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i'm really really sorry but i just got jumpscared so bad looking through some old images on my laptop and this edit is making me laugh way too hard so i'm posting it here at last bc i think the wounds have healed enough now. text only but good lord dude you can't just SAY that
March 3, 2025 at 4:27 PM
i'm really really sorry but i just got jumpscared so bad looking through some old images on my laptop and this edit is making me laugh way too hard so i'm posting it here at last bc i think the wounds have healed enough now. text only but good lord dude you can't just SAY that
times like these i'm grateful for my evil notion page (thoughts dump which shall never ever see the light of day lest i have to start killing hostages)
March 3, 2025 at 11:21 AM
times like these i'm grateful for my evil notion page (thoughts dump which shall never ever see the light of day lest i have to start killing hostages)
first evening in weeks that vp and i have hung out til 11 and the fact that it only took 5 minutes for the conversation to turn to my "collection" as he calls it. combined with the timing of just having bought something new. let me fucking tell you explaining that one was a struggle dhfghdfkj
March 2, 2025 at 11:10 PM
first evening in weeks that vp and i have hung out til 11 and the fact that it only took 5 minutes for the conversation to turn to my "collection" as he calls it. combined with the timing of just having bought something new. let me fucking tell you explaining that one was a struggle dhfghdfkj
one time vp was talking about the idea of dad strength and i remembered the fact that he and his fiancee are planning on having kids eventually and i honest to god could've blacked out on the spot
March 1, 2025 at 1:11 PM
one time vp was talking about the idea of dad strength and i remembered the fact that he and his fiancee are planning on having kids eventually and i honest to god could've blacked out on the spot
thinking about the vr hug again
March 1, 2025 at 12:36 PM
thinking about the vr hug again
found an alternative, just checked the website and. last in stock down to fucking £15!!!!!!!! needless to say. i bought it hdfghdjkfghk £4 shipping i do not give a shit that is unbelievable when full price is £50. oh my god. i deserve this thang dghdfjkhgk character arc complete
got a discount code to reduce it to £38 only to find out it doesn't fucking ship to the uk i am. sad now hfjghdfkj genuinely was gonna say fuck it and just buy it because i deserve something nice but now i have to look for alternatives.. augh. this is so fucking typical. i'll get over it eventually
(with lots of convincing from a friend of course) but now i'm genuinely scared to get myself literally anything. i know i have a lifetime of savings to use and this one thing i have my eye on right now would cost only 0.005% of my life savings (it's literally £45) but. i'm scaaaared
February 26, 2025 at 1:41 PM
found an alternative, just checked the website and. last in stock down to fucking £15!!!!!!!! needless to say. i bought it hdfghdjkfghk £4 shipping i do not give a shit that is unbelievable when full price is £50. oh my god. i deserve this thang dghdfjkhgk character arc complete
fav moment last night was somebody, for reasons i can't remember, calling me a good boy, and then kr being like 'you can't see how much his tail is wagging at that' when i'm quite literally sitting there irl like
February 26, 2025 at 10:24 AM
fav moment last night was somebody, for reasons i can't remember, calling me a good boy, and then kr being like 'you can't see how much his tail is wagging at that' when i'm quite literally sitting there irl like
got a discount code to reduce it to £38 only to find out it doesn't fucking ship to the uk i am. sad now hfjghdfkj genuinely was gonna say fuck it and just buy it because i deserve something nice but now i have to look for alternatives.. augh. this is so fucking typical. i'll get over it eventually
(with lots of convincing from a friend of course) but now i'm genuinely scared to get myself literally anything. i know i have a lifetime of savings to use and this one thing i have my eye on right now would cost only 0.005% of my life savings (it's literally £45) but. i'm scaaaared
February 24, 2025 at 4:10 PM
got a discount code to reduce it to £38 only to find out it doesn't fucking ship to the uk i am. sad now hfjghdfkj genuinely was gonna say fuck it and just buy it because i deserve something nice but now i have to look for alternatives.. augh. this is so fucking typical. i'll get over it eventually
having a job was literally one of the best things to ever happen to me and mainly for just Having A Stable Source Of Income like i could just buy things if i wanted them (within reason of course) like i literally dropped an entire £100 on something nice for myself at one point
February 23, 2025 at 2:55 PM
having a job was literally one of the best things to ever happen to me and mainly for just Having A Stable Source Of Income like i could just buy things if i wanted them (within reason of course) like i literally dropped an entire £100 on something nice for myself at one point
proofreading this fic and getting to a point and knowing where it's going and grimacing and looking away and then realising i must've done something good to get that reaction from myself dhfghdfjhgk like ok king we have successfully written something fucked up!!! yippee
February 22, 2025 at 9:53 PM
proofreading this fic and getting to a point and knowing where it's going and grimacing and looking away and then realising i must've done something good to get that reaction from myself dhfghdfjhgk like ok king we have successfully written something fucked up!!! yippee
downside of voice calls is the quality plus my wifi making things cut off at the worst moment so i never heard the end of what vp was saying to me the other evening so i couldn't respond like what was that about rolling up a sock and
February 18, 2025 at 8:46 AM
downside of voice calls is the quality plus my wifi making things cut off at the worst moment so i never heard the end of what vp was saying to me the other evening so i couldn't respond like what was that about rolling up a sock and
sorry not sorry for this post but message to all amateur adult film creators: if you're gonna have background noise in your videos please choose wisely because i cannot begin to describe how i felt watching two people fuck to the tom and jerry theme song last night i could've passed out on the spot
February 7, 2025 at 9:26 AM
sorry not sorry for this post but message to all amateur adult film creators: if you're gonna have background noise in your videos please choose wisely because i cannot begin to describe how i felt watching two people fuck to the tom and jerry theme song last night i could've passed out on the spot
finished job app, cleaned the bathroom. sat back down at my desk and my motivation is nowhere to be found hfdjkghdjgh absolutely fucking typical. maybe i can force it to come back if i just start writing but man i am not feeling optimistic
if i have the time later today i'm gonna write something. not the thing i told vp i wanted to work on. something i've had stuck on my mind all day to the point where it's distracting me from everything else. i don't know why it's all i can think of. it's also kind of horrendous
February 2, 2025 at 4:20 PM
finished job app, cleaned the bathroom. sat back down at my desk and my motivation is nowhere to be found hfdjkghdjgh absolutely fucking typical. maybe i can force it to come back if i just start writing but man i am not feeling optimistic
if i have the time later today i'm gonna write something. not the thing i told vp i wanted to work on. something i've had stuck on my mind all day to the point where it's distracting me from everything else. i don't know why it's all i can think of. it's also kind of horrendous
February 2, 2025 at 1:34 PM
if i have the time later today i'm gonna write something. not the thing i told vp i wanted to work on. something i've had stuck on my mind all day to the point where it's distracting me from everything else. i don't know why it's all i can think of. it's also kind of horrendous
one of the main things w this is periods which ofc were never fun to begin with but honestly back in the day i only rarely thought hard enough about it to get upset and/or cry over it. now it's pretty much every single time, sometimes for several days in a row
been carrying this weird, completely unnecessary guilt with me for a little while now about the fact that i told vp last year that i don't really dislike my body because it turns out i was very in denial about my dysphoria at that point and honestly since then it's gotten worse and worse
February 2, 2025 at 9:47 AM
one of the main things w this is periods which ofc were never fun to begin with but honestly back in the day i only rarely thought hard enough about it to get upset and/or cry over it. now it's pretty much every single time, sometimes for several days in a row
been carrying this weird, completely unnecessary guilt with me for a little while now about the fact that i told vp last year that i don't really dislike my body because it turns out i was very in denial about my dysphoria at that point and honestly since then it's gotten worse and worse
February 1, 2025 at 4:17 PM
been carrying this weird, completely unnecessary guilt with me for a little while now about the fact that i told vp last year that i don't really dislike my body because it turns out i was very in denial about my dysphoria at that point and honestly since then it's gotten worse and worse
hm. interesting. well i confirmed a new limit for myself tonight so that's fun. and i know i shouldn't have to justify it and i don't have to feel bad about it at all.. but i still do. because why can't my brain just let me enjoy things. literally forced swallowing incident all over again
January 31, 2025 at 11:11 PM
hm. interesting. well i confirmed a new limit for myself tonight so that's fun. and i know i shouldn't have to justify it and i don't have to feel bad about it at all.. but i still do. because why can't my brain just let me enjoy things. literally forced swallowing incident all over again
[gritting teeth] this is how we can revive the discord convo
January 31, 2025 at 10:45 AM
[gritting teeth] this is how we can revive the discord convo
maybe fav part of last night was, after a ton of jokes about people's kinks and stuff (which i am proud to be the primary subject of), kr makes a joke along the lines of "i can't believe ono's kink is people dressed up in cowboy outfits"
January 29, 2025 at 10:04 AM
maybe fav part of last night was, after a ton of jokes about people's kinks and stuff (which i am proud to be the primary subject of), kr makes a joke along the lines of "i can't believe ono's kink is people dressed up in cowboy outfits"
now why is he spamming my steam dms hdkgdfkjgd can i fucking help you sir??? i was literally just crying over how much i miss you tho what a coincidence
January 25, 2025 at 2:17 PM
now why is he spamming my steam dms hdkgdfkjgd can i fucking help you sir??? i was literally just crying over how much i miss you tho what a coincidence
also feeling kinda bad for telling vp last year that i was pretty neutral on my body and always told myself i was never allowed to dislike things about it. because it's been gradually coming to my attention that i actually have a LOT of body-related issues hdfghdfk nothing major but like..
January 25, 2025 at 2:13 PM
also feeling kinda bad for telling vp last year that i was pretty neutral on my body and always told myself i was never allowed to dislike things about it. because it's been gradually coming to my attention that i actually have a LOT of body-related issues hdfghdfk nothing major but like..
man.. i can't believe i broke down like that in front of vp. i'm desperately trying not to feel embarrassed about it jfhgdhkjfg but like jesus, i'm not sure if i've ever been that much of a mess in front of anyone before. like that was BAD for me. and i don't want him to think i'm usually like that
January 25, 2025 at 2:03 PM
man.. i can't believe i broke down like that in front of vp. i'm desperately trying not to feel embarrassed about it jfhgdhkjfg but like jesus, i'm not sure if i've ever been that much of a mess in front of anyone before. like that was BAD for me. and i don't want him to think i'm usually like that
fic notes are already up to 1.9k words i was fucking right dhgjkdfh if i do write this entire thing.. surely 3k words. hat fic was the longest at 2.5k words but honestly that one doesn't even feel that long. idk how i managed that. but anyway no this is gonna be the first fic that DOESN'T cut in or
January 25, 2025 at 9:46 AM
fic notes are already up to 1.9k words i was fucking right dhgjkdfh if i do write this entire thing.. surely 3k words. hat fic was the longest at 2.5k words but honestly that one doesn't even feel that long. idk how i managed that. but anyway no this is gonna be the first fic that DOESN'T cut in or
please for the love of god let me keep up the momentum to work on this fic bc i've got like a solid 75% of the story drafted today and i've just worked out several details i was stuck on before and it's just like. man. this is still so fucking exhilarating hfdjghdfjkg genuinely in such a good mood
January 24, 2025 at 7:24 PM
please for the love of god let me keep up the momentum to work on this fic bc i've got like a solid 75% of the story drafted today and i've just worked out several details i was stuck on before and it's just like. man. this is still so fucking exhilarating hfdjghdfjkg genuinely in such a good mood
reading through old discord messages for. reasons. and realising that i am very very easily influenced by vp hdfhjkgdf for better or for worse. like yeah i booked that doctors appt i'd been putting off my entire life because he told me to. watched a show i've been putting off for months bc he said
January 24, 2025 at 11:25 AM
reading through old discord messages for. reasons. and realising that i am very very easily influenced by vp hdfhjkgdf for better or for worse. like yeah i booked that doctors appt i'd been putting off my entire life because he told me to. watched a show i've been putting off for months bc he said