i like this

same

just seems like everyone else has a way to easily distract and handle these things. i got nothing.

constant rsd attacks. horrible. why.

do i have any value

adding onto something earlier on in this it really makes me uncomfortable whenever I feel like im forced to give an answer to something, brings me bad traumatic memories

by change means slowly figuring myself out more at my own pace, then shall it be that.

managed to get through the main + post game stories in all the games in just a month, did even buy rescue team dx on the switch after i got my pc working.

going through explorers i could feel things happening and the feelings got more intense the further i went, safe to say pmd changed me.

then in like june-july last year my pc died and with nothing to do i conveniently had the pmd games already on my 3ds and did wanna give the series a try so thought why not ill give it a try. was enjoying it more than the main series from just a few minutes in.

this was over two years ago when i had the thoughts, around the same time had therian thoughts aswell, hardly done anything to work those out since what happened with that friend (cut them off a few months later for different reasons)

whatever we ball we'll figure it out eventually :3

idk it's weird. even if i don't know if im plural it still feels....nice to use them.