TJM.
ohwowitsceephus.bsky.social
TJM.
@ohwowitsceephus.bsky.social
29 | she/her | cat parent | trinket girly and crafting goblin
How do things just keep getting worse 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
February 3, 2025 at 11:15 PM
I so desperately wanted to feel like I could calm down after the move, but everything not being ready up here has me still in survival mode and honestly I don’t know how much longer my mental health/body can take it because I already felt like I was at a breaking point when I was still in bris
January 28, 2025 at 11:54 PM
I thought I looked rough and run down in these but maaaaaaan you should see me now 🥲 I am so ready for some R&R after all of this move settles down
January 24, 2025 at 11:02 PM
I really do wish that people would just communicate like if you’re gonna act cold pls just say the reason so we can either work on the problem or I can at least understand I’ve done something to hurt you and accept it’s influenced the existing relationship??? I’m not a mind reader 🥲
January 24, 2025 at 10:53 PM
I am so over online only items for stores that have physical locations. Delivery to the new address is astronomical and the fact I can’t even filter these items out? So shitty 🥲
January 23, 2025 at 1:02 AM
I’m so excited to not feel like I’m in survival mode for once in my life. I’m looking forward to peace.
January 19, 2025 at 1:24 AM
One of the art goals is to try and find a simple digital colouring style I like because honestly I hate everything I do in colour???

But also the little peach riot figurines have my heart and I fear if I ever start collecting I am doomed
January 12, 2025 at 11:04 AM
My main goal for 2025 is to build my confidence with my creative hobbies and things I make. While I have no desire to live out some hashtag girlboss fantasy, I’d love to put it out there for people who are interested as a casual kind of thing yknow??
January 12, 2025 at 6:45 AM
I just finished packing up the last of my dice making gear and masters for the move 🥲🥲 I’m absolutely itching to set up the new space though!!
January 12, 2025 at 5:38 AM
Had a farewell dinner with some of our friends last night and it’s made things feel very real but I also feel very guilty I can’t give everyone my best while I’m so stressed
January 12, 2025 at 12:10 AM
Sometimes I feel like I’m just destined to live a life tolerated by people but never like, deeply liked??? Idk 🥲🥲
January 11, 2025 at 12:12 AM
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Me as a child: I want to be an important adult who goes to meetings!

Me as an adult: I will do a lot of things, legal and/or morally gray, to avoid meetings.
January 7, 2025 at 10:50 PM
I want a big??? new tattoo so badly 😭😭 my next design was meant to go on the back of my arm but I want something I can look at and and be like ah yes. Different. If it’s not noticeable I don’t feel like it counts for stress therapy 🥲
January 7, 2025 at 11:11 PM
I absolutely love the new year- I just really enjoy the ~new~ vibe despite knowing nothings really changed, and I guess that’s kind of heightened now by the fact by the end of this month I’ll be living in a new city. It’ll be the furtherest from family I’ve ever lived, and it’s the first time I’ll
January 1, 2025 at 6:16 AM
I’ve been holding onto these bc they’re makeup-less and I’m high in them and i guess they’re kinda ugly but I also like them weirdly so I’m just gonna dump them here anyway 🤷🏻‍♀️
December 31, 2024 at 12:35 PM
Oh no someone help I think I want to get into embroidery
December 31, 2024 at 5:34 AM
I knowwwww the depression is getting worse/the burn out is in effect when even taking medications feels like too much and makes me go into a freeze state. I’ve been panicked about this move since we decided it six months ago and you think that would have given me time to get used to it but instead
December 27, 2024 at 10:48 PM
I liked math in high school but dropped it as a subject after year 10 bc I wanted to focus on my more literature based subjects and honestly just figured that yknow, I’d never really need the extended stuff anyway but fuuuuuuuck crochet has proved me wrong. Trying to reverse engineer something or
December 26, 2024 at 12:55 PM
Gotta scream into the void because I cannot make myself scream into a pillow!!!! I am STRESSED
December 22, 2024 at 10:45 PM
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December 20, 2024 at 1:39 AM
The past 24 hours has been a wild ass ride and I’m so thankful that it’s all worked out, but it’s also weirdly reassuring to have the reminder that I’m stronger than I think, and I am capable.
December 17, 2024 at 4:22 AM
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an absolute sucker for a cotton candy sky
December 16, 2024 at 9:36 PM
Okay the depressive episode is hitting absolutely hardcore again today and it’s just so uncomfortable. I feel like I’m drowning. I’m so, so stressed and trying to do other things like the crochet and dice as a distraction has just made it so the burnout is even more prominent AND that there’s less
December 15, 2024 at 5:55 AM
It’s always really, really nice to remember you’re not as alone as you thought or as unlikeable as you’d always imagined. I’m so grateful.
December 13, 2024 at 1:22 PM
On the other hand I need to use up all my opened/near finished resin so I’ve been stress pouring dnd dice which is fun!! Except I keep getting voids in ONE dice I’m trying to redo 🥲 but I think I’ve gotten much better at sanding so I’m counting it as a win!
December 11, 2024 at 11:24 PM