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Pubert
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Getting by
Security:

A place I know is mine
Soft cushioned for retreat
Where I can self enshrine
Until refresh complete

This sanctuary changed
As my mind developed
Now finding myself drained
When by dark enveloped
February 3, 2025 at 10:30 AM
Tinker:

Adjust to a fine tune
Locate mistakes to prune
Forever to repeat
Yet still I strive this feat

Hydra of error found
A web of fixes wound
Too much going on here
Function become unclear

Inertia left uncapped
Cycle of Ego trapped
Effort I must sustain
Tinkering I remain
January 20, 2025 at 9:24 PM
Gliding Wings:

Force being split across paired work
For an increasing displacement

Force finding its balance with mass
For measured acceleration

Force of gravity brings all mass
For normality returned
December 31, 2024 at 12:42 PM
Museum:

Looking around realising I'm a relic
Dreading my certain inbound irrelevancy
Familiarity descending ever more
Manifesting a renewal of interest
December 30, 2024 at 10:51 AM
Rescue:

I feel my gait weaken and shake
Running desperate for a break
Wishing salvation from this ache

Wondering what's behind my stride
The memory of it all dried
Knowing only my lead isn't wide

It's clear I have to turn and fight
Resist the unknown with my might
Yet still I move on in my fright
December 29, 2024 at 6:58 PM
Errand:

Running around my brain amuck
Chasing items surely long gone
Hoping I arrive there in luck
Only to find all have been drawn

Barely avoiding whelming stress
An issue substitution solved
A mission declared a success
Thanks to quick thinking that absolved
December 29, 2024 at 6:21 PM
Bees:

Buzzing busy bodies
Honing honey hobbies
Preying perfect poppies
Creating clone copies
December 27, 2024 at 10:45 PM
Siblings:

Born into all these unique relations
Inundated with debts never repaid
Trapped within unfulfilled obligations
Somehow not leading to love decayed
December 27, 2024 at 10:28 PM
Present:

Receiving something I never asked for
Always fearing I wont like it enough
Supposing that doesn't matter anymore
Disappointment I'll just hide with a bluff
December 26, 2024 at 4:57 PM
Signs:

Do you feel it?
An energy that's all about
A buzz we share,
Even those who aren't devout

Is it the twinkling light,
Decorating any shelter?
Or a sun at full height,
Leaving everything aswelter?
December 24, 2024 at 2:39 PM
Flower:

You're a perfect prize of life, that I'll be taking
Watching your petals slowly fall, you'll be aching

Growing unrestricted prior to the slaughter
Turned dependent on me refreshing your water

Brightening my life, certainly worth the killing
Slowly decaying, at least I found you thrilling
December 24, 2024 at 6:39 AM
Onion:

Oh how you are but a chanson
Yet you fill my heart full of glee
Though all you sing of is l'oignon
You still give me strength not to flee
December 22, 2024 at 2:42 PM
Pen:

Avoiding a tool with which I struggle
Fearing the words are totally vapid
Worried nothing I write will be subtle
Feelings I'm not sure can be combated
December 21, 2024 at 7:53 PM
Fence:

A barrier you raised that we now share
Only seeing one side of each picket
The image of which is left in my care
Would it not be nicer with a thicket?
December 21, 2024 at 1:38 AM
Game:

Stuck in a game that just won't end
Waiting patiently to fullsend

A moment judged to be preferable
My mistake, this game's irreparable
December 19, 2024 at 8:53 PM
Safe:

Hidden away it's the ultimate threat
In a safe whose key I wish to forget

Have I locked it away for none to find
Or made a new prison in my own mind
December 18, 2024 at 5:35 PM
Crunch:

Crunch crunch crunch
Dead fall underfoot giving way
Siblings marching their way to play

Crunch crunch crunch
Looking out for snakes and critters
Storming though bush without jitters

Crunch crunch crunch
From pond to mound, cubbies abound
In the bush we found, joy profound
December 17, 2024 at 12:46 PM
Penguin:

It was you I viewed, needing pain subdued

So interesting your domain, to my child brain

Watching you waddle, dressed as a model

Thank you for that night, you helped me though my plight
December 16, 2024 at 11:52 AM
Pride:

Seeing it's in our pride how we compare
It's an ego untamed of which we share

Think of hitting the mirror I'm infront
I would rather clean the blood than confront

Struggling with discarding or rebuilding
Landing on blaming and abdicating
December 15, 2024 at 12:52 PM
Tender:

You know me as if with telepathy,

Through enamouring statements made so bold.

A Kindness extended in empathy,

Often in conflict with how I am cold.
December 14, 2024 at 6:20 PM
Endless:

Forever knowing it is cynicism
But stuck in emotional solipsism

The data's clear, thus nothing more to hear
But where is proof, should I just go aloof?

They have no tell, this a lie we must quell
Dealing with me? They just wish to be free
December 13, 2024 at 12:44 PM
Numbered:

Finally done, your grain numbered as asked
it was amounting that you were tasked?

Surely number and amount have no differance
The countable and not, this your belligerence?

Barley collected, descrete grain to jot
Of which you weighed, not counted as lot?
December 12, 2024 at 2:17 PM
Plan:

Devised to be incredibly stringent
Definite to cover all contingent

Painfully written out to precise script
Prepared no matter what to be equipped

Organised gears timed to rotate in sync
Orchestrated perfectly why rethink
December 11, 2024 at 12:41 PM
Cover:

A guard to prevent harm, always erect
Strength that powers a shield, made to deflect
A guise for greater weakness, grown unchecked
Deeply vulnerable, to grave effect
December 10, 2024 at 11:42 AM
Leaves:

Cursed to grow never idle
Stuck renewing as if tidal
Keener and greener than I’ve ever
Dreading my sheading with the weather
Will my leaves ever be final

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December 9, 2024 at 7:21 AM