ProtomanV3
@protomanv3.bsky.social
We dig a little pogeys. We dig a little xenoblade. We dig a little ffxiv. We just like to see people shine the brightest they can.
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I feel like I'm in a constant brink of a mental breakdown lately. I dont know how much longer I can do it all. The constant ups and downs. Not having anywhere to go. I'm not anyone's first choice. No one's life is improved by my being around. I'm just here, and right now im suffering all the whole.
December 8, 2025 at 6:03 AM
I feel like I'm in a constant brink of a mental breakdown lately. I dont know how much longer I can do it all. The constant ups and downs. Not having anywhere to go. I'm not anyone's first choice. No one's life is improved by my being around. I'm just here, and right now im suffering all the whole.
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December 5, 2025 at 8:16 PM
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Gaia and Ryne
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September 12, 2023 at 10:43 AM
Gaia and Ryne
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A solid like 5-10 minute hug would go SO hard rn. I'm not even depressed much tonight, I just need a fucking hug
December 4, 2025 at 4:25 AM
A solid like 5-10 minute hug would go SO hard rn. I'm not even depressed much tonight, I just need a fucking hug
I need today to be over. I have a vacation next week and want to get a lot of personal stuff done (deep clean house, set up stream/discord stuff). Only downside is going to Nashville with band tomorrow and thats going to be interesting to say the least.
November 28, 2025 at 3:08 PM
I need today to be over. I have a vacation next week and want to get a lot of personal stuff done (deep clean house, set up stream/discord stuff). Only downside is going to Nashville with band tomorrow and thats going to be interesting to say the least.
I've had all my socials disabled aside from this and snap, and it's pretty cool that basically no one has brought it up. Really makes me want to reactivate them and definitely doesn't feed into my dissociative feelings of just packing up and moving to the other side of the country
November 26, 2025 at 9:38 PM
I've had all my socials disabled aside from this and snap, and it's pretty cool that basically no one has brought it up. Really makes me want to reactivate them and definitely doesn't feed into my dissociative feelings of just packing up and moving to the other side of the country
What if I just.... don't reactivate my Twitter this time? Wouldn't that be cool?
November 25, 2025 at 3:05 PM
What if I just.... don't reactivate my Twitter this time? Wouldn't that be cool?
Imma be real with you. This past week is the first time in months ive been so depressed I've wanted to completely lose myself in disassociation and just fucking disappear halfway across the country as someone else again. Im so tired of this shit
October 19, 2025 at 1:53 PM
Imma be real with you. This past week is the first time in months ive been so depressed I've wanted to completely lose myself in disassociation and just fucking disappear halfway across the country as someone else again. Im so tired of this shit
Gonna try to start cooking again. I miss it.
August 12, 2025 at 8:15 PM
Gonna try to start cooking again. I miss it.
Local depressive mellows out after beginning to take his meds again, questions why he doesn't just continually take them like a good boy
August 12, 2025 at 11:18 AM
Local depressive mellows out after beginning to take his meds again, questions why he doesn't just continually take them like a good boy
Im taking the time to come up with a new display name. I hate having to change it again, because Protopon stuck for me, but ultimately as long as I know im searchable, my paranoia that my ex and her fiance are stalking me will persist. @p.r.o.t.0.p.one.xe on twitter is now effectively a dead account
August 11, 2025 at 2:11 PM
Im taking the time to come up with a new display name. I hate having to change it again, because Protopon stuck for me, but ultimately as long as I know im searchable, my paranoia that my ex and her fiance are stalking me will persist. @p.r.o.t.0.p.one.xe on twitter is now effectively a dead account
Ultimately, its like my favorite quote ever says:
"If it helps put smiles on people's faces, helps them live their lives together... then that's my role in this world."
I just want to see people be happy. I know how it feels to be trapped in a ceaseless void, thinking nothing will ever brighten
"If it helps put smiles on people's faces, helps them live their lives together... then that's my role in this world."
I just want to see people be happy. I know how it feels to be trapped in a ceaseless void, thinking nothing will ever brighten
August 11, 2025 at 2:06 PM
Ultimately, its like my favorite quote ever says:
"If it helps put smiles on people's faces, helps them live their lives together... then that's my role in this world."
I just want to see people be happy. I know how it feels to be trapped in a ceaseless void, thinking nothing will ever brighten
"If it helps put smiles on people's faces, helps them live their lives together... then that's my role in this world."
I just want to see people be happy. I know how it feels to be trapped in a ceaseless void, thinking nothing will ever brighten
Dealing in the wake of a narcissist is hard. Going zero communication, I feel like it's punishing for me. Like I cant talk about the stuff that hurts because I know that's feeding them the energy they want out of me. But then it just results in bottling it up and I start suffering in silence.
August 10, 2025 at 8:36 PM
Dealing in the wake of a narcissist is hard. Going zero communication, I feel like it's punishing for me. Like I cant talk about the stuff that hurts because I know that's feeding them the energy they want out of me. But then it just results in bottling it up and I start suffering in silence.
Ive had my instagram deactivated for the past 5 months, and you can tell that the Reels algorithm hasn't quite gotten the news yet. Its like 80% "i love my girlfriend she is awesome" and 20% LotR (this part can stay actually.)
August 9, 2025 at 6:21 PM
Ive had my instagram deactivated for the past 5 months, and you can tell that the Reels algorithm hasn't quite gotten the news yet. Its like 80% "i love my girlfriend she is awesome" and 20% LotR (this part can stay actually.)
Would you still love me if I disassociated and deactivated all my socials?
August 7, 2025 at 12:24 AM
Would you still love me if I disassociated and deactivated all my socials?
I won't lie, I've mostly moved past what happened and have especially moved past the person, but it's really difficult to look at the situation every now and again because all I can do is ask myself why I wasn't good enough. being cheated on fucking sucks because even if you manage to 180 your self
July 12, 2025 at 4:54 AM
I won't lie, I've mostly moved past what happened and have especially moved past the person, but it's really difficult to look at the situation every now and again because all I can do is ask myself why I wasn't good enough. being cheated on fucking sucks because even if you manage to 180 your self
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I want to play Xenogears but I don't want to stream. These low spoon days have got to stop
May 4, 2025 at 4:16 PM
I want to play Xenogears but I don't want to stream. These low spoon days have got to stop
Watched a decent Shirou Emiya video essay earlier, and it put a lot of explanation into why I feel like i do 90% of the time. Survivor's guilt fucking sucks. Never realized how much of *me* is defined by it.
May 4, 2025 at 1:29 AM
Watched a decent Shirou Emiya video essay earlier, and it put a lot of explanation into why I feel like i do 90% of the time. Survivor's guilt fucking sucks. Never realized how much of *me* is defined by it.
Deactivated all of my socials last night other than bsky, and may even do this one, idk. I'm one bad day away from just disassociating and starting a new life at this point. If I had the money, it'd already have happened.
April 30, 2025 at 1:21 PM
Deactivated all of my socials last night other than bsky, and may even do this one, idk. I'm one bad day away from just disassociating and starting a new life at this point. If I had the money, it'd already have happened.
Facebook sucks because it keeps telling me via recommended posts how it thinks I should feel post-breakup. Like the bitter red-pill women only want assholes type shit and it's just like... nah. It fucking sucks, but I ain't about that shit, and I never will be; please stop this.
April 27, 2025 at 12:36 PM
Facebook sucks because it keeps telling me via recommended posts how it thinks I should feel post-breakup. Like the bitter red-pill women only want assholes type shit and it's just like... nah. It fucking sucks, but I ain't about that shit, and I never will be; please stop this.
I miss the intimacy. I just want to cuddle up and watch a cute movie with someone again.
April 27, 2025 at 3:03 AM
I miss the intimacy. I just want to cuddle up and watch a cute movie with someone again.
Listened to an old voicemail and it hurt really bad. It's easy to say I've moved on now, but as soon as I heard her say "babe" and "baby," it immediately rent my heart in two.
April 25, 2025 at 7:52 PM
Listened to an old voicemail and it hurt really bad. It's easy to say I've moved on now, but as soon as I heard her say "babe" and "baby," it immediately rent my heart in two.