A place I know is mine
Soft cushioned for retreat
Where I can self enshrine
Until refresh complete
This sanctuary changed
As my mind developed
Now finding myself drained
When by dark enveloped
A place I know is mine
Soft cushioned for retreat
Where I can self enshrine
Until refresh complete
This sanctuary changed
As my mind developed
Now finding myself drained
When by dark enveloped
Adjust to a fine tune
Locate mistakes to prune
Forever to repeat
Yet still I strive this feat
Hydra of error found
A web of fixes wound
Too much going on here
Function become unclear
Inertia left uncapped
Cycle of Ego trapped
Effort I must sustain
Tinkering I remain
Adjust to a fine tune
Locate mistakes to prune
Forever to repeat
Yet still I strive this feat
Hydra of error found
A web of fixes wound
Too much going on here
Function become unclear
Inertia left uncapped
Cycle of Ego trapped
Effort I must sustain
Tinkering I remain
Force being split across paired work
For an increasing displacement
Force finding its balance with mass
For measured acceleration
Force of gravity brings all mass
For normality returned
Force being split across paired work
For an increasing displacement
Force finding its balance with mass
For measured acceleration
Force of gravity brings all mass
For normality returned
Looking around realising I'm a relic
Dreading my certain inbound irrelevancy
Familiarity descending ever more
Manifesting a renewal of interest
Looking around realising I'm a relic
Dreading my certain inbound irrelevancy
Familiarity descending ever more
Manifesting a renewal of interest
I feel my gait weaken and shake
Running desperate for a break
Wishing salvation from this ache
Wondering what's behind my stride
The memory of it all dried
Knowing only my lead isn't wide
It's clear I have to turn and fight
Resist the unknown with my might
Yet still I move on in my fright
I feel my gait weaken and shake
Running desperate for a break
Wishing salvation from this ache
Wondering what's behind my stride
The memory of it all dried
Knowing only my lead isn't wide
It's clear I have to turn and fight
Resist the unknown with my might
Yet still I move on in my fright
Running around my brain amuck
Chasing items surely long gone
Hoping I arrive there in luck
Only to find all have been drawn
Barely avoiding whelming stress
An issue substitution solved
A mission declared a success
Thanks to quick thinking that absolved
Running around my brain amuck
Chasing items surely long gone
Hoping I arrive there in luck
Only to find all have been drawn
Barely avoiding whelming stress
An issue substitution solved
A mission declared a success
Thanks to quick thinking that absolved
Buzzing busy bodies
Honing honey hobbies
Preying perfect poppies
Creating clone copies
Buzzing busy bodies
Honing honey hobbies
Preying perfect poppies
Creating clone copies
Born into all these unique relations
Inundated with debts never repaid
Trapped within unfulfilled obligations
Somehow not leading to love decayed
Born into all these unique relations
Inundated with debts never repaid
Trapped within unfulfilled obligations
Somehow not leading to love decayed
Receiving something I never asked for
Always fearing I wont like it enough
Supposing that doesn't matter anymore
Disappointment I'll just hide with a bluff
Receiving something I never asked for
Always fearing I wont like it enough
Supposing that doesn't matter anymore
Disappointment I'll just hide with a bluff
Do you feel it?
An energy that's all about
A buzz we share,
Even those who aren't devout
Is it the twinkling light,
Decorating any shelter?
Or a sun at full height,
Leaving everything aswelter?
Do you feel it?
An energy that's all about
A buzz we share,
Even those who aren't devout
Is it the twinkling light,
Decorating any shelter?
Or a sun at full height,
Leaving everything aswelter?
You're a perfect prize of life, that I'll be taking
Watching your petals slowly fall, you'll be aching
Growing unrestricted prior to the slaughter
Turned dependent on me refreshing your water
Brightening my life, certainly worth the killing
Slowly decaying, at least I found you thrilling
You're a perfect prize of life, that I'll be taking
Watching your petals slowly fall, you'll be aching
Growing unrestricted prior to the slaughter
Turned dependent on me refreshing your water
Brightening my life, certainly worth the killing
Slowly decaying, at least I found you thrilling
Oh how you are but a chanson
Yet you fill my heart full of glee
Though all you sing of is l'oignon
You still give me strength not to flee
Oh how you are but a chanson
Yet you fill my heart full of glee
Though all you sing of is l'oignon
You still give me strength not to flee
Avoiding a tool with which I struggle
Fearing the words are totally vapid
Worried nothing I write will be subtle
Feelings I'm not sure can be combated
Avoiding a tool with which I struggle
Fearing the words are totally vapid
Worried nothing I write will be subtle
Feelings I'm not sure can be combated
A barrier you raised that we now share
Only seeing one side of each picket
The image of which is left in my care
Would it not be nicer with a thicket?
A barrier you raised that we now share
Only seeing one side of each picket
The image of which is left in my care
Would it not be nicer with a thicket?
Stuck in a game that just won't end
Waiting patiently to fullsend
A moment judged to be preferable
My mistake, this game's irreparable
Stuck in a game that just won't end
Waiting patiently to fullsend
A moment judged to be preferable
My mistake, this game's irreparable
Hidden away it's the ultimate threat
In a safe whose key I wish to forget
Have I locked it away for none to find
Or made a new prison in my own mind
Hidden away it's the ultimate threat
In a safe whose key I wish to forget
Have I locked it away for none to find
Or made a new prison in my own mind
Crunch crunch crunch
Dead fall underfoot giving way
Siblings marching their way to play
Crunch crunch crunch
Looking out for snakes and critters
Storming though bush without jitters
Crunch crunch crunch
From pond to mound, cubbies abound
In the bush we found, joy profound
Crunch crunch crunch
Dead fall underfoot giving way
Siblings marching their way to play
Crunch crunch crunch
Looking out for snakes and critters
Storming though bush without jitters
Crunch crunch crunch
From pond to mound, cubbies abound
In the bush we found, joy profound
It was you I viewed, needing pain subdued
So interesting your domain, to my child brain
Watching you waddle, dressed as a model
Thank you for that night, you helped me though my plight
It was you I viewed, needing pain subdued
So interesting your domain, to my child brain
Watching you waddle, dressed as a model
Thank you for that night, you helped me though my plight
Seeing it's in our pride how we compare
It's an ego untamed of which we share
Think of hitting the mirror I'm infront
I would rather clean the blood than confront
Struggling with discarding or rebuilding
Landing on blaming and abdicating
Seeing it's in our pride how we compare
It's an ego untamed of which we share
Think of hitting the mirror I'm infront
I would rather clean the blood than confront
Struggling with discarding or rebuilding
Landing on blaming and abdicating
You know me as if with telepathy,
Through enamouring statements made so bold.
A Kindness extended in empathy,
Often in conflict with how I am cold.
You know me as if with telepathy,
Through enamouring statements made so bold.
A Kindness extended in empathy,
Often in conflict with how I am cold.
Forever knowing it is cynicism
But stuck in emotional solipsism
The data's clear, thus nothing more to hear
But where is proof, should I just go aloof?
They have no tell, this a lie we must quell
Dealing with me? They just wish to be free
Forever knowing it is cynicism
But stuck in emotional solipsism
The data's clear, thus nothing more to hear
But where is proof, should I just go aloof?
They have no tell, this a lie we must quell
Dealing with me? They just wish to be free
Finally done, your grain numbered as asked
it was amounting that you were tasked?
Surely number and amount have no differance
The countable and not, this your belligerence?
Barley collected, descrete grain to jot
Of which you weighed, not counted as lot?
Finally done, your grain numbered as asked
it was amounting that you were tasked?
Surely number and amount have no differance
The countable and not, this your belligerence?
Barley collected, descrete grain to jot
Of which you weighed, not counted as lot?
Devised to be incredibly stringent
Definite to cover all contingent
Painfully written out to precise script
Prepared no matter what to be equipped
Organised gears timed to rotate in sync
Orchestrated perfectly why rethink
Devised to be incredibly stringent
Definite to cover all contingent
Painfully written out to precise script
Prepared no matter what to be equipped
Organised gears timed to rotate in sync
Orchestrated perfectly why rethink
A guard to prevent harm, always erect
Strength that powers a shield, made to deflect
A guise for greater weakness, grown unchecked
Deeply vulnerable, to grave effect
A guard to prevent harm, always erect
Strength that powers a shield, made to deflect
A guise for greater weakness, grown unchecked
Deeply vulnerable, to grave effect
Cursed to grow never idle
Stuck renewing as if tidal
Keener and greener than I’ve ever
Dreading my sheading with the weather
Will my leaves ever be final
(1/2)
Cursed to grow never idle
Stuck renewing as if tidal
Keener and greener than I’ve ever
Dreading my sheading with the weather
Will my leaves ever be final
(1/2)