The more prominently black face reminds me more of Anubis than it already looked. Pretty big fan of it personally

It gets harder and harder to push intrusive thoughts out because people have shown time and again that they're warranted, especially earlier this year, but then not even a single person in my irl circle seems concerned by me drowning in it all and I feel like im on the edge of breaking in a big way

I genuinely think the only time ive felt lower than this was friend's suicide and then because I accused [redacted] of cheating when she was literally waving the new guy in my face any chance she got while I was desperately fighting to get her to not

I'm not delusional, I know people have their own stuff, but it would be nice to see even one person concerned for my health or something idk. Like im at an all time low thanks to someone fuckiny demolishing my trust and weaponizing my insecurities against me and I feel like im gonna fuckiny collapse

This the kind of ad id expect on a Jabroni Mike stream

the responses were even more shockingly low than id have expected, so I will not be announcing this on there in any form in an effort to throw them off my trail so I can live without checking over my shoulder constantly.

Bluesky more or less wipes your trace off their site on a name change, where Twitter i have JUST enough of a following, that there are ways they can find me. I dont have it yet, but I will share it on here when I do. I put out a couple "bait" posts to gage who would be willing to stick around, and

your world again. So if anything i do can help to be that color to a dull and grey world, then that's the only thing I want.

It'd be a lot more manageable if I didnt know they stalk my socials. Hell theres even a chance they know this one but just havent shown it yet. But so far its the only one they dont give me shit for if I vent on, so I can only hope.

There is no right way to handle it. If I feed them energy, then im making the problem worse. If I dont talk about it, I build up and hurt in silence. I want a way forward and past the two of them, but there's only stagnation and pain no matter which way I go

Oh and like 10% of that 80% is facesitting jokes. That can stay too.

image like i was more or less able to. Coming out of it, you'll still get that occasional thought of "it was my fault," or "I was the one who wasn’t enough." It truly obliterates any self-confidence you can ever hope to have because occasionally that'll be on your mind again, and you'll be back.

idk who Maxwell is, but I can't imagine a hammer being a good way to find out if someone's asleep or not.