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pixiaj.bsky.social
@pixiaj.bsky.social
welcome to my inner thoughts.
be
who
u
feel
🌗🌘🌑🌒🌓
there. might. not. be. tomorrow.
- pitbull
December 21, 2025 at 5:24 AM
work to make this life worth something.
September 7, 2025 at 5:41 PM
well i’ve been afraid of changing.
August 18, 2025 at 1:57 AM
time makes you bolder ….. and i’m getting older too.
August 18, 2025 at 1:51 AM
can the child within my heart rise above?
August 18, 2025 at 1:51 AM
how to not back out when you’re making expensive decisions.

how to not second guess yourself??

how to know when it’s meant to be or impulsive.

how to know when it’s a mistake or something you’ve been waiting your whole adult life for.
July 13, 2025 at 1:37 AM
help.
July 13, 2025 at 1:34 AM
how 2 not go fcking crazy.

i need to bawl my eyes out.

the tears refuse to flow.
July 13, 2025 at 1:32 AM
holy fuck is it 6:00 yet???!!
May 31, 2025 at 8:47 PM
oh heavy heart, the silent weight,
i fill you with fears you cant escape.
you worry and worry and worry
i apologize.
May 21, 2025 at 2:56 PM
words are
powerful
lessons
precious
necessary
hopeful

matter so fucking much.

use your fucking words.
May 21, 2025 at 2:53 PM
always
wondering if I’m enough
if holding on means losing me,
or if letting go is love.
May 21, 2025 at 2:50 PM
shadows slipped between
quiet secrets & silence where trust had been.
he says he’s here,
distant eyes betray,
hidden screens,truths kept miles away. beg for more than words,
for light to fill the space,
but all is seen is a house,
not the love that makes it home.
stood between hope and hurt
May 21, 2025 at 2:49 PM
quiet light,steady pulse,
where love was clear and understood.

now the shadows stretch and bend, & silence speaks what words can’t mend.

still, somewhere deep, a flicker stays
a hope that guides through darkest days.

because even when the night feels long,the heart remembers where it’s strong.
May 21, 2025 at 2:46 PM
i would quit for love.
i’d do it for you.
you’re my future… not silly people who could never see my value the way you do.

two mouths… one speaks… stays to worry, over think, over do it, try hard, try less, don’t try, try too much.

when does it end

and

when does it begin?
April 29, 2025 at 12:16 AM
i love watching our love story.

over & over again.

i don’t feel that id live without it.
April 29, 2025 at 12:13 AM
there is so much…. so much more out there

what am i doing

here?
April 1, 2025 at 6:49 PM
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All I want is a cottage in the Scottish Highlands, the rumble of thunder in the distance, a crackling fire, a vintage copy of Bram Stoker's Dracula, a kettle on the stove, a raven keeping watch, and a basket of emotional support scones.
March 25, 2025 at 4:07 PM
stuck between settling down & creating my own home
and
leaving my home state, renting to make sure i’m living where i want to live 💔
March 25, 2025 at 9:31 PM
December 27, 2024 at 8:11 PM
i want to be loved as much as the earth loves me
December 27, 2024 at 8:07 PM
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This place has big coffee shop inside a bookstore vibes and I’m here for it
November 19, 2024 at 3:43 PM
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at the bookstore
November 17, 2024 at 3:40 PM
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Speak, friend, and enter.
November 17, 2024 at 5:16 PM