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五奇人 & 旧fine | tsumugi aoba ruined my life | mostly sfw but no minors please
https://ntmg8724.carrd.co/
五奇人 & 旧fine | tsumugi aoba ruined my life | mostly sfw but no minors please
https://ntmg8724.carrd.co/
not that i feel even remotely up to being on this account again, but i figured i should update that i'm at least a tiny bit stable again even if the stability stems from pure escapism
December 8, 2025 at 2:43 AM
not that i feel even remotely up to being on this account again, but i figured i should update that i'm at least a tiny bit stable again even if the stability stems from pure escapism
im a terrible person. i should stop trying to connect anywhere bc all ill do is hurt everyone else anyway
November 25, 2025 at 2:40 AM
im a terrible person. i should stop trying to connect anywhere bc all ill do is hurt everyone else anyway
i think coming back to this account even if only a bit was a mistake, i need to learn that i can't be in spaces like this bc nobody ever cares about what i have to say, unless i act fake to fit in with the other people around me
November 24, 2025 at 3:46 PM
i think coming back to this account even if only a bit was a mistake, i need to learn that i can't be in spaces like this bc nobody ever cares about what i have to say, unless i act fake to fit in with the other people around me
is there anything worse than trying to fit in with a community you Think seems alright only to get ignored every single time you try to talk there
November 23, 2025 at 10:49 PM
is there anything worse than trying to fit in with a community you Think seems alright only to get ignored every single time you try to talk there
in the final stretch of the game i've been playing which means within a week or so i should be onto the next subseries....aka the longest part of the series
November 23, 2025 at 12:21 AM
in the final stretch of the game i've been playing which means within a week or so i should be onto the next subseries....aka the longest part of the series
got all of the tsumugi merch i ordered finally, feels weird actually having it in my hands after all this time
November 20, 2025 at 7:08 PM
got all of the tsumugi merch i ordered finally, feels weird actually having it in my hands after all this time
i still wanna rebrand here too. i love tsumugi to death i just need to not look like an enst account anymore
November 20, 2025 at 2:56 AM
i still wanna rebrand here too. i love tsumugi to death i just need to not look like an enst account anymore
unexpectedly got closure from my now ex-friend a bit over 2 weeks after the fact and don't know how to process any of it
November 18, 2025 at 11:01 PM
unexpectedly got closure from my now ex-friend a bit over 2 weeks after the fact and don't know how to process any of it
department of labor is forcing me to waste 2 hours of my day next wednesday to go to some stupid job related meeting where they will probably try to force me to apply to jobs that will make me wish i was dead And that require an hour long commute each way
November 17, 2025 at 10:18 PM
department of labor is forcing me to waste 2 hours of my day next wednesday to go to some stupid job related meeting where they will probably try to force me to apply to jobs that will make me wish i was dead And that require an hour long commute each way
didn't realize i haven't said a word in a couple days but i've been vibing with gaming and not online Quite as much as usual
November 16, 2025 at 2:54 PM
didn't realize i haven't said a word in a couple days but i've been vibing with gaming and not online Quite as much as usual
unrelated but i ordered myself a walking pad for at home so i can get some more consistent movement in, this one has a sort of tray attachment so i can maybe play games while walking which i think could be really good for me
November 13, 2025 at 7:05 PM
unrelated but i ordered myself a walking pad for at home so i can get some more consistent movement in, this one has a sort of tray attachment so i can maybe play games while walking which i think could be really good for me
therapy was alright, it was good actually talking over everything that happened last night and this morning. though it took so long going over everything that there was no time to try out any new coping skills lmao
November 13, 2025 at 7:04 PM
therapy was alright, it was good actually talking over everything that happened last night and this morning. though it took so long going over everything that there was no time to try out any new coping skills lmao
decided that my fave trails character is Also coming to therapy with me today, the whole gang is gonna be there since i always have my tsumugi bag and nui too
November 13, 2025 at 3:25 PM
decided that my fave trails character is Also coming to therapy with me today, the whole gang is gonna be there since i always have my tsumugi bag and nui too
managed to completely ruin my day again like a clown despite starting my morning off in a good mood, what a vicious cycle
November 12, 2025 at 9:40 PM
managed to completely ruin my day again like a clown despite starting my morning off in a good mood, what a vicious cycle
this could all still go horribly wrong but after 5 months of being out of work i might Finally be on track to get paid for my time out
November 12, 2025 at 2:52 PM
this could all still go horribly wrong but after 5 months of being out of work i might Finally be on track to get paid for my time out
spent like 3 hours of my day reloading saves trying to optimally fish and gamble and both are things i probably was Not meant to be doing during the point of the story i'm at but. here we are
November 11, 2025 at 12:40 AM
spent like 3 hours of my day reloading saves trying to optimally fish and gamble and both are things i probably was Not meant to be doing during the point of the story i'm at but. here we are
got my shirt of my current fave jrpg boy in the mail today which has brought some joy, i love him and am glad i can have literally any merch of him
November 8, 2025 at 11:43 PM
got my shirt of my current fave jrpg boy in the mail today which has brought some joy, i love him and am glad i can have literally any merch of him
day 2 in a row of sitting on hold indefinitely over my unemployment fraud issue
November 7, 2025 at 2:26 PM
day 2 in a row of sitting on hold indefinitely over my unemployment fraud issue
therapist validated me today in both how i chose to handle cutting off my friend and for how i've been feeling about them lately. bc even she could not fully filter herself based on what she's heard from me about them in recent months
November 6, 2025 at 10:17 PM
therapist validated me today in both how i chose to handle cutting off my friend and for how i've been feeling about them lately. bc even she could not fully filter herself based on what she's heard from me about them in recent months
getting tempted to commission my rarepair at some point just so i can actually see it outside of one piece of fanart and some picrew-type things i did lol
November 5, 2025 at 11:49 PM
getting tempted to commission my rarepair at some point just so i can actually see it outside of one piece of fanart and some picrew-type things i did lol
i feel really weird right now. i don't know how to cope with last night or even understand my slightly unusual reaction to this all
November 3, 2025 at 2:38 PM
i feel really weird right now. i don't know how to cope with last night or even understand my slightly unusual reaction to this all
update. i didnt block them and said in my message that i would basically give them a final chance to answer if they really cared enough to. and within like 2 hours they deleted me without saying a word so. shows how much they cared.
for anyone who has been following my fucked up friendship saga with the friend who basically all but stopped talking to me while pretending we're still fine. after a second month long stretch of silence in a row i finally got myself to reach out and say i'm done now
November 3, 2025 at 3:10 AM
update. i didnt block them and said in my message that i would basically give them a final chance to answer if they really cared enough to. and within like 2 hours they deleted me without saying a word so. shows how much they cared.
for anyone who has been following my fucked up friendship saga with the friend who basically all but stopped talking to me while pretending we're still fine. after a second month long stretch of silence in a row i finally got myself to reach out and say i'm done now
November 3, 2025 at 1:13 AM
for anyone who has been following my fucked up friendship saga with the friend who basically all but stopped talking to me while pretending we're still fine. after a second month long stretch of silence in a row i finally got myself to reach out and say i'm done now
still stuck in this train of thought and tbh while i feel Maybe capable of existing on social media again i also don't think i have any worth to people here now that my priorities have shifted
i keep wondering if i should just rebrand here or start fresh on a new account, because lately i've been very in my own head about if anyone truly cares about anything i have to say (not specific to here)
November 2, 2025 at 1:40 AM
still stuck in this train of thought and tbh while i feel Maybe capable of existing on social media again i also don't think i have any worth to people here now that my priorities have shifted