i need to get my unfounded haterism off my chest in a safe location

like if this wasnt a hoarder house i might not be wanting to leave yknow!!

i dont understand how they love me so much yet i still dont have a bed or a room like

like i told you i wouldnt do it and i meant it and i wouldve kept my word but you dont think its something i have control over??? in that case genuinely send me to a nunnery bc i wouldnt wanna live in that society

the way we couldve been together in 2020!!!! if my dad didnt crash out at the idea of a 16 year old having sex and wouldnt believe me when i said my bf wouldnt rape me bc "he knows what guys are like at that age" it still makes my blood boil

i have to remember that a big part of it was my parents fault or else i'll get too insecure

i thought it might be a sweet treat but its just weed fml

this is lowkey just emotionally preparing me to move abroad like theres no universe where this is fixable they are simply allergic to change and constantly getting worse

especially bc i think they liked me more as a kid and i know im a much better person now then i was back then. its like as soon as i developed feelings suddenly i became a problem child

but if i go by his time its 1:45 so i'll use that as an excuse

i feel like ppl are just starting to give men that title solely bc theyre men like no maam i think you are actually the provider of the house and that is okay

is he tending to some crops that i don't know about?