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@nosleeptoodeep.bsky.social
Artist and vtuber with a desire to do more creative things.
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Update:
2 weeks left.
Hopefully by Tuesday I will have a vehicle to stay in but expenses for insurance, gas, food, and the move itself are still much needed.
Thanks to anyone that's at least shared. Anything helps. What little has come in already helped make this stage even possible.
#mutualaid
2 weeks left.
Hopefully by Tuesday I will have a vehicle to stay in but expenses for insurance, gas, food, and the move itself are still much needed.
Thanks to anyone that's at least shared. Anything helps. What little has come in already helped make this stage even possible.
#mutualaid
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Anyone else hear boss music suddenly?
Was that big health bar on the screen always there?
(This morning feels like a dread/anxiety boss rush.)
Was that big health bar on the screen always there?
(This morning feels like a dread/anxiety boss rush.)
December 15, 2025 at 2:12 PM
Anyone else hear boss music suddenly?
Was that big health bar on the screen always there?
(This morning feels like a dread/anxiety boss rush.)
Was that big health bar on the screen always there?
(This morning feels like a dread/anxiety boss rush.)
Update:
2 weeks left.
Hopefully by Tuesday I will have a vehicle to stay in but expenses for insurance, gas, food, and the move itself are still much needed.
Thanks to anyone that's at least shared. Anything helps. What little has come in already helped make this stage even possible.
#mutualaid
2 weeks left.
Hopefully by Tuesday I will have a vehicle to stay in but expenses for insurance, gas, food, and the move itself are still much needed.
Thanks to anyone that's at least shared. Anything helps. What little has come in already helped make this stage even possible.
#mutualaid
December 13, 2025 at 8:36 PM
Update:
2 weeks left.
Hopefully by Tuesday I will have a vehicle to stay in but expenses for insurance, gas, food, and the move itself are still much needed.
Thanks to anyone that's at least shared. Anything helps. What little has come in already helped make this stage even possible.
#mutualaid
2 weeks left.
Hopefully by Tuesday I will have a vehicle to stay in but expenses for insurance, gas, food, and the move itself are still much needed.
Thanks to anyone that's at least shared. Anything helps. What little has come in already helped make this stage even possible.
#mutualaid
Final stream for the year and maybe for a while. So good timing for Marvel Rivals to hit mid season and release Rogue. Off we go...
www.twitch.tv/nosleeptoodeep
#marvelrivals #coop #friendship
www.twitch.tv/nosleeptoodeep
#marvelrivals #coop #friendship
December 12, 2025 at 10:58 PM
Final stream for the year and maybe for a while. So good timing for Marvel Rivals to hit mid season and release Rogue. Off we go...
www.twitch.tv/nosleeptoodeep
#marvelrivals #coop #friendship
www.twitch.tv/nosleeptoodeep
#marvelrivals #coop #friendship
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It’s so easy to feel beaten down by *gestures at everything* but at my core I really do believe most people are basically doing their best and that has to mean something
December 11, 2025 at 7:23 PM
It’s so easy to feel beaten down by *gestures at everything* but at my core I really do believe most people are basically doing their best and that has to mean something
Off or help to buy a car partly fell through. So I now have a few weeks to sell/donate everything and move out and no way to actually leave with whatever is left.
I really need the help here. I don't like continuing to bang the drum. Amount of screwed I am is intensifying fast.
#mutualaid
I really need the help here. I don't like continuing to bang the drum. Amount of screwed I am is intensifying fast.
#mutualaid
December 10, 2025 at 4:05 PM
Off or help to buy a car partly fell through. So I now have a few weeks to sell/donate everything and move out and no way to actually leave with whatever is left.
I really need the help here. I don't like continuing to bang the drum. Amount of screwed I am is intensifying fast.
#mutualaid
I really need the help here. I don't like continuing to bang the drum. Amount of screwed I am is intensifying fast.
#mutualaid
Now I can't stop thinking about this. And the 'attention economy.'
Some of it is just math. Only so many hours in the day. You can only view and interact with so much. And if everyone is funneled into like 5 websites that's potentially millions of people posting trying to be heard. >
Some of it is just math. Only so many hours in the day. You can only view and interact with so much. And if everyone is funneled into like 5 websites that's potentially millions of people posting trying to be heard. >
Bluesky turned form one of my most communicative sites to one of the less.
And not sure if I did something wrong, if people are just tired, if I don’t interact enough.
But it’s a lot of posting into the void now
And not sure if I did something wrong, if people are just tired, if I don’t interact enough.
But it’s a lot of posting into the void now
December 10, 2025 at 1:55 PM
Now I can't stop thinking about this. And the 'attention economy.'
Some of it is just math. Only so many hours in the day. You can only view and interact with so much. And if everyone is funneled into like 5 websites that's potentially millions of people posting trying to be heard. >
Some of it is just math. Only so many hours in the day. You can only view and interact with so much. And if everyone is funneled into like 5 websites that's potentially millions of people posting trying to be heard. >
Stuck in a kind of waiting pattern for certain events to happen/resolve during the exit countdown. Dredged up some art from the last few years.
Some of these 'feelings' are apparently evergreen.
Some of these 'feelings' are apparently evergreen.
December 9, 2025 at 2:59 PM
Stuck in a kind of waiting pattern for certain events to happen/resolve during the exit countdown. Dredged up some art from the last few years.
Some of these 'feelings' are apparently evergreen.
Some of these 'feelings' are apparently evergreen.
Dredging up the better parts of yourself and remember who you wanted to be while things are falling apart...is tough.
Part of you thinks 'after all this is over.' Be you again later.
I'm starting to believe that times like that are when really need to dream, hope, and do good. Not delay it.
Part of you thinks 'after all this is over.' Be you again later.
I'm starting to believe that times like that are when really need to dream, hope, and do good. Not delay it.
December 8, 2025 at 4:41 PM
Dredging up the better parts of yourself and remember who you wanted to be while things are falling apart...is tough.
Part of you thinks 'after all this is over.' Be you again later.
I'm starting to believe that times like that are when really need to dream, hope, and do good. Not delay it.
Part of you thinks 'after all this is over.' Be you again later.
I'm starting to believe that times like that are when really need to dream, hope, and do good. Not delay it.
The cortisol and such that hits you when you wake up leads to what I what I am lovingly referring to as "First thought, worst thought" mornings.
So if you're struggling as soon as your eyes open, know that it isn't just you. It's also biology. If you can get up and move it actually helps. TMYK.
So if you're struggling as soon as your eyes open, know that it isn't just you. It's also biology. If you can get up and move it actually helps. TMYK.
December 8, 2025 at 2:29 PM
The cortisol and such that hits you when you wake up leads to what I what I am lovingly referring to as "First thought, worst thought" mornings.
So if you're struggling as soon as your eyes open, know that it isn't just you. It's also biology. If you can get up and move it actually helps. TMYK.
So if you're struggling as soon as your eyes open, know that it isn't just you. It's also biology. If you can get up and move it actually helps. TMYK.
Counting down by the last couple weeks to the exit date. Still in the process of selling off everything I can.
Any help or shares appreciated.
#mutualaid
Any help or shares appreciated.
#mutualaid
December 7, 2025 at 9:55 PM
Counting down by the last couple weeks to the exit date. Still in the process of selling off everything I can.
Any help or shares appreciated.
#mutualaid
Any help or shares appreciated.
#mutualaid
Weird week so maybe a shorter stream tonight. Just a little unwinding and Marvel Rivals time with friends.
www.twitch.tv/nosleeptoodeep
#marvelrivals #coop #gamenight
www.twitch.tv/nosleeptoodeep
#marvelrivals #coop #gamenight
December 5, 2025 at 11:01 PM
Weird week so maybe a shorter stream tonight. Just a little unwinding and Marvel Rivals time with friends.
www.twitch.tv/nosleeptoodeep
#marvelrivals #coop #gamenight
www.twitch.tv/nosleeptoodeep
#marvelrivals #coop #gamenight
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Now that NYC’s temps are dropping below freezing, please join me in supporting the Coalition for the Homeless & help our unhoused neighbors. We provide hot meals, blankets, shelter… small actions that save lives. It’s a cold world; let’s make it warmer together.✨ Volunteer with me or donate below✨
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December 4, 2025 at 12:53 PM
Now that NYC’s temps are dropping below freezing, please join me in supporting the Coalition for the Homeless & help our unhoused neighbors. We provide hot meals, blankets, shelter… small actions that save lives. It’s a cold world; let’s make it warmer together.✨ Volunteer with me or donate below✨
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Final Free Friday Recap Thread
For the "I ain't reading all that" crowd: It went well.
Everyone else: Look what you did. We're so fucking proud of you. 🧵
For the "I ain't reading all that" crowd: It went well.
Everyone else: Look what you did. We're so fucking proud of you. 🧵
December 1, 2025 at 2:46 PM
Final Free Friday Recap Thread
For the "I ain't reading all that" crowd: It went well.
Everyone else: Look what you did. We're so fucking proud of you. 🧵
For the "I ain't reading all that" crowd: It went well.
Everyone else: Look what you did. We're so fucking proud of you. 🧵
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Rent is due tomorrow, and I'm really short. Like $500 short. Meds are really expensive when you don't have insurance. Anything helps, especially via Paypal right now. (GFM would take too long.)
Got an update here. Like I posted earlier, I got some bad news today. It's nothing I want to discuss yet, but I've got more appointments coming up to work this out and find a path forward. I do still need financial help, so here's my links. Thank you.
GFM: gofund.me/3345f334
PP: paypal.me/colbosch
GFM: gofund.me/3345f334
PP: paypal.me/colbosch
November 30, 2025 at 2:17 PM
Rent is due tomorrow, and I'm really short. Like $500 short. Meds are really expensive when you don't have insurance. Anything helps, especially via Paypal right now. (GFM would take too long.)
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you can grab this design and others on threadless! and right now tees start at $12 which is pretty neat if i must say byelacey.threadless.com
November 30, 2025 at 1:04 PM
you can grab this design and others on threadless! and right now tees start at $12 which is pretty neat if i must say byelacey.threadless.com
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Still looking to raise some funds so I can get back to work. Been a thin few years, and this is happening just as I’m trying to finish a big personal project, and also means, I can’t take on any jobs in the meantime.
Any help, even sharing, is appreciated.
Thanks!
gofund.me/1864ad4d5
Any help, even sharing, is appreciated.
Thanks!
gofund.me/1864ad4d5
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Some of you know me as the comic artist who work… Blair Shedd needs your support for Blair’s Computer Went Boom - New One Needed ASAP!
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November 28, 2025 at 8:18 PM
Still looking to raise some funds so I can get back to work. Been a thin few years, and this is happening just as I’m trying to finish a big personal project, and also means, I can’t take on any jobs in the meantime.
Any help, even sharing, is appreciated.
Thanks!
gofund.me/1864ad4d5
Any help, even sharing, is appreciated.
Thanks!
gofund.me/1864ad4d5
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Periodic reminder that I do have a ko-fi! Every little bit helps keep the lights on and the video essays flowing. I'm in heavy production mode on two vids and a bit short this month. If you'd like to give me some support, link's here. If not, no worries either ❤️ ko-fi.com/S6S21NAIIC
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November 29, 2025 at 4:09 PM
Periodic reminder that I do have a ko-fi! Every little bit helps keep the lights on and the video essays flowing. I'm in heavy production mode on two vids and a bit short this month. If you'd like to give me some support, link's here. If not, no worries either ❤️ ko-fi.com/S6S21NAIIC
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Thanks so much for reading my comics! You guys make it worthwhile. Please consider a one time tip via Ko-fi. (If you can’t no worries.)
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July 9, 2025 at 4:49 PM
Thanks so much for reading my comics! You guys make it worthwhile. Please consider a one time tip via Ko-fi. (If you can’t no worries.)
ko-fi.com/derekmballard
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