it's just that i no longer believe it's my fault that i'm like this

my parents controlled every moment i had while on a computer and the very first time i got a space of my own on tumblr i had no idea how to deal with it and got really taken advantage of, and i had no one to tell because the only way i had privacy was by hiding it

maybe a child seeing porn on accident when they're a bit too young for it is not the end of the world actually. maybe what's worse is their life being subject to the constant gaze and scrutiny of their parents. I can't imagine how much more i would hate mine if they also checked my browser history.

they blocked me when i confronted them with like, basic facts of the situation. like they clearly do not actually want to talk about it lol

this post puts it well, i think

like yes it's bad that discord wants your ID or whatever. it's bad that you're not allowed to talk about adult topics on the internet. It's worse how this will affect children, i think. It's worse knowing that this will cut many of them off from adults who aren't their parents.

playing half-life :3

the trixie episode and like, the ones where they beat big villains are maybe the only episodes where magic solves the problem

Dr. zye's flag video is great and i feel like i can think along with the subjects even very deep into the video but the fucking 2026 clock makes me feel stupid

my emotional support Other upon which all violence is justified forever no matter what <3

fake leftists always want there to be a class of person you're allowed to do fascism at. its like an outlet for them

the fact that they still think that the integrity of my character has any sway over whether i was exploited or not is proof that they have nothing. it counts against them.

i've responded to everything already. relitigating the allegations would be missing the point, the important part is that they think allegations void someone's right to be compensated for already-completed labor.

but also don't fucking believe allegations from someone who's bringing them up because they literally have their own bag on the line. its an extremely obvious and profound conflict of interest.