If items are tradeable on materia i could craft it for you...

But as it often happens, it's the things i didn't start or finish that weigh on my mind, like getting into gifset making, or island fic, or expanding more on other ocs' lore, hell any personal project that i've tried to do just for me.

Which isn't to say that i haven't done anything this year, i made some of my favourite and possibly best gposes, like bsky.app/profile/pakc.... and i've enjoyed working on B team AU with @desertghosts.bsky.social (which we should probably start sharing at some point soon, this is 100% on me dsfdgh)

This year i finally made some small yet crucial breakthroughs offline/in therapy. i have a path to start doing things differently, so now it's about the doing. next year i want to be brave enough to do, to make, to learn to live in process while terrified by the uncertainty of it all

Art has always been a war of attrition between starbursts of hyperfixation and creeping, dysfunctional perfectionism for me. writing is only the latest on a long list of creative hobbies that have succumbed to this. and i'm so tired of it lmfao!!!!

I watched conclave again on xmas day since my parents hadn't seen it yet and they liked it! the penultimate scene made me tear up again :'^)