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tw ED, OCD, & BPD venting!
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tw ED, OCD, & BPD venting!
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Sorry haven't been very active. Been very into watching anime so that's where any waking energy goes, but besides that I've just been exhausted and a little dissociated from lack of sleep
January 17, 2026 at 1:09 AM
Sorry haven't been very active. Been very into watching anime so that's where any waking energy goes, but besides that I've just been exhausted and a little dissociated from lack of sleep
Been sleeping so poorly recently... And the snow plows don't help whatsoever.
January 16, 2026 at 3:23 PM
Been sleeping so poorly recently... And the snow plows don't help whatsoever.
I lost my old anime list years ago and kinda just avoided anime since then but I bit the bullet and started building it again and I managed to find some of the ones I wanted to see most as well as some new stuff coming out this year
Back on an anime kick finally so at least I have something to do all night if I can't sleep!
January 16, 2026 at 12:55 AM
I lost my old anime list years ago and kinda just avoided anime since then but I bit the bullet and started building it again and I managed to find some of the ones I wanted to see most as well as some new stuff coming out this year
Ive been constantly bleeding just a little bit for over a week now... I think I should make an appointment with my gastroenterologist
January 16, 2026 at 12:47 AM
Ive been constantly bleeding just a little bit for over a week now... I think I should make an appointment with my gastroenterologist
Back on an anime kick finally so at least I have something to do all night if I can't sleep!
January 15, 2026 at 10:38 PM
Back on an anime kick finally so at least I have something to do all night if I can't sleep!
Not drinking is gonna save me so many calories, especially on dates.
January 15, 2026 at 8:08 PM
Not drinking is gonna save me so many calories, especially on dates.
I'm very tired but I'm okay :/ had an omelette for breakfast
January 15, 2026 at 7:17 PM
I'm very tired but I'm okay :/ had an omelette for breakfast
Got woken up by the snow plow and now I cant sleep... This sucks :<
January 15, 2026 at 10:50 AM
Got woken up by the snow plow and now I cant sleep... This sucks :<
Think I regressed by accident and now I feel weird n small n sad and very awkward having so many grown up feelings :/
January 14, 2026 at 11:21 PM
Think I regressed by accident and now I feel weird n small n sad and very awkward having so many grown up feelings :/
Pizza for lunch! Chana for dinner
January 14, 2026 at 7:14 PM
Pizza for lunch! Chana for dinner
I think being less dissociated is making me more upset because I think about things and I don't wanna do that. I wanna sit in my bubble where all I do is talk to my partners and cook and play games and do literally nothing else :(
January 14, 2026 at 5:28 PM
I think being less dissociated is making me more upset because I think about things and I don't wanna do that. I wanna sit in my bubble where all I do is talk to my partners and cook and play games and do literally nothing else :(
I've been... Really dissociated the last week. I remember screaming a lot, I remember going out to get things yesterday, I remember some foods I ate, but I can't believe it's Wednesday again? I swear it was just Wednesday...
January 14, 2026 at 5:23 PM
I've been... Really dissociated the last week. I remember screaming a lot, I remember going out to get things yesterday, I remember some foods I ate, but I can't believe it's Wednesday again? I swear it was just Wednesday...
Every single sound today is insanely loud... I might just be overstimulated but I stg people are being noisy on purpose
January 14, 2026 at 3:11 PM
Every single sound today is insanely loud... I might just be overstimulated but I stg people are being noisy on purpose
Waking up to hammering right above my skull is the worst possible way for me to wake up I swear.
January 14, 2026 at 2:54 PM
Waking up to hammering right above my skull is the worst possible way for me to wake up I swear.
Having pizza date with bf this weekend, then in a couple weeks is his bday. I still wanna do something nice for him, I gotta figure out exactly what I wanna do...
January 14, 2026 at 2:11 AM
Having pizza date with bf this weekend, then in a couple weeks is his bday. I still wanna do something nice for him, I gotta figure out exactly what I wanna do...
Gf got me a huge rubber duck today (special interest of mine) and I am so happy with it. I stg my fave gifts have all been rubber ducks
January 14, 2026 at 12:35 AM
Gf got me a huge rubber duck today (special interest of mine) and I am so happy with it. I stg my fave gifts have all been rubber ducks
Homemade burger and fries for dinner yay
January 13, 2026 at 9:30 PM
Homemade burger and fries for dinner yay
Finally dragged myself out of bed
January 13, 2026 at 4:46 PM
Finally dragged myself out of bed
Oh cool, we don't have any running water today and I didn't wake up on time to fill anything but I did wake up way too early from a bad dream... Awesome.
January 13, 2026 at 2:28 PM
Oh cool, we don't have any running water today and I didn't wake up on time to fill anything but I did wake up way too early from a bad dream... Awesome.
no new pics where are you mentally?
I usually delete basically anything I don't take myself, but yeah this is about right...
I usually delete basically anything I don't take myself, but yeah this is about right...
January 13, 2026 at 5:36 AM
no new pics where are you mentally?
I usually delete basically anything I don't take myself, but yeah this is about right...
I usually delete basically anything I don't take myself, but yeah this is about right...
I'm ashamed of myself for so many things, but right now it's lacking self control around smoking weed and hiding shameful things from my partners. I hate that so many things I do bring me shame, including sleeping too little, being in too much pain cuz of my own mistakes, eating, drinking...
January 13, 2026 at 5:32 AM
I'm ashamed of myself for so many things, but right now it's lacking self control around smoking weed and hiding shameful things from my partners. I hate that so many things I do bring me shame, including sleeping too little, being in too much pain cuz of my own mistakes, eating, drinking...
I'm so tired I want to sleep why am I awake I didn't even sleep enough last night for me to be this awake.
January 13, 2026 at 5:18 AM
I'm so tired I want to sleep why am I awake I didn't even sleep enough last night for me to be this awake.
I'm so damn tired today ugh. I should've had a nap but I didn't and now it's that weird time where if I do sleep I'll be up at midnight...
January 12, 2026 at 10:43 PM
I'm so damn tired today ugh. I should've had a nap but I didn't and now it's that weird time where if I do sleep I'll be up at midnight...
Changed my layout for the month finally! Don't forget about me!
January 12, 2026 at 3:28 PM
Changed my layout for the month finally! Don't forget about me!