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havent felt this impulsive in a long time and idk what to do
May 20, 2025 at 9:35 AM
havent felt this impulsive in a long time and idk what to do
been asking my mom why its hot in the house for days .. ik summer is coming but wtf? just for her to tell me now after i mad a big deal that the heats Been On. …………………………………… DOT DOT DOT i cannot
May 12, 2025 at 7:26 PM
been asking my mom why its hot in the house for days .. ik summer is coming but wtf? just for her to tell me now after i mad a big deal that the heats Been On. …………………………………… DOT DOT DOT i cannot
took mushroom gummies and i thought i did this so id forget why i feel the way i do but instead its kinda like
lmfaooooooo nah u know and now u know Deeper
lmfaooooooo nah u know and now u know Deeper
May 12, 2025 at 7:25 PM
took mushroom gummies and i thought i did this so id forget why i feel the way i do but instead its kinda like
lmfaooooooo nah u know and now u know Deeper
lmfaooooooo nah u know and now u know Deeper
5 days! 5 days! 5 days!
this was as long as i made it past time b4 relapsing <3 sure sometimes i want nic but im so good on it rn lmao
this was as long as i made it past time b4 relapsing <3 sure sometimes i want nic but im so good on it rn lmao
3 days without nicotine again
and last night i only got 4 hours of sleep yikes
i work 9 hrs today ahh
and last night i only got 4 hours of sleep yikes
i work 9 hrs today ahh
May 11, 2025 at 2:29 PM
5 days! 5 days! 5 days!
this was as long as i made it past time b4 relapsing <3 sure sometimes i want nic but im so good on it rn lmao
this was as long as i made it past time b4 relapsing <3 sure sometimes i want nic but im so good on it rn lmao
slept my day off away. cried and was sue of side al the entire time i was awake. lol
slept like 16.5 hours yesterday. was only able to sleep like 3 hours today. my head hurts & i think im sick. ive tried taking meds & not much seems to have changed. uggghhh. i stg if im SICK the days i have off……
slept like 16.5 hours yesterday. was only able to sleep like 3 hours today. my head hurts & i think im sick. ive tried taking meds & not much seems to have changed. uggghhh. i stg if im SICK the days i have off……
May 11, 2025 at 2:27 PM
slept my day off away. cried and was sue of side al the entire time i was awake. lol
slept like 16.5 hours yesterday. was only able to sleep like 3 hours today. my head hurts & i think im sick. ive tried taking meds & not much seems to have changed. uggghhh. i stg if im SICK the days i have off……
slept like 16.5 hours yesterday. was only able to sleep like 3 hours today. my head hurts & i think im sick. ive tried taking meds & not much seems to have changed. uggghhh. i stg if im SICK the days i have off……
3 days without nicotine again
and last night i only got 4 hours of sleep yikes
i work 9 hrs today ahh
and last night i only got 4 hours of sleep yikes
i work 9 hrs today ahh
May 9, 2025 at 3:40 PM
3 days without nicotine again
and last night i only got 4 hours of sleep yikes
i work 9 hrs today ahh
and last night i only got 4 hours of sleep yikes
i work 9 hrs today ahh
my dogs r keeping my mom & stepdad awake by scratching at the bedroom door & yelping to get let out of the room & i find it funny like mwhahaha karma u mofos. wonder how it feels! jk i know exactly how it feels bc thats been my sleeping experience for the past few months.
May 8, 2025 at 4:40 AM
my dogs r keeping my mom & stepdad awake by scratching at the bedroom door & yelping to get let out of the room & i find it funny like mwhahaha karma u mofos. wonder how it feels! jk i know exactly how it feels bc thats been my sleeping experience for the past few months.
work has effectively trained me to be scared of when i feel like i need to pee bc they will get mad at me if i ask to go :(
May 8, 2025 at 12:05 AM
work has effectively trained me to be scared of when i feel like i need to pee bc they will get mad at me if i ask to go :(
i think i love the planet saturn
May 7, 2025 at 7:03 AM
i think i love the planet saturn
my family is fking evil
i stg
i stg
May 5, 2025 at 8:57 PM
my family is fking evil
i stg
i stg
5.5 months no contact. almost 6
months. i am more than my past relationship w that abusive fk but damn the damage i took is still settling in 💀 like damn he just deeply used & manipulated me at my most vulnerable 💀 i still… am in shock
months. i am more than my past relationship w that abusive fk but damn the damage i took is still settling in 💀 like damn he just deeply used & manipulated me at my most vulnerable 💀 i still… am in shock
May 3, 2025 at 7:13 AM
5.5 months no contact. almost 6
months. i am more than my past relationship w that abusive fk but damn the damage i took is still settling in 💀 like damn he just deeply used & manipulated me at my most vulnerable 💀 i still… am in shock
months. i am more than my past relationship w that abusive fk but damn the damage i took is still settling in 💀 like damn he just deeply used & manipulated me at my most vulnerable 💀 i still… am in shock
i mean i also got sexually harassed Again today & its just wild that it keeps happening. its either old men or older teens/early 20s dudes. its scary every time. i sometimes cant believe it keeps happening. they think bc i make eye contact its an invite & i am kinda forced to make eye contact @ work
May 1, 2025 at 7:06 AM
i mean i also got sexually harassed Again today & its just wild that it keeps happening. its either old men or older teens/early 20s dudes. its scary every time. i sometimes cant believe it keeps happening. they think bc i make eye contact its an invite & i am kinda forced to make eye contact @ work
weird as hell knowing the guy flirting w me at work said today that he has a gf in a different part of the world & its like ??? uve been getting numbers at work acting like ur single ?? omg men just piss me off
May 1, 2025 at 7:03 AM
weird as hell knowing the guy flirting w me at work said today that he has a gf in a different part of the world & its like ??? uve been getting numbers at work acting like ur single ?? omg men just piss me off
finding out the people i was interested in are already interested in other people really … broke my projective delusions. they dont like me like i like them & thats fine. im glad i never said anything to them about it. embarrassing
May 1, 2025 at 4:45 AM
finding out the people i was interested in are already interested in other people really … broke my projective delusions. they dont like me like i like them & thats fine. im glad i never said anything to them about it. embarrassing
i forgot that part of what makes work fun for me is the sexual tension between me and coworkers (it does trigger my bpd tho) maybe its actually more like the sexual tension between me and consistency in general 😭
April 30, 2025 at 6:11 AM
i forgot that part of what makes work fun for me is the sexual tension between me and coworkers (it does trigger my bpd tho) maybe its actually more like the sexual tension between me and consistency in general 😭
i talked to my grandma abt picking me up for work 2 days ago. reminded her yesterday. i asked 20 min b4 i had to leave if she was still picking me up. she said she forgot & would get me like hours into my shift. so im driving my car that i know something is wrong w to get there on time
April 25, 2025 at 8:04 PM
i talked to my grandma abt picking me up for work 2 days ago. reminded her yesterday. i asked 20 min b4 i had to leave if she was still picking me up. she said she forgot & would get me like hours into my shift. so im driving my car that i know something is wrong w to get there on time
hard to be grateful for my “family” when they are who/how they are lmao
April 25, 2025 at 3:21 AM
hard to be grateful for my “family” when they are who/how they are lmao
legit so glad i have rides to work the next few days bc even tho my car is having probs, the rides to work ease my stress incredibly
April 24, 2025 at 3:51 AM
legit so glad i have rides to work the next few days bc even tho my car is having probs, the rides to work ease my stress incredibly
i want a job i can dissociate during :-/
April 24, 2025 at 3:51 AM
i want a job i can dissociate during :-/
funny how i can tell that it bugs my manager when im not talking to him. when i asked what else he wanted me to do w/o a smile nor a high pitched tone, he immediately thought i was mad at him. -____-
April 24, 2025 at 3:48 AM
funny how i can tell that it bugs my manager when im not talking to him. when i asked what else he wanted me to do w/o a smile nor a high pitched tone, he immediately thought i was mad at him. -____-
i feel like telling my employers what upsets me will only show them how deeply pissed off i am w this place and only not even 90 days in Lol
April 24, 2025 at 1:15 AM
i feel like telling my employers what upsets me will only show them how deeply pissed off i am w this place and only not even 90 days in Lol
barely thought abt my abusive ex today :’)
April 22, 2025 at 7:50 AM
barely thought abt my abusive ex today :’)
not to even mention managers have VASTLY different standards for everyone. im getting bitched at for things Everyone is doing?! im at least Learning but??? bro telling me my uniform is wrong bc my pants are hemmed & most of the staff dont have their sht hemmed. like ????? fuck all yall
April 21, 2025 at 7:34 PM
not to even mention managers have VASTLY different standards for everyone. im getting bitched at for things Everyone is doing?! im at least Learning but??? bro telling me my uniform is wrong bc my pants are hemmed & most of the staff dont have their sht hemmed. like ????? fuck all yall
“why dont u know how this works??” bro Ask Yourself. have u tried to train me? have u seen me being trained on it? NOPE!!!!!! literally dont talk to me like im purposely being “lazy” or whatever when ??? idk what u even expect from me? girl stfu i stg
April 21, 2025 at 7:32 PM
“why dont u know how this works??” bro Ask Yourself. have u tried to train me? have u seen me being trained on it? NOPE!!!!!! literally dont talk to me like im purposely being “lazy” or whatever when ??? idk what u even expect from me? girl stfu i stg
i understand wanting the best for me but bro if im not even trained on something completely, why are u upset idk what im doing? like im not going to do something im not even trained on… yall are fking out of ur minds if u think im doing that
April 21, 2025 at 7:30 PM
i understand wanting the best for me but bro if im not even trained on something completely, why are u upset idk what im doing? like im not going to do something im not even trained on… yall are fking out of ur minds if u think im doing that