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feeling the weight on these phantom boobs oug
December 5, 2025 at 7:51 PM
feeling the weight on these phantom boobs oug
what if they gave this plushie some boobs
December 5, 2025 at 1:03 PM
what if they gave this plushie some boobs
boobs still on the mind
phantom boob feeling good
phantom boob feeling good
December 5, 2025 at 12:45 PM
boobs still on the mind
phantom boob feeling good
phantom boob feeling good
thinking about boobs
i want boobs
i want boobs
December 5, 2025 at 6:24 AM
thinking about boobs
i want boobs
i want boobs
i feel like im annoying. with how much i just complain about my dumb mental issues. sorry if it's annoying. it's just too much to handle without a way to manage it.
December 2, 2025 at 8:08 PM
i feel like im annoying. with how much i just complain about my dumb mental issues. sorry if it's annoying. it's just too much to handle without a way to manage it.
god the thoughts just keep coming back and bringing me down.
December 2, 2025 at 8:38 AM
god the thoughts just keep coming back and bringing me down.
how do people manage it. how do people distract themselves. i don't have a "coping mechanism" shit never works for me.
usually what happens i continue to flare up until i end up passing out. the increased heart rate prevents me from doing anything shit sucks.
usually what happens i continue to flare up until i end up passing out. the increased heart rate prevents me from doing anything shit sucks.
December 2, 2025 at 2:30 AM
how do people manage it. how do people distract themselves. i don't have a "coping mechanism" shit never works for me.
usually what happens i continue to flare up until i end up passing out. the increased heart rate prevents me from doing anything shit sucks.
usually what happens i continue to flare up until i end up passing out. the increased heart rate prevents me from doing anything shit sucks.
bwha bad thoughts go away...
December 1, 2025 at 11:09 PM
bwha bad thoughts go away...
i always feel like im nothing
December 1, 2025 at 10:43 PM
i always feel like im nothing
bweh, small panic attack.
December 1, 2025 at 8:55 PM
bweh, small panic attack.
thinking about the time i intially brung up the possibility of being plural to a friend i cut contacts with back when i first had thought about it and they were kinda rushing to know what my "others" are. and kinda felt uncomfortable about that and ever since ive been uncomfortable thinking about it
December 1, 2025 at 8:00 AM
thinking about the time i intially brung up the possibility of being plural to a friend i cut contacts with back when i first had thought about it and they were kinda rushing to know what my "others" are. and kinda felt uncomfortable about that and ever since ive been uncomfortable thinking about it
It still feels very comforting to use plural pronouns ahfhsgagdha. and a bit validating?
December 1, 2025 at 12:36 AM
It still feels very comforting to use plural pronouns ahfhsgagdha. and a bit validating?
I keep finding random cuts on my legs and don't know where they're coming from
November 30, 2025 at 1:49 PM
I keep finding random cuts on my legs and don't know where they're coming from
feeling lonely again
November 30, 2025 at 8:24 AM
feeling lonely again
starting to get these thoughts again. ugh.
November 30, 2025 at 4:59 AM
starting to get these thoughts again. ugh.
rsd attacks starting to come back again after this short breath of air
November 29, 2025 at 5:03 PM
rsd attacks starting to come back again after this short breath of air
honestly was expecting today to just be the same as any other day except like 2 or 3 people to say happy birthday and that'll be it. was a bit more than that but i can't really complain. definitely a bit better mentally than the rest of the year and few months before that.
November 29, 2025 at 9:47 AM
honestly was expecting today to just be the same as any other day except like 2 or 3 people to say happy birthday and that'll be it. was a bit more than that but i can't really complain. definitely a bit better mentally than the rest of the year and few months before that.
kinda feels like I'd need some assistance in help reaching out to some of these people i wanna try and be friends with, idk what to do though. it feels too stressful.
November 28, 2025 at 8:06 PM
kinda feels like I'd need some assistance in help reaching out to some of these people i wanna try and be friends with, idk what to do though. it feels too stressful.
seeing some boob art of anthro vulpix and absol been giving me gender envy by feeling phantom boobs. god i wish i had boobs.
it's probably the vulpix and absol parts of my brain that got activated
it's probably the vulpix and absol parts of my brain that got activated
November 28, 2025 at 5:50 PM
seeing some boob art of anthro vulpix and absol been giving me gender envy by feeling phantom boobs. god i wish i had boobs.
it's probably the vulpix and absol parts of my brain that got activated
it's probably the vulpix and absol parts of my brain that got activated
I really need my brain to shut up and stop telling me that some people hate me and don't wanna interact with me or some people don't wanna be friends with me and would prefer to stay with their other friends.
November 28, 2025 at 5:03 PM
I really need my brain to shut up and stop telling me that some people hate me and don't wanna interact with me or some people don't wanna be friends with me and would prefer to stay with their other friends.
reactivated only for a rando already trying to hit on me and act creepy. wonderful.
November 28, 2025 at 3:17 PM
reactivated only for a rando already trying to hit on me and act creepy. wonderful.
I guess this is all my fault. I deserve this.
October 20, 2025 at 2:50 PM
I guess this is all my fault. I deserve this.
i really should shut up. it's just making things worse.l
October 20, 2025 at 2:41 AM
i really should shut up. it's just making things worse.l
it's just really hard to handle these breakdowns. i don't have anyway of dealing with them.
genuinely how can one do it.
genuinely how can one do it.
October 20, 2025 at 12:20 AM
it's just really hard to handle these breakdowns. i don't have anyway of dealing with them.
genuinely how can one do it.
genuinely how can one do it.
i should just stop deleting my posts here. wouldn't matter if i did or didn't anyways.
October 20, 2025 at 12:14 AM
i should just stop deleting my posts here. wouldn't matter if i did or didn't anyways.