Vent/Ramble Account.
Minors DNI.
This one is about the most recent happenings in the states.
But, I'm tired of living here.
This one is about the most recent happenings in the states.
But, I'm tired of living here.
I'm finally realizing how madly in love I am with my soon-to-be wife..
I'm crying over it.
I'm so happy to have her in my life.
And I'm so happy to marry her later today.
I'm finally realizing how madly in love I am with my soon-to-be wife..
I'm crying over it.
I'm so happy to have her in my life.
And I'm so happy to marry her later today.
I'm just gonna be this annoying piece of shit, I guess.
I'm just gonna be this annoying piece of shit, I guess.
A good feeling, too?
I can't describe it, but regardless, it feels nice to try to rekindle my connections from years ago.
A good feeling, too?
I can't describe it, but regardless, it feels nice to try to rekindle my connections from years ago.
FUCK OFF!!!
Genuinely.
FUCK OFF!!!
Genuinely.
One wrong word or a simple negative thing that affects me, even if it's small..
I will explode.
One wrong word or a simple negative thing that affects me, even if it's small..
I will explode.
I've had enough.
I feel like I'm talking to walls whenever I talk to people.
No one cares.
And I can deal with that.
I dealt with it with my aunt, so I can do the same for others.
I've had enough.
I feel like I'm talking to walls whenever I talk to people.
No one cares.
And I can deal with that.
I dealt with it with my aunt, so I can do the same for others.
Especially after my move to Illinois.
Because of the trauma I have from living with my aunt.
And the trauma I'm currently dealing with from her abuse.
She also supported my dream of being a graphic designer and an artist.
And that tarnished it all.
Maybe I should completely leave the internet, drop my art career altogether, sell my computer and tablet, and literally go back to just working as a caregiver.
And let my art skills decay over time.
Especially after my move to Illinois.
Because of the trauma I have from living with my aunt.
And the trauma I'm currently dealing with from her abuse.
She also supported my dream of being a graphic designer and an artist.
And that tarnished it all.
Maybe I should completely leave the internet, drop my art career altogether, sell my computer and tablet, and literally go back to just working as a caregiver.
And let my art skills decay over time.
Maybe I should completely leave the internet, drop my art career altogether, sell my computer and tablet, and literally go back to just working as a caregiver.
And let my art skills decay over time.
And continued to say I dropped them, even though they dropped me first.
And continued to say I dropped them, even though they dropped me first.
But I didn't want to be an ass about it, so I didn't add it here.
Winded up crashing out really badly from getting a cancelation email for my upcoming psychiatry that's not happening anymore.
But I didn't want to be an ass about it, so I didn't add it here.