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紫煞🪻Zǐshā
@nyancheng.bsky.social
Side account for all the thoughts I don’t feel like bugging my main feed (jiangzongzhu) with ꕥ she/her ꕥ 30+ ꕥ minors DNI - FUB free ꕥ
You do not get to ruin my mental health so bad that I lose 25lbs in a month and then keep ruining my mental health for multiple years, and then enjoy the very specific fictional characters YOU AREN’T ALLOWED I HATE YOU YOU DON’T DESERVE HIM HE’S MY GEGE

crash out not over but shutting up for now
September 22, 2025 at 4:41 AM
She was legit only added to the chat a day and a half prior to immediately getting messy and I was just like… lol yeah nah I don’t need this kind of high school BS

But for real, I appreciate it ;_; if she tries to pull up on me again tho, that fight energy will come out
September 1, 2025 at 10:57 PM
I’ve legit been biting my tongue so hard for days. This girl straight up posted this in her IG stories. We know absolute jack shit about each other and she’s not worth my time or energy, but she sure went on a puritanical tirade on me
September 1, 2025 at 10:43 PM
I guess I shouldn’t have called Caleb “Gege” either 🙂 sorry idk how to make my keyboard do the proper pinyin

legit things were very good for all of three weeks and then immediately got very bad with the addition of this one person who knows nothing about me beyond my first name and which LI I main
September 1, 2025 at 9:20 PM
There is no shortage of healthy m/f content out there and let’s not pretend there aren’t dark themes already in l@ds. And if they add darker themes, the wholesome tender LIs aren’t going anywhere
August 30, 2025 at 2:58 AM
And just like that I want Caleb to be more of a red flag.
August 30, 2025 at 2:48 AM
which is to say, doubled my sad med, and just picked up a steroid to see if it can keep me from going deaf and oh hey, waiting on blood work to tell me if the random issues are an autoimmune disorder, and regardless I’m gonna go back after that and see about treating it
August 27, 2025 at 5:43 AM
Thanks for the reminder I set yesterday Sylus. It’s more relevant now than it was then
July 12, 2025 at 6:13 PM
Because like… don’t fucking ping me on slack on Saturday and say some shit that sends me into a panic attack
July 12, 2025 at 6:11 PM
Probably because I’m expected to do a lot fucking more work and handle way more accounts and do it all working less hours in a day and with no employment benefits. Not that this level of stress would be made better by pto or insurance
July 12, 2025 at 6:11 PM
Caleb and MC were NOT impressed by the stupid text stunt she pulled yesterday.
June 25, 2025 at 12:35 AM
Lads images of Caleb and my MC being bitchy is me being passive aggressive and shading her to get that shit off my chest.

At least that would explain how she found out I got laid off despite me never telling her
June 25, 2025 at 12:32 AM