Anyway I just wanted to write a little bit about my fun with chastity play. It's been part of a broader exploration of my submissive side after years of identifying as a switch. Guess these days I'm more of a bratty power bottom if anything.

The humiliation, combined with her pleasure and my denial, knowing I belong to her and her having the power to use me how she wants and choosing a toy over my cock. It all just adds up to something magical, especially in a monogamous situation.

The icing on the cake has to be me being a grower. As a grower I can comfortably fit into small cages like the Holy Trainer Nub. Last locktober I even managed 6 weeks without any unlocks using a small steel Cobra-style cage which could be cleaned and dried easily without unlocking.

And of course, the longer I'm locked up the more horny and submissive I become. Anal play and pegging, nipple torture and facesitting all become the new norm. And her using large toys, stretching and filling herself up more than I ever could is just extremely hot to watch.

My biggest gripe is just with devs who turned leaches and for easy money. Constantly changing the dev roadmap, claiming health problems, providing minimal game updates, rewriting old scenes, or even starting over to "improve stability". All while they continue to rake in +€5k/month from supporters.

I see Patreon/SubscribeStar more as allowing a chef to buy ingredients to prepare an experimental meal. If I fancy the idea and alpha build I don't mind supporting it for a bit to help get things going. But at least give me the meal once it's done if I've already spent the full (retail) price on it.

Or you know, don't whine when people opt for the middle ground: subscribing for a month maybe twice a year, or until the retail value has been reached and just "pirate" your from there on.