Perniciosa
@perniciosa.bsky.social
Vent Refugee.
Filled w love and hate.
Womp womp.
22 / Minors DNI
Filled w love and hate.
Womp womp.
22 / Minors DNI
I’m not perfect and I hate it. I hate letting people down. I had one task, in exchange for busting my ass I just got a scolding and after that, a proof that the scolding was well deserved. I hate myself for pouring so much effort into everything, but I don’t know how to be different.
August 6, 2025 at 8:49 AM
I’m not perfect and I hate it. I hate letting people down. I had one task, in exchange for busting my ass I just got a scolding and after that, a proof that the scolding was well deserved. I hate myself for pouring so much effort into everything, but I don’t know how to be different.
I’m helping my landlord (also housemate) with her birthday party and I’ll be doing face painting for that day (is a recreation of her 6th birthday). Man, I was manic when I promised her to do it and now I feel sad so I don’t feel like it.
I’ll do it either way because I REALLY like her.
I’ll do it either way because I REALLY like her.
August 1, 2025 at 6:11 AM
I’m helping my landlord (also housemate) with her birthday party and I’ll be doing face painting for that day (is a recreation of her 6th birthday). Man, I was manic when I promised her to do it and now I feel sad so I don’t feel like it.
I’ll do it either way because I REALLY like her.
I’ll do it either way because I REALLY like her.
Feeling so empty that not even dick could fill me up. Womp womp
July 30, 2025 at 10:18 AM
Feeling so empty that not even dick could fill me up. Womp womp
Two nights ago it finally happened. Something in my brain snapped and… I’m not okay with it. Maybe if I was wiser this would be a conversation, but I’m not wise, I’m not strong enough to have that conversation just yet.
July 29, 2025 at 3:19 AM
Two nights ago it finally happened. Something in my brain snapped and… I’m not okay with it. Maybe if I was wiser this would be a conversation, but I’m not wise, I’m not strong enough to have that conversation just yet.
I used to love weed but recently I resent it a lot.
July 27, 2025 at 6:19 AM
I used to love weed but recently I resent it a lot.
I finally have my makeup bag w me again! aaaa. I can doll up a little and feel better :)
July 25, 2025 at 5:23 AM
I finally have my makeup bag w me again! aaaa. I can doll up a little and feel better :)
Sometimes I see people in apps (Reddit, Instagram, here or TL) struggling and I wish I could reach out and help soothe the wound, but people struggle differently and some don’t want it. I respect it, even when it has not been expressed.
I’m afraid one day I’ll regret not reaching out.
I’m afraid one day I’ll regret not reaching out.
July 25, 2025 at 5:22 AM
Sometimes I see people in apps (Reddit, Instagram, here or TL) struggling and I wish I could reach out and help soothe the wound, but people struggle differently and some don’t want it. I respect it, even when it has not been expressed.
I’m afraid one day I’ll regret not reaching out.
I’m afraid one day I’ll regret not reaching out.
I made myself sick with all this “hope”
July 23, 2025 at 11:34 AM
I made myself sick with all this “hope”
Hyper-sexuality is a symptom of BPD, not in all the cases but it is strongly related to impulsivity and relationship instability. I spent a whole chunk of my teenage years feeling like this “symptom” was the hardest one to deal with, it brings in insecurity, fear of abandonment, self doubt and etc.
July 23, 2025 at 1:49 AM
Hyper-sexuality is a symptom of BPD, not in all the cases but it is strongly related to impulsivity and relationship instability. I spent a whole chunk of my teenage years feeling like this “symptom” was the hardest one to deal with, it brings in insecurity, fear of abandonment, self doubt and etc.
I’m so upset hahah, and hell, I know why but talking about it won’t solve ANYTHING.
July 23, 2025 at 1:45 AM
I’m so upset hahah, and hell, I know why but talking about it won’t solve ANYTHING.
Certified white boy lover.
July 20, 2025 at 5:26 AM
Certified white boy lover.
I’m obsessed with finding people from Australia online lol, there are so many content creators and interesting people living close to me lmao
July 18, 2025 at 6:32 AM
I’m obsessed with finding people from Australia online lol, there are so many content creators and interesting people living close to me lmao
Finally back in BlueSky but only because I can post nsfw mwahahahahahahahahahahaha
July 18, 2025 at 6:30 AM
Finally back in BlueSky but only because I can post nsfw mwahahahahahahahahahahaha
I gave everyone too much access to my thoughts and it’s for sure time to break the habits. <3
April 10, 2025 at 7:55 PM
I gave everyone too much access to my thoughts and it’s for sure time to break the habits. <3
I’m feeling awful today. Sometimes I wish I had people around me that acted like me, I can’t see somebody hurting, even when they are reluctant to talk, I’m there to offer them silence and attention for when they are ready. I’m always just encountered with people ignoring me and brushing it off.
April 10, 2025 at 2:32 PM
I’m feeling awful today. Sometimes I wish I had people around me that acted like me, I can’t see somebody hurting, even when they are reluctant to talk, I’m there to offer them silence and attention for when they are ready. I’m always just encountered with people ignoring me and brushing it off.
I feel like I’m yelling at an empty void every time I talk to somebody about my feelings and struggles, and I’m starting to avoid it.
April 10, 2025 at 11:03 AM
I feel like I’m yelling at an empty void every time I talk to somebody about my feelings and struggles, and I’m starting to avoid it.
Ended up crying because going away hurts, but it hurts more when nobody cares. My heart is a mess tonight.
April 10, 2025 at 10:34 AM
Ended up crying because going away hurts, but it hurts more when nobody cares. My heart is a mess tonight.
Honestly I’ve just been feeling lonely. I have no desire of doing anything, so far I’ve failed myself a thousand times already. I’m sick.
April 10, 2025 at 8:40 AM
Honestly I’ve just been feeling lonely. I have no desire of doing anything, so far I’ve failed myself a thousand times already. I’m sick.
I want to spend my whole paycheck on socks bc wtf 😭 MY FEET ARE COLD MAN
April 10, 2025 at 2:12 AM
I want to spend my whole paycheck on socks bc wtf 😭 MY FEET ARE COLD MAN
I just want to be desired. That’s it, my rant for tonight. Gn ✨
April 9, 2025 at 10:26 AM
I just want to be desired. That’s it, my rant for tonight. Gn ✨
I’m installing The Sims while my internet can’t do more than 1MB/s 😎 amazing
April 9, 2025 at 4:49 AM
I’m installing The Sims while my internet can’t do more than 1MB/s 😎 amazing
Me and AusPost are finally on good terms 🤝 I love them now, MWAH.
April 9, 2025 at 3:33 AM
Me and AusPost are finally on good terms 🤝 I love them now, MWAH.
My heart has been bothering me so much today that I haven’t been able to sleep anything (is 4:25 am). I’m so tired but my heart is beating so fast that if I fall asleep for a minute, it wakes me up gasping for air.
April 8, 2025 at 6:23 PM
My heart has been bothering me so much today that I haven’t been able to sleep anything (is 4:25 am). I’m so tired but my heart is beating so fast that if I fall asleep for a minute, it wakes me up gasping for air.
I try to pretend I’m mysterious and different, but at the end of the day, I’m just a girl that desires to be protected, taken on dates without having to plan them, get flowers randomly and overall being adored and cared for. In exchange you get a wife and also, I’m really funny (sometimes).
April 8, 2025 at 4:35 PM
I try to pretend I’m mysterious and different, but at the end of the day, I’m just a girl that desires to be protected, taken on dates without having to plan them, get flowers randomly and overall being adored and cared for. In exchange you get a wife and also, I’m really funny (sometimes).
If my package doesn’t arrive today, me and AusPost will have a SERIOUS conversation about breaking my heart with false expectations and they will need to hear me yap about how this triggers my trauma with my dad never actually doing what he promised me to. It will be horrible!! DO BETTER AUSPOST🫵🏻
April 8, 2025 at 4:33 PM
If my package doesn’t arrive today, me and AusPost will have a SERIOUS conversation about breaking my heart with false expectations and they will need to hear me yap about how this triggers my trauma with my dad never actually doing what he promised me to. It will be horrible!! DO BETTER AUSPOST🫵🏻