Alfonso Ayala III
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Alfonso Ayala III
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Queer sober Chicana/o/x identity, desire, & spirituality | storytelling & autoethnography | embodied memory | Ph.D'ing @ Univeristy of Texas, Mexican American and Latina/o Studies

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An intro for new folx: I'm Alfonso, a first-year Ph.D. studnt in MexAmerican and Latina/o Studies at UT Austin.

Interested in queer Latinx sobriety, desire, and identity; rhetorics of addiction and sobriety; critical autoethnography and storytelling; embodied memory.

I ❤️ family, TV & the gym.
Reading Methodology of the Oppressed by Chela Sandoval this morning...

#latinxstudies #theory #fucktrump #fuckkarolineleavitt
February 26, 2025 at 5:48 PM
UT System Board of Regents was like, "thanks for the 5 month notice, Hartzell, but time to go..."

www.texastribune.org/2025/02/19/u...
February 19, 2025 at 11:14 PM
I want to be patient w/myself, but I'm struggling to understnd this text & its spinning me out. 50 pgs in & all I (think) I understand is that death is one of few material things the colonial subject owns, so the death drive can be understood as an agentic form of resistance?

#phdlife #phdjourney
February 12, 2025 at 3:19 AM
Today I gave a mini-talk in class, sharing an assemblage of thoughts I've been working through re: time, sobriety, memory. I got such gracious and caring engagement, questions, feedback and it really made me grateful to be sharing space with such generous peers #phdjourney #soberscholar
February 6, 2025 at 2:04 AM
Hold on....the way I've been gaslit into being told I over-think things, when really, I'm just being a self-reflexive ethnographic researcher of life....

#phdlife #phdjourney
January 31, 2025 at 7:53 PM
The myth of "American excellence" has always been a sham...Trump'executive orders continue the embarrassment
January 21, 2025 at 10:07 PM
The NACCS conference schedule is out and I'm getting hyped as fuck to go and be in community with my people!!!

#chicanoscholar #chicanxstudies
January 21, 2025 at 3:26 AM
Today, and for the next four years:

Fuck Trump.
January 20, 2025 at 4:24 PM
🙄🙄🙄
January 19, 2025 at 6:55 PM
Anyway, the tiktok "shutdown" was the biggest peice of political theater I've seen in awhile
January 19, 2025 at 6:05 PM
R.I.P. tiktok
January 19, 2025 at 6:13 AM
First day of second semester of first year.

This semester's slate:
-Afro-Latinx and Caribbean Diasporas
-Theories in Mexican American and Latina/o Studies
-Latinx Ethnography

#latinxstudies #chicanastudies
#chicanostudies #chicanxstudies #chicanoscholar #phdjourney #phdstudent
January 14, 2025 at 10:04 PM
NACCS is my academic home. So grateful for the opportunity to present again this year. And to keep talking about joto shit in academic spaces 🙏🏽
#naccs #chicanostudies #chicanastudies #chicanoscholar #joteriastudies #queerstudies
January 10, 2025 at 6:35 AM
Shout out to Podcasters and Qual researchers who do interviews...because how the hell has it taken me over 3 hours to edit/correct this 1 hour interview transcript?! (This doesn't even include actually editing the audio file down...!)
January 6, 2025 at 6:40 PM
Every now and then I read something that makes me think, "I can't wait to teach this some day..." Today, it's the essay "The Historian as Curandera" in the book Medicine Stories: Essays for Radicals, by Aurora Levins Morales.
December 30, 2024 at 4:26 PM
Whatever the platform, I will ALWAYS take the opportunity to hype up the work of Gloria Anzaldúa, José Esteban Muñoz, @radiorodriguez.bsky.social, Michael Hames-Garcia, and @rtrodrig.bsky.social.

#joteriastudies #jotoscholar #queerstudies #chicanxstudies #chicanostudies #latinxstudies
December 30, 2024 at 3:54 AM
I've been made aware that my writing at times lacks strong authorial claim. More of "here are some things I want you to think abt w/ me" than a "here's the thing I'm claiming concretely."

And, that's kind of my whole vibe. But maybe not the vibe of this Ph.D thing?

#phdjourney
December 20, 2024 at 9:36 PM
And with that last final submitted, I'm officially done with my first semester of my Ph.D program.

This semester was kind of a slay.

#phdjourney #phdstudent #chicanxstudies #chicanosinhighereducation #soberscholar #queerscholar #chicanoscholar
December 12, 2024 at 3:48 AM
Having a potluck on the last day of class is something I didn't realize I'd miss from my Master's experience. CCS faculty at San José State University really do practice a pedagogy of care and community 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
December 5, 2024 at 11:23 PM
I don't romanticize *ANY* part of academia.

But, NACCS is my academic home, & I've built beautiful community through my involvement the past few years.

I'm so grateful to be a part of two panel proposal submissions this year.

The work of submitting is done; now we wait.
December 3, 2024 at 6:18 AM
Dear grad school faculty: please incorporate writing workshops into your syllabi.

Being able to hear the brilliance of peers is soooo fucking amazing. 👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽

#gradschool #phdlife #phdjourney
December 2, 2024 at 9:00 PM
I need to write a paper for my methods class, considering which methods I might want to use in my research. And, tbh, I've kinda been word vomiting every thought on this document all afternoon and it's fucking exciting.

Like, oh yeah, I remember why I applied for grad school.

#phdlife
December 1, 2024 at 1:06 AM