onepolartwo
@onepolartwo.bsky.social
Human, Coffee Nerd. Sometimes a butthole. Bipolar 1, Autism, and BPD. Father of a 9yr old, nonverbal, son with Autism
I guess cycling through the mania and the depression in a same day is my current new equilibrium. Well that blows. Maybe should sleep, nah overrated for tonight. Another fun day (and night) of having bipolar disorder.
April 24, 2025 at 9:12 AM
I guess cycling through the mania and the depression in a same day is my current new equilibrium. Well that blows. Maybe should sleep, nah overrated for tonight. Another fun day (and night) of having bipolar disorder.
My day living with the beginnings of a bipolar depressive episode and trying to be funny
Not sure if you can see the smile on my face.
Not sure if you can see the smile on my face.
April 23, 2025 at 5:51 PM
My day living with the beginnings of a bipolar depressive episode and trying to be funny
Not sure if you can see the smile on my face.
Not sure if you can see the smile on my face.
Why Idespise small talk.”Hey, how are you doing?” My: “Well pretty shitty, my medicine is fucking with me.”Then I end with “Enough about me, how are you!” Do people ask questions and NOT want honest hours, I lean towards yes. Cannot tell if that is my Bipolar, autism, or asshole attitude talking
April 21, 2025 at 4:01 PM
Why Idespise small talk.”Hey, how are you doing?” My: “Well pretty shitty, my medicine is fucking with me.”Then I end with “Enough about me, how are you!” Do people ask questions and NOT want honest hours, I lean towards yes. Cannot tell if that is my Bipolar, autism, or asshole attitude talking
Soooo.. since I have to be cautious not too make too much money per month while I am applying for SSDI, I have decided to try and give Door Dashing a go. This afternoon is my 1st attempt
Wish me luck!!
FYI I absolutely love Spaceballs 🤣😅🤣
Wish me luck!!
FYI I absolutely love Spaceballs 🤣😅🤣
April 19, 2025 at 3:54 PM
Soooo.. since I have to be cautious not too make too much money per month while I am applying for SSDI, I have decided to try and give Door Dashing a go. This afternoon is my 1st attempt
Wish me luck!!
FYI I absolutely love Spaceballs 🤣😅🤣
Wish me luck!!
FYI I absolutely love Spaceballs 🤣😅🤣
I hate it when a day is planned a specific way, and my spouse intentionally throws it out of order. I wanted my “me” time not rushed. She knew that. A huge …Fuck Fuck Fuck. Not having signs of mania, it is ok to just be a bipolar person and just pissed sometimes
April 18, 2025 at 3:47 PM
I hate it when a day is planned a specific way, and my spouse intentionally throws it out of order. I wanted my “me” time not rushed. She knew that. A huge …Fuck Fuck Fuck. Not having signs of mania, it is ok to just be a bipolar person and just pissed sometimes
Hit three large holes in the wall during my last manic episode. That was after wrecking my car. Then when was coming down I balled infinitely. Once I hit bottom and got the help I needed..I now feel "even." Getting help, no matter how hard it is to do..is key.
April 12, 2025 at 5:13 PM
Hit three large holes in the wall during my last manic episode. That was after wrecking my car. Then when was coming down I balled infinitely. Once I hit bottom and got the help I needed..I now feel "even." Getting help, no matter how hard it is to do..is key.
Quick favor for your Saturday.
Please....
Just give someone a hug. That's it!
Sometimes the best way to feel good that day, is to help make someone else's day.
Take care Bipolar Peeps
Please....
Just give someone a hug. That's it!
Sometimes the best way to feel good that day, is to help make someone else's day.
Take care Bipolar Peeps
April 12, 2025 at 1:21 PM
Quick favor for your Saturday.
Please....
Just give someone a hug. That's it!
Sometimes the best way to feel good that day, is to help make someone else's day.
Take care Bipolar Peeps
Please....
Just give someone a hug. That's it!
Sometimes the best way to feel good that day, is to help make someone else's day.
Take care Bipolar Peeps
I didn't know the DJIA was diagnosed as bipolar from a licensed physician.That's weird. Maybe the bipolar community would prefer a different word being used. If you wouldn't use the below word (even though it is in the dictionary,) then don't use my diagnosis word. It's a daily struggle for us. 😎
April 11, 2025 at 3:31 PM
I didn't know the DJIA was diagnosed as bipolar from a licensed physician.That's weird. Maybe the bipolar community would prefer a different word being used. If you wouldn't use the below word (even though it is in the dictionary,) then don't use my diagnosis word. It's a daily struggle for us. 😎
Ouchie from my last manic episode. About six weeks before my meds were adjusted last. What set me off? Was in a manic episode.Someone rolled their eyes at me. In retrospective I feel crappy about it, but 😸 my meds are in order now. Now time to fix the drywall lol (1 of 2 holes.) Bipolar moments
April 11, 2025 at 12:53 PM
Ouchie from my last manic episode. About six weeks before my meds were adjusted last. What set me off? Was in a manic episode.Someone rolled their eyes at me. In retrospective I feel crappy about it, but 😸 my meds are in order now. Now time to fix the drywall lol (1 of 2 holes.) Bipolar moments
I didn't know a mental health diagnosed equity markets as bipolar. That's weird. Maybe the bipolar community would prefer a different word being used. If you wouldn't use the below word (even though it is in the dictionary,) then don't use my diagnosis word. It's a daily struggle for us
April 11, 2025 at 4:13 AM
I didn't know a mental health diagnosed equity markets as bipolar. That's weird. Maybe the bipolar community would prefer a different word being used. If you wouldn't use the below word (even though it is in the dictionary,) then don't use my diagnosis word. It's a daily struggle for us
I didn't know a mental health doctors prescribed the paper as bipolar. That's weird. Maybe the bipolar community would prefer a different word being used. If you wouldn't use the below word (even though it is in the dictionary,) then don't use my diagnosis word. It's a daily struggle for us
April 11, 2025 at 4:12 AM
I didn't know a mental health doctors prescribed the paper as bipolar. That's weird. Maybe the bipolar community would prefer a different word being used. If you wouldn't use the below word (even though it is in the dictionary,) then don't use my diagnosis word. It's a daily struggle for us
Day 1: Upped Lamotrigine another 50
Added Ziprasidone at 80
to my mix of Skittles
Day 1 through 3 blew 😬😱
Day 8: Feel more "even."
Taking the win, but as those of us with bipolar disorder...........
We take it one day at a time.
Hope y'all have a great day!!
Added Ziprasidone at 80
to my mix of Skittles
Day 1 through 3 blew 😬😱
Day 8: Feel more "even."
Taking the win, but as those of us with bipolar disorder...........
We take it one day at a time.
Hope y'all have a great day!!
April 10, 2025 at 2:39 PM
Day 1: Upped Lamotrigine another 50
Added Ziprasidone at 80
to my mix of Skittles
Day 1 through 3 blew 😬😱
Day 8: Feel more "even."
Taking the win, but as those of us with bipolar disorder...........
We take it one day at a time.
Hope y'all have a great day!!
Added Ziprasidone at 80
to my mix of Skittles
Day 1 through 3 blew 😬😱
Day 8: Feel more "even."
Taking the win, but as those of us with bipolar disorder...........
We take it one day at a time.
Hope y'all have a great day!!
All that misuse the word bipolar to describe weather/politics/politicians/undiagnosed people. Use another word. You are offending those that have bipolar disorder. If you think your word choice doesn't offend anyone.look at the below..would you use it?If no, then don't use my diagnosis word lightly
April 8, 2025 at 5:30 PM
All that misuse the word bipolar to describe weather/politics/politicians/undiagnosed people. Use another word. You are offending those that have bipolar disorder. If you think your word choice doesn't offend anyone.look at the below..would you use it?If no, then don't use my diagnosis word lightly
Been off to pasture for couple days. Meds kicking my ass and playing video games (impulsively)
Love being bipolar
Love being bipolar
April 8, 2025 at 11:38 AM
Been off to pasture for couple days. Meds kicking my ass and playing video games (impulsively)
Love being bipolar
Love being bipolar
Anyone told you lately to
April 6, 2025 at 11:24 PM
Anyone told you lately to
Wife was supposed to go work for a few hours...she decided not to. No alone time/video game time for me tonight. Sigh
April 6, 2025 at 11:11 PM
Wife was supposed to go work for a few hours...she decided not to. No alone time/video game time for me tonight. Sigh
You know you've done something really wrong when your 9 yr old, (completely) nonverbal, son with autism tells you off for five minutes and puts you in your place. Sorry little homie. Dang!!! True Story.
April 5, 2025 at 10:01 PM
You know you've done something really wrong when your 9 yr old, (completely) nonverbal, son with autism tells you off for five minutes and puts you in your place. Sorry little homie. Dang!!! True Story.
Just because you can, does not mean you should.
** applies to all of humanity **
** applies to all of humanity **
April 5, 2025 at 7:44 PM
Just because you can, does not mean you should.
** applies to all of humanity **
** applies to all of humanity **
Hmmm..truthfully...very philosophical question
April 5, 2025 at 7:04 PM
Hmmm..truthfully...very philosophical question
I don't know what the big deal is about these tariffs 😜🤹🧟
April 5, 2025 at 6:23 PM
I don't know what the big deal is about these tariffs 😜🤹🧟