not me
privaatne.bsky.social
not me
@privaatne.bsky.social
its just a mess honestly
genuinely i need some like powerful meditation or hypnosis or something like how do get the effect of a lobotomy no glue no borax
January 9, 2026 at 1:14 PM
i feel like i need to be reparented by a professional mom and dad for like 5 years if i want any chance of getting my life together like my foundational issues are so deep how do i reset this
January 7, 2026 at 9:31 AM
not even being thought of as a good daughter hurts me the most bc idk how i could possibly try any harder
January 7, 2026 at 9:21 AM
i need a deep clean foamy scrub rinse of my brain
January 7, 2026 at 6:26 AM
me being like "oh its only 8:45 its not even that late" then realizing how beyond fucked that is
January 6, 2026 at 4:45 PM
scratching my head at calling a man a provider when he doesn't work
January 5, 2026 at 5:13 AM
love redoing a convo i already initiated a month ago
January 2, 2026 at 7:30 AM
all roads lead to autism
January 1, 2026 at 7:36 PM
contemplating how a year can simultaneously be my best and my worst
December 31, 2025 at 11:51 PM
idek what i want really i just wish i was normal from the start bc any change seems too hard rn
December 31, 2025 at 7:42 AM
also constantly mad that i lose my ability to be an engaging person as soon as my mental health gets worse so i just go through this cycle of learning how to act human and social then losing it all. idk why this time especially hurts i think i thought i had really changed but it was just temporary
December 31, 2025 at 7:08 AM
so tired of fighting my circadian rhythm but the alternative is so much worse
December 31, 2025 at 7:00 AM
a black eye???? like in the cartoons???
December 27, 2025 at 6:28 PM
every time my dad mansplains something to me its always because im a few steps ahead of him so its doubly frustrating
December 26, 2025 at 8:06 PM
having to beg my mom to go christmas shopping with my dad when hes genuinely sad about it 🫩
December 24, 2025 at 5:38 PM
in a weird spot of nobody realizes how depressed i am bc i dont have my own room so everyone sees me all the time and thinks im fine
December 23, 2025 at 6:54 PM
gonna just start blocking ppl i dislike for the slightest of reasons
December 22, 2025 at 4:24 AM
bro thats what ive been living everyday 😭
December 19, 2025 at 3:43 PM
im sorry to everyone for isolating myself btw i just know im not in a good space and i dont want to bring that to everyone yknow
December 16, 2025 at 12:05 PM
cant imagine ever fixing my rsd bc i know the treatment would just be more exposure to being rejected and i would rather die!
December 16, 2025 at 12:04 PM
ik im most likely taking it the wrong way but still why would you say that to meee
December 15, 2025 at 12:28 PM
not wanting to be perceived but still wanting to be seen as pretty is so conflicting
December 11, 2025 at 2:19 PM
if my dog gets the same psychiatric disorders as me then that means the cause is environmental right
December 7, 2025 at 6:58 AM
i wouldnt wish this feeling on anyone goddamn
December 7, 2025 at 6:49 AM
anxiety due to lack of sleep is so much worse than normal anxiety holy shit
December 7, 2025 at 2:29 AM