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Order Through Pain, Sweetheart.
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Ain’t no party like a [hydra trash] party—

˗ˏˋ ★ She / Her • Adult ★ ˎˊ˗
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> Winter Soldier + Brock Rumlow enthusiast

Tumblr + Ao3 + Pixiv
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Jack was waiting when they’d gotten back from mission debrief. Sat against one of the walls, arms crossed and mouth tight. And the moment he saw them together- Steve just a half-pace behind Brock.. His eyes darkened. Back already? Brock though, anticipation swelling in his chest. Good. “Captain,” Jack said. Cool, neutral. Steve offered a polite nod. “Rollins.” Brock didn’t say a word, just let the tension hang as they passed. And, sure enough, Rollins’ voice followed them down the hallway like a shadow. “Already trailin’ after him, huh?” He muttered. “Didn’t take long for the uniform to start creasin’ at the knees.” Steve stopped. Brock kept walking. He counted to three. Four.. Five-- Then turned. Steve was still standing there, back straight, shoulders square. Not moving towards Jack, but not starting to move away, either. “You say somethin’?” Brock called, voice flat. Jack smiled. That knife’s-edge sneer that never meant anything good. “Didn’t realize Captain America needed a goddamn babysitter,” He drawled, locking onto Steve. “Guess losin’ your boyfriend in the snow made you stupid.” Steve turned, sharp. Brock stepped between them just as Steve’s hands balled into fists. “s’enough.” He said, low. “Back off.” Jack’s gaze slid to his. “Touchy.” “Get out’a his face, Jack.” And then, just to sell it, he softened his tone. “He ain’t yours to push around.” Later, Steve wouldn’t say much. Not about Jack. Not about anything.
November 14, 2025 at 10:53 AM
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Fic snip fic snip fic snip #wynnwrites #shieldbones #steverogers #brockrumlow
The first time he saw him, Steve was sat at the edge of a steel bench in some SHIELD safehouse, back bowed like he’d been carrying the weight of something for far too long. His knuckles were white around a ceramic mug of long-cold tea someone had shoved into his hands a half-hour ago. He hadn’t taken a single sip. Captain America. He was smaller, Brock thought, than the stories made him out to be. Not physically, no, the serum saw to that. But in presence, yeah. There was something raw and unfinished that clung to him like frost that hadn’t quite begun to thaw. Caught between wars, between centuries and between grief he hasn’t even begun to recognize. Brock filed that away, along with the way Steve stiffened when someone came up behind him. How his eyes tracked every exit. The way he kept leaning to his left, like he was reaching for someone that wasn’t there anymore. Security detail, they told him. Observation only. But what they really meant was: Get close. Make him trust you. Make him stay. And Brock Rumlow was really, really good at lying.
November 12, 2025 at 2:52 PM
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“Sweetheart, the trick isn’t making you believe me. It’s making you want to.”

Back on my #Rumtorres bullshit
🏷️ > #wynnedits #brockrumlow #joaquintorres
Digital collage featuring a close-up of Danny Ramirez, fading into a photo of Frank Grillo, his face obscured in shadow. Superimposed text reads "it's all lies, darling" in a blurry, white font. Background includes a large hand on the left holding someone’s exposed throat and a partially visible burned newspaper with "Loyalty" visible. On the right is a silouhetted figure standing in front of a raging fire, the HYDRA symbol fading into the flames. Watermark: "Nix-Sacrificium”
September 25, 2025 at 12:16 PM
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"Well," Brock drawled, that twisted mouth stretching into a crooked grin. "Look who finally decided to come crawlin' in."

From “Then It Becomes, It Becomes ( It Becomes a Problem )” [ Ao3 ]

#wynndraws #brockrumlow #fanart #digitalart
Semi-realistic digital painting of Brock Rumlow with dark, slicked-back hair, with one white stripe in the left side of his hair— staring through the window of his ( RAFT ) cell. Healed burn scars cover both sides of his face and neck, the left more so than the right. His right eye is golden brown, the left droopy and blurry blue. He's wearing a light gray-blue shirt with a slightly darker gray undershirt. The background is dark and blurry, with light beams coming across the window.
September 23, 2025 at 11:39 PM
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Quote with your most popular AO3 fic

Currently also a post #HydraTrashParty x #Stucky with plenty of #Winterbones and #Shieldbones sprinkled throughout
Also for the (newer) #HTP Kinkmeme prompt ✨

#fic #fanfic #deaddove
Explicit Title: Then it becomes, it becomes (it becomes a problem) Author: Nix_sacrificium Captain America - All Media Types Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape / Non-Con Pairings: James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers James "Bucky" Barnes/Brock Rumlow Characters: James "Bucky" Barnes, Steve Rogers, Brock Rumlow, Tony Stark, Natasha Romanov (Marvel), Clint Barton, Bruce Banner, Bucky Barnes Needs a Hug, Steve Rogers Needs a Hug, Past Steve Rogers/Brock Rumlow, Bucky Barnes Has PTSD, Eating Disorder Not Otherwise Specified, Bucky Barnes Recovering from Being The Winter Soldier, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Fluff and Angst, Protective Steve Rogers, Hydra Trash Party (Marvel), Toxic Steve Rogers, Possessive Steve Rogers, Possessive Brock Rumlow, Panic Attacks, Electrocution, implied Past Tony Stark / Brock Rumlow, Blood and Gore, Dead Dove: Do Not Eat, Self-Harm Summary: It started out good. Better than he could have hoped, really, considering the shape he'd found Bucky in. Half-starved, living out of some run down flat in Bucharest— Flinching and baring his teeth like a beat dog every time someone looked at him for too long. Steve had offered his hand, he'd really held it out this time, not chasing or fighting or demanding. And Bucky had taken it.
September 22, 2025 at 4:00 AM
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- And for my final act of love, I’ll need a gun

Was in my feelings for a sec so made this 😅

🏷️ > #wynnedits #shieldbones #steverogers #brockrumlow
Still from Captain America : The Winter Soldier, Steve Rogers and Brock Rumlow in close-up shot. Steve, in the foreground has a slight bruise on his cheek, and a worried look. Brock is wearing a black jacket, looking intently forward. The background is blurred. Text overlay at the bottom reads, "And, for my final act of love, I'll need a gun.” The creator signature reads : “-Nix-Sacrificium."
September 7, 2025 at 1:54 AM
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Anyways here’s my Hydra!Steve x Steve brainrot post for the month ✨
Tumblr post by Nix-sacrificium : First post reads: Stevecest but it’s Hydra!STRIKE Commander Steve x a freshly thawed out of the ice that-universe’s Steve Second post, a reblog by the same person, reads : Something something *kill your weaker self* but in reality C!Steve's gotta make a ***Point*** and be the first one of STRIKE to break in the *new kid.* His only saving grace is that nobody knows Commander!Steve is *Steve* - The other is that C!Steve knows himself better than anyone. Can rough the other one just enough, break him down just enough to keep Brock + Co. from getting their hands on in him. Be that buffer between what he went through re : Rumlow and [ Shieldbones ] and all that, so this Steve won't have to experience any of what he went through. ( Which leads into Commander!Steve getting into this weird little situationship with a younger version of himself which is a concept, but one I will leave alone :3 ) And the thought of telling this world's Steve what's up doesn't even fucking cross his mind because that means he'll also be gunning for Bucky. And he can't have that, can he?
September 4, 2025 at 2:31 PM
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Brock Rumlow + text posts

🏷️ > #wynnedits #crossbones #mcu #brockrumlow
Photograph of a MCU Crossbones from Captain America : Civil War. A white text box,tumblr post in the bottom left has slug parts post: "btw u don't have anger issues, it's everybody around u that's making u angry that's the problem and u should eliminate them." Photograph of a MCU’s Brock Rumlow in Captain America : The Winter Soldier, shouting while holding a pistol. He wears a black tactical vest with the STRIKE Team badge, and other agents in similar gear are visible in the background. A tumblr post in the bottom right corner reads, "Firefox-official: “You're so mean” if you guys weren't fucking stupid, I wouldn't have to be mean to you. Change begins with you” Photograph of MCU’s Brock Rumlow from Captain America: the winter soldier, wearing a black tactical vest. He stands in a green-walled hallway with two other agents in black uniforms and helmets in the background. A white text overlay with a tumblr post by Sulkings reads, "people hold so much hate in their heart. me especially though."
August 31, 2025 at 3:00 AM
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Strike Team Lead Steve Rogers my beloved

🏷️> #wynndraws #hydrasteverogers #steverogers #hydracaptainamerica #hydracap #captainamerica
Digital painting of Steve Rogers with a beard and short blonde hair, holding a black assault rifle with a scope and shield emblem above the clip. He is wearing a black t-shirt with the green/yellow/black STRIKE Team patch on his left shoulder, black fingerless gloves, and green pants with a black belt. His right hand grips the rifle's stock while his left hand holds the barrel. The background is a dark, dimly lit indoor industrial setting with large windows.
August 30, 2025 at 2:54 AM
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I know post-mission parties go craaazzyyyy
+ Non-filtered + original/inspo
#wynndraws #brockrumlow #jackrollins #hydrahusbands
A blood-splattered Jack Rollins and Brock Rumlow pose for a selfie. Rollins, on the left, with green eyes and a displeased / annoyed expression, holds up a peace sign while wearing tactical gear. Brock Rumlow, on the right grins widely, showing his teeth, with brown-orange eyes and blood smeared across his face and shirt. Both appear bruised and injured, but chill. A caption at the bottom reads: “they acting like nothing happened 💀💀💀💀.” A blood-splattered Jack Rollins and Brock Rumlow pose for a selfie. Rollins, on the left, with green eyes and a displeased / annoyed expression, holds up a peace sign while wearing tactical gear. Brock Rumlow, on the right grins widely, showing his teeth, with brown-orange eyes and blood smeared across his face and shirt. Both appear bruised and injured, but chill. Two people covered in blood pose for a photo in a reddish-lit room. The woman on the left, with short dark hair, smiles and holds up her fingers in a peace sign. The man on the right, with short hair and facial hair, grins widely with blood smeared around his mouth and on his chest. Both have blood-stained hands and clothing. A Snapchat-style caption at the bottom reads: “they acting like nothing happened 💀💀💀.”
July 10, 2025 at 12:53 PM
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Back on my #RumTorres bullshit alwaysss

#wynnedits #brockrumlow #joaquintorres
Black and white photo of Danny Ramirez shirtless, upper body taking a selfie next to a black of white photo of Frank grillo also posing shirtless and flexing + taking a selfie
July 10, 2025 at 12:43 PM
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Brock Rumlow + Text Posts

#wynnedits #brockrumlow #mcuedit #wintersoldier
Brock Rumlow / Frank Grillo in the hospital, in a tactical vest, mid-talking. Text post by Sulkings ‘people hold so much hate in their heart. me especially though’ Crossbones in the armor, about to step out of the truck. Text post by slugparts ‘btw u dont have anger issues, its everybody around u thats making u angry thats the problem and u should eliminate them’ Brock Rumlow holding a gun, yelling, STRIKE and a city street behind him. Text post by firefox-official ‘"youre so mean" if you guys werent fucking stupid i wouldnt have to be mean to you. change starts with you’
July 2, 2025 at 2:33 PM
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The two long-awaited edits are on hold bc I’m saving $$ to meet this man so here’s this instead

#wynnedits #brockrumlow
June 27, 2025 at 12:35 PM
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Idek what day it is so-- Wip Wednesday and shadow/background practice featuring everyone's favorite Guy

HYDRA photoshoot art series when?

#wynndraws #wintersoldier #buckybarnes #boudoirart #hydratrashparty
The Winter Soldier is lying on a wooden floor in dramatic lighting, wearing a leather body harness, fishnet tights, dark reddish micro-shorts and the mask. His metal arm is outstretched toward the viewer, and his legs are curled to the side. His hair is splayed out Harsh shadows from a window fall across his body. His expression is distant and blank, slightly angry. ‘WIP’ is scribbled across the photo, slightly transparent, and ‘Nix_Sacrificium’ is across the bottom corner
June 13, 2025 at 4:04 AM
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Revamping my WS handbook / autograph book bc I want to start doing cons again
Tryna figure out what I should paint in the cover page 🤔

Yes there is a not-so-subtle #HydraTrashParty theme to it
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#wintersoldier #buckybarnes #hydramarvel
June 13, 2025 at 3:53 AM
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I’m gonna be honest here + say that I don’t know much about Russell himself ( not to say I haven’t enjoyed what I’ve seen of him 🤭 )

Idk- He definitely got an easier start but I think he’s holding his own pretty well ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

#WynnAnswers #strawpage #wyattrussell #johnwalker
~ nix-sacrificium.straw.page Make it weird •̀⩊•́ “i loveeee wyatt russell but i've seen haters call him a nepo baby and like.. okay but that's my nepo baby” 1 hour ago
June 12, 2025 at 1:20 AM
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•̀⩊•́🌸 One of my favorite pastimes 🤭

I’m actually working on a few things 🤫
Got a hell of a backlog 🥲

#strawpage #wynnanswers #joaquintorres #torresgetstrashedparty2k25
A screenshot from Strawpage- A very light pink box with a darker pink outline and even darker pink text. Top: three dots, then “~ nix-sacrificium.straw.page” Main / middle: the caption, In bold, “Make it weird •̀⩊•́ (angry cat kaomoji) The answer, right below it. “can you kick Torres for me please” Bottom: “6 hours ago”, then the Twitter / X symbol, then an angry face, then a trash can
June 11, 2025 at 5:55 AM
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I gotta quit the game forever that was embarrassing 😭 I THOUGHT I GOT STUCK
( SkullsxSteel on #marvelrivals 😘)
#marvelrivalsclips #marvelrivalsgameplay #buckybarnes #wintersoldier
June 11, 2025 at 2:08 AM
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If you squint and pretend, there’s hands
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#rule63 #r63 #genderbend #genderswap #wynndraws #digitalart #fanart #brockrumlow #jackrollins #hydrahusbands
Digital watercolor painting, sketchy and messy. Female / gender swap versions of Brock Rumlow and Jack Rollins. ‘Brock’ is on the left— She has long, black hair shaved on one side and going over her shoulder. She’s wearing a dark gray sports bra and light green military-style pants with her boxer band showing. Her facial expression is confident and slightly challenging, with orange / brown eyes and a smirk. Her hands are not drawn, only lightly sketched, but they would be resting on the waistband of her pants ‘Jack’ is on the right — She has long, straight brown hair and is wearing a tight, dark gray T-shirt, as well as brown / khaki pants and a brown belt; her arms are crossed. There is a scar that runs across her lip and cheek on the left side. Her expression is stern and confrontational, with green eyes. Jack Rollins, Rule 63- The standalone image same as the duo Brock Rumlow, Rule 63- The standalone image same as the duo
May 29, 2025 at 7:14 AM
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No I don’t have a problem 🧍🏻‍♂️
#WynnEdits #BrockRumlow
May 25, 2025 at 1:36 AM
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I did another edit- Rush job, first draft but who knows 😔
Promo for - Then It Becomes, It Becomes ( It Becomes a Problem ) on Ao3
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#WynnEdits #buckybarnes #brockrumlow #steverogers #hydratrashparty ( kinda ) #shieldbones #winterbones #stucky
May 19, 2025 at 9:48 AM
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I did start this, my second fill for the #HTPKinkMeme on #ao3

#wynnwrites #hydratrashparty #deaddove #stucky #wintersoldier #buckybarnes #winterbones #steverogers #brockrumlow
Then it becomes, it becomes (it becomes a problem ) Author: Nix_sacrificium Summary: It started out good. Better than he could have hoped, really, considering the shape he'd found Bucky in. Half-starved, living out of some run down flat in Bucharest-Flinching and baring his teeth like a beat dog every time someone looked at him for too long. Steve had offered his hand, he'd really held it out this time, not chasing or fighting or demanding. And Bucky had taken it. Rating: Explicit Archive Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con Category: M/M Fandom: Captain America - All Media Types Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers, James "Bucky" Barnes/Brock Rumlow Characters: James "Bucky" Barnes, Steve Rogers, Brock Rumlow, Tony Stark, Natasha Romanov (Marvel), Clint Barton, Bruce Banner Additional Tags: Bucky Barnes Needs a Hug, Steve Rogers Needs a Hug, Past Steve Rogers/Brock Rumlow, Bucky Barnes Has PTSD, Implied/Referenced Self-Harm, Eating Disorder Not Otherwise Specified, Bucky Barnes Recovering from Being The Winter Soldier, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Fluff and Angst, Protective Steve Rogers, Hydra Trash Party (Marvel), Toxic Steve Rogers, Possessive Steve Rogers, Possessive Brock Rumlow, Panic Attacks, Electrocution, implied Past Tony Stark / Brock Rumlow, Blood and Gore, Dead Dove: Do Not Eat Language: English Collections: Hydra Trash Party Kink Meme Stats: Published: 2025-04-12 Updated: 2025-05-13 Words: 8,166 Chapters: 7/? Comments: 43 Kudos: 75
May 16, 2025 at 5:08 AM
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I DID do a watercolor workbook and paint this flower 🫡
Sketch was pre done and I half-followed a tutorial. Ain’t too shabby for a first real try ✨
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#wynndraws
May 16, 2025 at 4:58 AM
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Fuck I haven’t posted anything in a while but I also haven’t done anything productive other than write a few things,,,,
Oh and got my neck surgeried on

Anyways have y’all seen these 🫡
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#frankgrillo #brockrumlow
Frank Grillo standing with his hands at his hips wearing a camo tactical vest over a fitted black t-shirt. He has dark hair is streaked with gray and it is styled back, and he has a close-trimmed beard. In the bottom right corner of the image, glowing blue text reads: "FRANK GRILLO 'RICK FLAG, SR.'" Frank Grillo in tactical gear walking down a street surrounded by armed soldiers in camouflage. He wears a black t-shirt under a tactical vest, black cargo pants, and combat boots. Frank Grillo looking forward. He is wearing a white dress shirt, a dark tie, and black suspenders. There is harsh shadows and dramatic lighting
May 16, 2025 at 4:57 AM
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Little quick side project while I avoid editing the fic this is for -- Rumlow's dogs ^^
Doberman, Sig ; Rottweiler, Ruger ; Malinois, Bella.

#wynndraws #brockrumlow #hydratrashparty •̀⩊•́
From left to right- 3 dogs. A blue and fawn Doberman with a red and black collar, sitting straight up with his mouth open. Next to him is a Rottweiler laying down, also glancing up. There’s a Belgian Malinois standing slightly in the back on the far right, head low, ready to fight The background is a lightly shaded concrete type of thing
April 29, 2025 at 8:11 PM