM
I'm so tired of whatever is going on with my brain/ears/eyes
it's cool that my brain is melting while the world is melting. I mean it's not fun at all but there's something richly symbolic in there surely.
March 20, 2025 at 11:49 AM
it's cool that my brain is melting while the world is melting. I mean it's not fun at all but there's something richly symbolic in there surely.
public school discourse always fucks me up because I support public school obviously, but even thinking about it too long gives me a feeling of panic and a profound desire to invent a time machine to pull my child self out of school entirely. so "acab includes teachers" for me but not for thee.
March 17, 2025 at 8:38 PM
public school discourse always fucks me up because I support public school obviously, but even thinking about it too long gives me a feeling of panic and a profound desire to invent a time machine to pull my child self out of school entirely. so "acab includes teachers" for me but not for thee.
finally captured my fluctuating hearing loss on a hearing test, idk what's next but at least I no longer feel crazy
March 14, 2025 at 4:19 PM
finally captured my fluctuating hearing loss on a hearing test, idk what's next but at least I no longer feel crazy
have suddenly developed pretty bad double vision in my right eye, starting to wonder if all this is leading somewhere very bad
March 13, 2025 at 4:08 AM
have suddenly developed pretty bad double vision in my right eye, starting to wonder if all this is leading somewhere very bad
for fuck's sake my ear just went out again. what the fuck.
March 12, 2025 at 12:38 AM
for fuck's sake my ear just went out again. what the fuck.
normally would be overjoyed that my hearing has mostly come back, but actually very annoyed because I have an appointment today where once again I will not be able to have the degree of hearing loss shown in a test and I will just be a silly woman claiming she was half-deaf yesterday, she swears
March 11, 2025 at 6:11 PM
normally would be overjoyed that my hearing has mostly come back, but actually very annoyed because I have an appointment today where once again I will not be able to have the degree of hearing loss shown in a test and I will just be a silly woman claiming she was half-deaf yesterday, she swears
Since I can't listen to music I am taking novel recommendations. I have a pretty strong preference for fantasy/sf/horror (unsettling variety, not into gore) or surreal/stream-of-consciousness.
March 10, 2025 at 1:21 AM
Since I can't listen to music I am taking novel recommendations. I have a pretty strong preference for fantasy/sf/horror (unsettling variety, not into gore) or surreal/stream-of-consciousness.
I don't suppose any otolaryngologists follow me?
March 9, 2025 at 11:12 PM
I don't suppose any otolaryngologists follow me?
my body just never takes time off from trying to ruin my will to live
March 9, 2025 at 10:50 PM
my body just never takes time off from trying to ruin my will to live
I'm dealing with some weird health problems and the medical procession is doing its level best to make me go insane
like what do you MEAN you think going temporarily deaf in one ear from Sunday to Tuesday and then developing severe pain in that ear on Thursday are "unlikely to be related"
like what do you MEAN you think going temporarily deaf in one ear from Sunday to Tuesday and then developing severe pain in that ear on Thursday are "unlikely to be related"
February 28, 2025 at 6:59 PM
I'm dealing with some weird health problems and the medical procession is doing its level best to make me go insane
like what do you MEAN you think going temporarily deaf in one ear from Sunday to Tuesday and then developing severe pain in that ear on Thursday are "unlikely to be related"
like what do you MEAN you think going temporarily deaf in one ear from Sunday to Tuesday and then developing severe pain in that ear on Thursday are "unlikely to be related"
god why am I friends with so many people who like to do that "oh, you think things are getting worse? so you loved all the bad things in history that happened before this?" thing
January 29, 2025 at 7:58 PM
god why am I friends with so many people who like to do that "oh, you think things are getting worse? so you loved all the bad things in history that happened before this?" thing
I can't tell if the sense of doom I'm feeling is depression or a rational assessment of the facts. Maybe both.
January 25, 2025 at 6:40 PM
I can't tell if the sense of doom I'm feeling is depression or a rational assessment of the facts. Maybe both.
gonna delete this at the other place and keep it here because it's a decent mix and deserves to be somewhere, just not on Elon's internet
Your Top Songs 2024 (2)
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December 20, 2024 at 3:13 AM
gonna delete this at the other place and keep it here because it's a decent mix and deserves to be somewhere, just not on Elon's internet
I'm looking for a book that reads like Virginia Woolf tried her hand at romantasy out of sheer financial desperation. I know this doesn't exist but I'd appreciate any leads.
November 18, 2024 at 6:08 PM
I'm looking for a book that reads like Virginia Woolf tried her hand at romantasy out of sheer financial desperation. I know this doesn't exist but I'd appreciate any leads.