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Other good things that happened this week : made cupcakes with gf, played lots of a video game, went on a couple nice walks, made some pretty unique foods, anniversary trip scheduled
I don't feel great so I wanted to make a list of nice stuff so I could think about positive things
I don't feel great so I wanted to make a list of nice stuff so I could think about positive things
November 16, 2025 at 3:46 AM
Other good things that happened this week : made cupcakes with gf, played lots of a video game, went on a couple nice walks, made some pretty unique foods, anniversary trip scheduled
I don't feel great so I wanted to make a list of nice stuff so I could think about positive things
I don't feel great so I wanted to make a list of nice stuff so I could think about positive things
Ugh yes there was hot water for a shower thank fuck
November 16, 2025 at 2:57 AM
Ugh yes there was hot water for a shower thank fuck
Gonna attempt to shower tonight (today there was no hot water) and take it easy. I feel so unwell, so out of it since this whole week has been so tough on me... I can only hope by next weekend everything settles down for my anniversary trip
November 16, 2025 at 12:21 AM
Gonna attempt to shower tonight (today there was no hot water) and take it easy. I feel so unwell, so out of it since this whole week has been so tough on me... I can only hope by next weekend everything settles down for my anniversary trip
I was clearly miserable all day considering I dissociated for the entire day... And no idk what I've been up to.
November 15, 2025 at 10:31 PM
I was clearly miserable all day considering I dissociated for the entire day... And no idk what I've been up to.
Dissociated... Great.
November 15, 2025 at 8:07 PM
Dissociated... Great.
The only good thing that happened this past week was losing a pound.
November 15, 2025 at 7:59 PM
The only good thing that happened this past week was losing a pound.
Wow even specifically my w3bk1nz is sad today... Great.
November 15, 2025 at 4:59 PM
Wow even specifically my w3bk1nz is sad today... Great.
It's not just OCD, the world is genuinely trying to punish me and make me suffer.
November 15, 2025 at 1:53 PM
It's not just OCD, the world is genuinely trying to punish me and make me suffer.
Also tmi but I'm covered in fucking sore disgusting awful red pimples down there and it's killing my mood even more. I hope it clears up for my anniversary with my bf, but I guess I'm truly not supposed to do anything I want. It's also gonna rain when there, meaning probably no walk... Cool.
November 15, 2025 at 1:52 PM
Also tmi but I'm covered in fucking sore disgusting awful red pimples down there and it's killing my mood even more. I hope it clears up for my anniversary with my bf, but I guess I'm truly not supposed to do anything I want. It's also gonna rain when there, meaning probably no walk... Cool.
I don't even know what to do. I don't know if I wanna do anything. I wanna hide in my room all day but I can't.
November 15, 2025 at 1:51 PM
I don't even know what to do. I don't know if I wanna do anything. I wanna hide in my room all day but I can't.
Again my morning started off technically fine until one little thing happened and now I'm entirely miserable.
November 15, 2025 at 1:37 PM
Again my morning started off technically fine until one little thing happened and now I'm entirely miserable.
I didn't need my OCD and CPTSD triggered so early in the morning. What choice do I fucking have though.
November 15, 2025 at 1:29 PM
I didn't need my OCD and CPTSD triggered so early in the morning. What choice do I fucking have though.
I get that the universe wants to punish me, that I'm a shitty person, and I don't deserve nice things. It just chose a particularly cruel and personal way to tell me. I feel so miserable, I don't wanna do anything anymore ever again. Everything keeps getting taken away from me
November 15, 2025 at 1:21 PM
I get that the universe wants to punish me, that I'm a shitty person, and I don't deserve nice things. It just chose a particularly cruel and personal way to tell me. I feel so miserable, I don't wanna do anything anymore ever again. Everything keeps getting taken away from me
I've lost so much writing in my life, it's going to always hurt. I still yearn for the box of writing I left at home when I went to college because "surely mom won't throw away literally any and all signs I exist the second I'm not around". I have no proof I have written anything ever, it's awful
November 15, 2025 at 1:20 PM
I've lost so much writing in my life, it's going to always hurt. I still yearn for the box of writing I left at home when I went to college because "surely mom won't throw away literally any and all signs I exist the second I'm not around". I have no proof I have written anything ever, it's awful
I lost a year's worth of writing, and now also months of progress in a game I was playing. I really don't ask for much, not even happiness, so why is the world taking everything from me? Is it because next weekend I have my anniversary trip?
November 15, 2025 at 1:18 PM
I lost a year's worth of writing, and now also months of progress in a game I was playing. I really don't ask for much, not even happiness, so why is the world taking everything from me? Is it because next weekend I have my anniversary trip?
If I can get back to my Jan 1st weight this year, that would be awesome. Almost impossible surely, but it would be cool if I could.
November 15, 2025 at 4:56 AM
If I can get back to my Jan 1st weight this year, that would be awesome. Almost impossible surely, but it would be cool if I could.
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follow my backup AGAIN pls😭😭
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November 14, 2025 at 9:40 PM
follow my backup AGAIN pls😭😭
I already didn't sleep I didn't need more bad news. Why should I participate in my hobbies or my own personal healing journey if it just makes everyone upset and uncomfortable and clearly disgusted? I should just give up and be miserable.
November 14, 2025 at 6:23 PM
I already didn't sleep I didn't need more bad news. Why should I participate in my hobbies or my own personal healing journey if it just makes everyone upset and uncomfortable and clearly disgusted? I should just give up and be miserable.
I'm really devastated. I spent hours upon hours writing stuff, and now it's all gone because people don't like uncomfortable fiction. Like sorry the world isn't all sunshine and rainbows, at least my fictional characters are fictional... I just am so upset I didn't need this today.
November 14, 2025 at 5:43 PM
I'm really devastated. I spent hours upon hours writing stuff, and now it's all gone because people don't like uncomfortable fiction. Like sorry the world isn't all sunshine and rainbows, at least my fictional characters are fictional... I just am so upset I didn't need this today.
Cool. All my great weird off-putting posts along with the entire blog got deleted. I hate censorship so damn much. Can't say fucking anything anymore it makes me so upset.
November 14, 2025 at 5:28 PM
Cool. All my great weird off-putting posts along with the entire blog got deleted. I hate censorship so damn much. Can't say fucking anything anymore it makes me so upset.
Bf called me at 7am and interrupted my sleep early, but I did manage to get a little bit of rest
November 14, 2025 at 2:55 PM
Bf called me at 7am and interrupted my sleep early, but I did manage to get a little bit of rest
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MOTHERFUCKER GUYS OH MY GOD
November 14, 2025 at 2:39 PM
MOTHERFUCKER GUYS OH MY GOD
Hopefully I can get an extra hour or something tonight cuz I really should be sleeping.
November 14, 2025 at 11:20 AM
Hopefully I can get an extra hour or something tonight cuz I really should be sleeping.
Anniversary trip with bf is booked now at least, so I had some good news immediately at piss in the morning. Just gotta hope by next week my mood improves and it doesn't just plummet again cuz of my hormones... Cuz right now is supposed to be my "happy time" and when we go I'm supposed to be luteal.
November 14, 2025 at 10:01 AM
Anniversary trip with bf is booked now at least, so I had some good news immediately at piss in the morning. Just gotta hope by next week my mood improves and it doesn't just plummet again cuz of my hormones... Cuz right now is supposed to be my "happy time" and when we go I'm supposed to be luteal.
Of fucking course. Neighbours upstairs, even though I heard them vacuuming at midnight before I went to bed, ALSO decided to vacuum at 4am and now I can't sleep. Great. Just fucking great.
November 14, 2025 at 9:40 AM
Of fucking course. Neighbours upstairs, even though I heard them vacuuming at midnight before I went to bed, ALSO decided to vacuum at 4am and now I can't sleep. Great. Just fucking great.