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@porcelainalien.bsky.social
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MDNI
not mentally well 🦋
bulimia, bpd, adhd/add, autism, schizoaffective
cw: over
MDNI
not mentally well 🦋
bulimia, bpd, adhd/add, autism, schizoaffective
cw: over
i will never be good enough for anybody
December 11, 2025 at 6:34 AM
i will never be good enough for anybody
nvm i think i am getting ghosted again (with understandable reasoning. if you’ve been following me you’ve seen how burdening i am to deal with) but also :(( but like i completely understand!!!!
December 11, 2025 at 5:03 AM
nvm i think i am getting ghosted again (with understandable reasoning. if you’ve been following me you’ve seen how burdening i am to deal with) but also :(( but like i completely understand!!!!
they said i’m cute and a hottie 😭 bro what if we meet rl and they change their mind i’m scared they’re literally only 30 minutes away
December 10, 2025 at 6:29 AM
they said i’m cute and a hottie 😭 bro what if we meet rl and they change their mind i’m scared they’re literally only 30 minutes away
they brought up a body goal they have for a cosplay and i know they will be really hot if they do bc they’re hot already and i am so gross looking so my goal is to look like miku so for even out of cosplay i look absolutely perfect to them
December 8, 2025 at 4:09 PM
they brought up a body goal they have for a cosplay and i know they will be really hot if they do bc they’re hot already and i am so gross looking so my goal is to look like miku so for even out of cosplay i look absolutely perfect to them
am i in a bpd off with this baddie??? i sure as fuck hope so. they’re so hot
December 6, 2025 at 7:00 PM
am i in a bpd off with this baddie??? i sure as fuck hope so. they’re so hot
i thought they were tired of me and decided purging would be the solution
December 4, 2025 at 9:47 PM
i thought they were tired of me and decided purging would be the solution
i'm so out of the timeline that i forgot there's no time zone difference between my room and the living room
November 6, 2025 at 12:32 AM
i'm so out of the timeline that i forgot there's no time zone difference between my room and the living room
Decided I could. Might as well. I’m changing it every time the hour ends lmao so it’s like an activity of “oh it’s 3 pm. Time to fast for another hour. I also like the notifications. This app is feeding into my praise kink lowkey
November 4, 2025 at 9:02 PM
Decided I could. Might as well. I’m changing it every time the hour ends lmao so it’s like an activity of “oh it’s 3 pm. Time to fast for another hour. I also like the notifications. This app is feeding into my praise kink lowkey
I’ve impulsively traveled out of town but tomorrow I’m going out of state
October 28, 2025 at 6:33 AM
I’ve impulsively traveled out of town but tomorrow I’m going out of state
i hate old men cause you’ll ask them to cash app you for a penjamin and now they don’t know how a phone works
a woman is making a funny face and saying `` i 'm done '' while looking at the camera .
ALT: a woman is making a funny face and saying `` i 'm done '' while looking at the camera .
media.tenor.com
October 14, 2025 at 4:06 AM
i hate old men cause you’ll ask them to cash app you for a penjamin and now they don’t know how a phone works
wait a fucking minute, if you knew exactly what i was like when we first met, why do you get mad at me for being the exact way i was when we first met????
October 10, 2025 at 4:03 AM
wait a fucking minute, if you knew exactly what i was like when we first met, why do you get mad at me for being the exact way i was when we first met????
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Reminder to all my lovely ed moots: You all deserve better than this life, this disorder, this bingeing and purging and restricting and negative self talk, better than the people and situations that put you here and keep you here. You deserve so much fucking better. You are worth so much more.
October 8, 2025 at 9:10 PM
Reminder to all my lovely ed moots: You all deserve better than this life, this disorder, this bingeing and purging and restricting and negative self talk, better than the people and situations that put you here and keep you here. You deserve so much fucking better. You are worth so much more.
being s@‘d and having my mom buy me b/p foods and laxatives. haha. lmfao. lmFao. fuck, bro. anyways. cool.
September 24, 2025 at 10:24 PM
being s@‘d and having my mom buy me b/p foods and laxatives. haha. lmfao. lmFao. fuck, bro. anyways. cool.
god forbid i have a good suicide plan (◕‿◕✿)
September 16, 2025 at 2:03 AM
god forbid i have a good suicide plan (◕‿◕✿)
%61 lol art this point the sun gonna come up when i go out
September 6, 2025 at 7:05 AM
%61 lol art this point the sun gonna come up when i go out
it unplugged but it's charginf decently well. lfg !!!!!
September 6, 2025 at 5:40 AM
it unplugged but it's charginf decently well. lfg !!!!!
when my phone gets to 100% i am going to kill myself. it's at 22 so it'll give me time to relax and rest before but i feel ready
September 6, 2025 at 5:31 AM
when my phone gets to 100% i am going to kill myself. it's at 22 so it'll give me time to relax and rest before but i feel ready
all of the signs i said i would take as signs to kill myself are happening. my sign to kill myself it's here. why haven't i done it
September 6, 2025 at 4:01 AM
all of the signs i said i would take as signs to kill myself are happening. my sign to kill myself it's here. why haven't i done it
they’re like cutie pie lafufus my lil babies 
August 21, 2025 at 2:00 AM
they’re like cutie pie lafufus my lil babies 
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okay. a. was not murdered. b. I GOT GIFTED A SHIT TON OF KPOP MERCH AND SANRIO X YUGIOH TOY AND MIKU MERCH WHAT THE FRICK god i fucking LOVE socialising with other people (even if i am really bad at it)
August 19, 2025 at 3:43 AM
okay. a. was not murdered. b. I GOT GIFTED A SHIT TON OF KPOP MERCH AND SANRIO X YUGIOH TOY AND MIKU MERCH WHAT THE FRICK god i fucking LOVE socialising with other people (even if i am really bad at it)
my mom walked in right when i was tying up the bag i purged in and the only thing she did was give mad stink face for a whole minute lmao
mommy issues going hard rn. i’m going to drink all of my calories tomorrow idgaf
mommy issues going hard rn. i’m going to drink all of my calories tomorrow idgaf
July 25, 2025 at 5:26 AM
my mom walked in right when i was tying up the bag i purged in and the only thing she did was give mad stink face for a whole minute lmao
mommy issues going hard rn. i’m going to drink all of my calories tomorrow idgaf
mommy issues going hard rn. i’m going to drink all of my calories tomorrow idgaf
i’m glad my brother eats ice cream a lot bc i barely had any but this tub was empty and i am going to be using is as a 1 gallon water cup LMFAO
July 18, 2025 at 8:43 PM
i’m glad my brother eats ice cream a lot bc i barely had any but this tub was empty and i am going to be using is as a 1 gallon water cup LMFAO
