Last person I was talking to in my family was my dad, but after "both parties are good" came out of his mouth I don't think I have any family left that I want to communicate with. I don't understand, I just don't understand and I don't know what to do with the pain of all this. Fuck ICE

The claims that McIver, Padilla, and Lander were committing assault should make you question every other time LEOs claim assault or resisting arrest, if you weren’t already.

All I can feel today

Started some basic art class recently, got a long way to go to get where I'd like to be, but you gotta start somewhere.

The news about Newsom today just feels like a gut punch. So many trans people in California have to feel like this betrayal makes this state less safe for them. So many people who until today thought “at least I live in California where I'm safe“.

Friend of my wife works for a school bus company, and today they had to have a meeting with their drivers to tell them what they can do if ICE attemptes entry onto the bus. They had a bus full of kids stopped last week. I can't tell which I feel more, rage or terror.

The fact that we are still yelling somebody do something feels like we're already caught in the pull of the blackhole, we just haven't realized it.