Banger post

He just proved to me again why he is my best friend, I may not be able to talk about my mental health with my family but at least I got him and that is more than enough for me, I love him like a brother.

That's why I chose to use a fan-art of the song as my profile picture, it resonated with me and made me feel less alone, it expressed the frustration of wanting to be an artist but just how difficult it is, it was reassuring.

Right now the song that finally broke me and made me cry for like an hour was cadmium colors by Jamie Paige, it was so liberating to finally being to cry after so many months of frustration, it didn't matter how badly I wanted to cry I just couldn't

Combined with the fact the latest curses and teachers have been horrible and I could've learned more through a YouTube video my depression started to come back and worse than ever, right now the suicidal thoughts are coming back and I'm scared, music is the only thing that keeps me calm

Thanks to you for making such an amazing game that snuck into my top 5 games of all time

Yeah that part sucks, needing help with the parts where you suck can take a toll on you, and the fact everyone has to discover their own unique way of dealing with this makes it worst, I really hope you have a nice friend group that supports you while you do this journey and get to feel better.

I think the neurospicynes is what makes Vtubing so different and unique, so maybe try to not suppress that part but only if you feel comfortable because otherwise you'll hate it, take it from this fellow neurospicy dude who discovered being weird is kinda neat, wish you the best of luck Nyx!

God I love your interpretation of Soraya, it looks SO GOOD!

It looks really fucking cool