Repeating the same things I always did.
Not doing anything with my life
Rotting with horrible feelings trapped inside my chest
Knowing I just live for the day to day little moments of happiness I so adore
The same ones that I'll eventually get bored of
Repeating the same things I always did.
Not doing anything with my life
Rotting with horrible feelings trapped inside my chest
Knowing I just live for the day to day little moments of happiness I so adore
The same ones that I'll eventually get bored of
Altough I know I will just lay around being useless
Altough I know I will just lay around being useless
I was so different 5 years ago
honestly I would give so much to be in that era again
nothing mattered really, just games and calls and laughter
I hope someday I will be as happy as then
I was so different 5 years ago
honestly I would give so much to be in that era again
nothing mattered really, just games and calls and laughter
I hope someday I will be as happy as then
tomorrow, who knows?
tomorrow, who knows?
so useless
so ugly
so worthless
that's why no one cares
and who am I to blame
so useless
so ugly
so worthless
that's why no one cares
and who am I to blame
Some of my friends weirded out
And my life could be ruined
but well, im hoping that I change my mind later.
Some of my friends weirded out
And my life could be ruined
but well, im hoping that I change my mind later.
I am worthless
I am not to be proud of
I am worthless
I am not to be proud of
If I had learnt about this it probably would have changed the way I saw a lot of things.
It kinda makes me feel horrible at myself.
Lesson learned, I need to start loving myself more. but god does it hurt
If I had learnt about this it probably would have changed the way I saw a lot of things.
It kinda makes me feel horrible at myself.
Lesson learned, I need to start loving myself more. but god does it hurt
Everything good that could happen, happend.
And im getting the intrusive thoughts that this could be a happy ending to it
But I will always keep going
always
even if it will hurt
Everything good that could happen, happend.
And im getting the intrusive thoughts that this could be a happy ending to it
But I will always keep going
always
even if it will hurt
I kinda like how shit my camera is in the way it picks up light. but it would have been better if it wasnt that way I think
I kinda like how shit my camera is in the way it picks up light. but it would have been better if it wasnt that way I think
just get it over
just get it over