Mei
@othareri.bsky.social
I couldn't prove it, but she proved it herself. Welp...it was expected.
January 30, 2026 at 4:55 PM
I couldn't prove it, but she proved it herself. Welp...it was expected.
I spent some money on Reverse:1999, so now I have 3 more garments for my gorgeous ladies and zero regrets. Then I spent much more money on Genshin and got 2 weapons. Now I'm waiting for Ineffa and maybe someone else. I mean, real girls keep ignoring me, but I can invest in 2D girls, see no problem.
January 30, 2026 at 1:34 AM
I spent some money on Reverse:1999, so now I have 3 more garments for my gorgeous ladies and zero regrets. Then I spent much more money on Genshin and got 2 weapons. Now I'm waiting for Ineffa and maybe someone else. I mean, real girls keep ignoring me, but I can invest in 2D girls, see no problem.
I'm genuinely happy little thing today as I'm wearing my new sskk t-shirt for work. No-one's noticed it yet, but I have 8 more hours to receive any attention to my dorks. Yaaay
January 23, 2026 at 10:40 AM
I'm genuinely happy little thing today as I'm wearing my new sskk t-shirt for work. No-one's noticed it yet, but I have 8 more hours to receive any attention to my dorks. Yaaay
Shinsoukoku save me, save me, save me—
January 21, 2026 at 9:46 PM
Shinsoukoku save me, save me, save me—
Idk what to say anymore, I just don't want to be me.
January 18, 2026 at 10:26 PM
Idk what to say anymore, I just don't want to be me.
Okay. Maybe I just need to become _nothing_ to keep going, to not let anyone down, to see how it all ends. The more I think, the less I feel right, so it's better to stay hollow, I guess. I'm here again, remembering the worst things of my life, yet it's still not that bad, not as it could be.
December 25, 2025 at 12:25 AM
Okay. Maybe I just need to become _nothing_ to keep going, to not let anyone down, to see how it all ends. The more I think, the less I feel right, so it's better to stay hollow, I guess. I'm here again, remembering the worst things of my life, yet it's still not that bad, not as it could be.
I can't believe it's happening to me...
I met a girl in Genshin co-op event, and she lives in my city, she's my age and she's so cute. MY. GOD. I want to talk to her constantly, I'm not even trying to hide any personal information, I already want to devour her—
That's crazy.
We should get married.
I met a girl in Genshin co-op event, and she lives in my city, she's my age and she's so cute. MY. GOD. I want to talk to her constantly, I'm not even trying to hide any personal information, I already want to devour her—
That's crazy.
We should get married.
December 23, 2025 at 10:31 PM
I can't believe it's happening to me...
I met a girl in Genshin co-op event, and she lives in my city, she's my age and she's so cute. MY. GOD. I want to talk to her constantly, I'm not even trying to hide any personal information, I already want to devour her—
That's crazy.
We should get married.
I met a girl in Genshin co-op event, and she lives in my city, she's my age and she's so cute. MY. GOD. I want to talk to her constantly, I'm not even trying to hide any personal information, I already want to devour her—
That's crazy.
We should get married.
Maybe I need another obsession, if only I had more energy for something new. My last brain cell isn't braining :(
December 18, 2025 at 2:16 AM
Maybe I need another obsession, if only I had more energy for something new. My last brain cell isn't braining :(
One girl asked my phone number to get acquainted, but she haven't messaged me for a whole week, and I keep waiting like a dog. A change of image actually attracted some people, yet the war isn't over yet. I know that my looks is not enough to pique someone's interest. But I'm hopeless, don't forget.
December 18, 2025 at 2:07 AM
One girl asked my phone number to get acquainted, but she haven't messaged me for a whole week, and I keep waiting like a dog. A change of image actually attracted some people, yet the war isn't over yet. I know that my looks is not enough to pique someone's interest. But I'm hopeless, don't forget.
When I thought I'd hit rock bottom, there was a basement... 18 hours at work. EIGHTEEN. HOURS. Well, it's obviously better than rotting in bed everyday, but I'm not really pleased with it. Taxi driver was a bitch too and turned on the waiting BEFORE he even arrived. He DIDN'T arrive AT ALL.
December 18, 2025 at 1:51 AM
When I thought I'd hit rock bottom, there was a basement... 18 hours at work. EIGHTEEN. HOURS. Well, it's obviously better than rotting in bed everyday, but I'm not really pleased with it. Taxi driver was a bitch too and turned on the waiting BEFORE he even arrived. He DIDN'T arrive AT ALL.
Perhaps I'm terribly lonely.
December 11, 2025 at 11:13 PM
Perhaps I'm terribly lonely.
I'm changing my haircut in a few days...
Last time I did it was 3 years ago, so I'm kinda nervous. The whole thing will cost a third of my salary, I'm gonna be broke til the end of my life.
Last time I did it was 3 years ago, so I'm kinda nervous. The whole thing will cost a third of my salary, I'm gonna be broke til the end of my life.
December 3, 2025 at 11:52 PM
I'm changing my haircut in a few days...
Last time I did it was 3 years ago, so I'm kinda nervous. The whole thing will cost a third of my salary, I'm gonna be broke til the end of my life.
Last time I did it was 3 years ago, so I'm kinda nervous. The whole thing will cost a third of my salary, I'm gonna be broke til the end of my life.
Another 15 hours at work, my mind's going crazy. Same again. My quantum doppelgänger most likely choked to death on bubble tea today, but I'm regretfully alive.
November 30, 2025 at 10:17 PM
Another 15 hours at work, my mind's going crazy. Same again. My quantum doppelgänger most likely choked to death on bubble tea today, but I'm regretfully alive.
One day I'll learn English properly. One day...
November 25, 2025 at 11:00 PM
One day I'll learn English properly. One day...
Why is it so hard for men to understand and accept a simple 'no' as an answer? Why do I have to refuse at least TWENTY times? I don't wanna change my workplace for a little, literally BASIC safety. I don't want anybody to drive me home, obviously not because I don't like them.
November 21, 2025 at 8:36 PM
Why is it so hard for men to understand and accept a simple 'no' as an answer? Why do I have to refuse at least TWENTY times? I don't wanna change my workplace for a little, literally BASIC safety. I don't want anybody to drive me home, obviously not because I don't like them.
When I talk about something enthusiastically, it's always a great chance to receive almost nothing in response. Not as I'm expecting a real discussion about the subject; it's alright just to have been listened to. But it's saddening to see that the thing I'm excited about means nothing to them.
November 19, 2025 at 9:04 PM
When I talk about something enthusiastically, it's always a great chance to receive almost nothing in response. Not as I'm expecting a real discussion about the subject; it's alright just to have been listened to. But it's saddening to see that the thing I'm excited about means nothing to them.
My curse: unintentionally hurting people with exact trauma they've shared with me, IMMEDIATELY. I don't know how to change it. I don't wanna hurt anybody. And, though, I just make it worse.
November 13, 2025 at 11:44 PM
My curse: unintentionally hurting people with exact trauma they've shared with me, IMMEDIATELY. I don't know how to change it. I don't wanna hurt anybody. And, though, I just make it worse.
Sleep? What the fuck is it?
November 13, 2025 at 12:01 AM
Sleep? What the fuck is it?
It's not gonna be fixed, I still see her everywhere. I don't even know her scent or gentleness of her hands, I didn't see her eyes changing colour on the different lighting. I miss something that was never mine, never here, never—
I hated her so much and I never hated her, either. Just...why so?
I hated her so much and I never hated her, either. Just...why so?
November 11, 2025 at 11:53 PM
It's not gonna be fixed, I still see her everywhere. I don't even know her scent or gentleness of her hands, I didn't see her eyes changing colour on the different lighting. I miss something that was never mine, never here, never—
I hated her so much and I never hated her, either. Just...why so?
I hated her so much and I never hated her, either. Just...why so?
Genshin's made me broke.
November 11, 2025 at 11:24 PM
Genshin's made me broke.
When I'm over 15 hours on my job, my mind's going crazy. Well, at least I have two days off, not so bad.
November 5, 2025 at 10:52 PM
When I'm over 15 hours on my job, my mind's going crazy. Well, at least I have two days off, not so bad.
I'm so drunk and silly—
Instead of texting every friend of mine I decided to play Genshin, so I would certainly have my precious Nefer before she's gone. I'm not even close to getting her, but she's guaranteed, soooo maybe I have a chance. I keep living only for hot girls.
Instead of texting every friend of mine I decided to play Genshin, so I would certainly have my precious Nefer before she's gone. I'm not even close to getting her, but she's guaranteed, soooo maybe I have a chance. I keep living only for hot girls.
November 3, 2025 at 2:59 AM
I'm so drunk and silly—
Instead of texting every friend of mine I decided to play Genshin, so I would certainly have my precious Nefer before she's gone. I'm not even close to getting her, but she's guaranteed, soooo maybe I have a chance. I keep living only for hot girls.
Instead of texting every friend of mine I decided to play Genshin, so I would certainly have my precious Nefer before she's gone. I'm not even close to getting her, but she's guaranteed, soooo maybe I have a chance. I keep living only for hot girls.
Got another conditional reflex to cry while listening to 'The Winner Takes It All'. I didn't even catch when it had created, like almost every single one, but it's so sad.
October 30, 2025 at 1:42 AM
Got another conditional reflex to cry while listening to 'The Winner Takes It All'. I didn't even catch when it had created, like almost every single one, but it's so sad.
When your work makes your fingers inflexible, and you have to pull that one brilliant move (I play guitar again).
October 24, 2025 at 1:24 AM
When your work makes your fingers inflexible, and you have to pull that one brilliant move (I play guitar again).
I want my past version to die tragically and give enough space for a new version, better and stronger one. Even though I can't remember most of my life, I still despise that old Mei and all her traits, decisions and thoughts. I also hate how it's going now. Might I change completely?
October 21, 2025 at 11:55 PM
I want my past version to die tragically and give enough space for a new version, better and stronger one. Even though I can't remember most of my life, I still despise that old Mei and all her traits, decisions and thoughts. I also hate how it's going now. Might I change completely?