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20 yold white cis man, he/him
Creatively bankrupt "animation is cinema" type guy
I am cannot be considered human
Creatively bankrupt "animation is cinema" type guy
I am cannot be considered human
i could spent this whole time trying to find a good therapist but instead i'm here whining
talk about priorities. maybe i don't need any help besides being kicked in the balls
talk about priorities. maybe i don't need any help besides being kicked in the balls
December 21, 2025 at 2:22 PM
i could spent this whole time trying to find a good therapist but instead i'm here whining
talk about priorities. maybe i don't need any help besides being kicked in the balls
talk about priorities. maybe i don't need any help besides being kicked in the balls
ngl, i'm just envy people who have mental illnesses at this point. i just want to stay kid forever ig, i don't want to work or think
but again
i think this is a somewhat a decent reason to ask help to deal with
i just wish i- bruh, i just have so much wrong views man
but again
i think this is a somewhat a decent reason to ask help to deal with
i just wish i- bruh, i just have so much wrong views man
December 21, 2025 at 2:21 PM
ngl, i'm just envy people who have mental illnesses at this point. i just want to stay kid forever ig, i don't want to work or think
but again
i think this is a somewhat a decent reason to ask help to deal with
i just wish i- bruh, i just have so much wrong views man
but again
i think this is a somewhat a decent reason to ask help to deal with
i just wish i- bruh, i just have so much wrong views man
do i even trust psychotherapist? all they did was hear my vague issues i couldn't discuss in full detail and give bunch tests which had only told me "you have shitty attention lol" as if i already didn't know
like SHE DIDN'T EVEN BOTHER TO GIVE ME A RELIABLE PSYCHOLOGIST TO GO TO
like SHE DIDN'T EVEN BOTHER TO GIVE ME A RELIABLE PSYCHOLOGIST TO GO TO
December 21, 2025 at 2:19 PM
do i even trust psychotherapist? all they did was hear my vague issues i couldn't discuss in full detail and give bunch tests which had only told me "you have shitty attention lol" as if i already didn't know
like SHE DIDN'T EVEN BOTHER TO GIVE ME A RELIABLE PSYCHOLOGIST TO GO TO
like SHE DIDN'T EVEN BOTHER TO GIVE ME A RELIABLE PSYCHOLOGIST TO GO TO
i wanted to say how atp ixm not writing a diary and just straight type out every thought in my head
but then i got stuck trying to make anology about it with trains
but then i got stuck trying to make anology about it with trains
December 21, 2025 at 2:07 PM
i wanted to say how atp ixm not writing a diary and just straight type out every thought in my head
but then i got stuck trying to make anology about it with trains
but then i got stuck trying to make anology about it with trains
i have so much issues that are tied to the fact that i just didn't do anything to frow up
i lowkey might stuck at my early teenagehood
but it's probably delusional ramblings of a manchild
i lowkey might stuck at my early teenagehood
but it's probably delusional ramblings of a manchild
December 21, 2025 at 2:04 PM
i have so much issues that are tied to the fact that i just didn't do anything to frow up
i lowkey might stuck at my early teenagehood
but it's probably delusional ramblings of a manchild
i lowkey might stuck at my early teenagehood
but it's probably delusional ramblings of a manchild
Watch what happens when dumb chuds don't kill themselves:
my posts
my posts
December 21, 2025 at 1:59 PM
Watch what happens when dumb chuds don't kill themselves:
my posts
my posts
Wow, look at that fart smella, do i have art degree or oxford education to talk so high about matter what is art and what's not?
December 21, 2025 at 1:58 PM
Wow, look at that fart smella, do i have art degree or oxford education to talk so high about matter what is art and what's not?
question is
does it means every other art such as expression is completely meaningless?
does it means every other art such as expression is completely meaningless?
from my understanding, good art is only the art that is able to manipulate people as much as possible or smth like that
December 21, 2025 at 1:58 PM
question is
does it means every other art such as expression is completely meaningless?
does it means every other art such as expression is completely meaningless?
from my understanding, good art is only the art that is able to manipulate people as much as possible or smth like that
December 21, 2025 at 1:57 PM
from my understanding, good art is only the art that is able to manipulate people as much as possible or smth like that
don't yall find it weird how the internet can both cure and ultimate damnation? there could be post that can fix your entire life or post that ruins it forever and you could never distinct one from another
December 21, 2025 at 1:55 PM
don't yall find it weird how the internet can both cure and ultimate damnation? there could be post that can fix your entire life or post that ruins it forever and you could never distinct one from another
i am now feeling somewhere inbetween my euphoric state and dooming state. i understand in what ass of situation i am yet i can't bring myself to self depricate
i am actually self loathing right now, so it's safe to say i'm just fundamentally egoistic.
i am actually self loathing right now, so it's safe to say i'm just fundamentally egoistic.
December 21, 2025 at 1:51 PM
i am now feeling somewhere inbetween my euphoric state and dooming state. i understand in what ass of situation i am yet i can't bring myself to self depricate
i am actually self loathing right now, so it's safe to say i'm just fundamentally egoistic.
i am actually self loathing right now, so it's safe to say i'm just fundamentally egoistic.
i do deserve treatment, right? i spent entirety of my teenagehood stuck in single apartment, i had nothing besides the internet. but, do i worth the treatment? is there even point in such people? why wasting time on such subhumans when you could help actual promising individuals
December 21, 2025 at 1:50 PM
i do deserve treatment, right? i spent entirety of my teenagehood stuck in single apartment, i had nothing besides the internet. but, do i worth the treatment? is there even point in such people? why wasting time on such subhumans when you could help actual promising individuals
i really feel like i lost my teenagehood even though i willingfully burnt it
December 21, 2025 at 1:45 PM
i really feel like i lost my teenagehood even though i willingfully burnt it
iare my struggles valid or is it consequences? if that's the later, why should i not face fatal one? afterall, from that point there'll be nothing but consequences
December 21, 2025 at 1:43 PM
iare my struggles valid or is it consequences? if that's the later, why should i not face fatal one? afterall, from that point there'll be nothing but consequences
no way i am making out of this
i need that behavioral therapy thing. i don't care whether they crush my skull, if that fixes me please do very much
i need that behavioral therapy thing. i don't care whether they crush my skull, if that fixes me please do very much
December 21, 2025 at 1:33 PM
no way i am making out of this
i need that behavioral therapy thing. i don't care whether they crush my skull, if that fixes me please do very much
i need that behavioral therapy thing. i don't care whether they crush my skull, if that fixes me please do very much
i know the issue is literally that i killed my attention span with social media
b-but
how do people even get any kind of interests?!?!?!
b-but
how do people even get any kind of interests?!?!?!
December 21, 2025 at 1:28 PM
i know the issue is literally that i killed my attention span with social media
b-but
how do people even get any kind of interests?!?!?!
b-but
how do people even get any kind of interests?!?!?!
Is it an okay mindset to have? Back in the day no one cared about quality or recognition, people did stuff because they could
i want such thing, if i am unable to be good, let me just enjoy things, for as of now i have literally nothing i crave for
i want such thing, if i am unable to be good, let me just enjoy things, for as of now i have literally nothing i crave for
Social media is awful cuz it inflates so much ego and everyone competes to be the best person ever
i should carve out mindset of a vulture where i go by the flow and just draw dumb fandom things
cuz there's no chance i'll create any worthy piece of fiction
i should carve out mindset of a vulture where i go by the flow and just draw dumb fandom things
cuz there's no chance i'll create any worthy piece of fiction
December 21, 2025 at 1:27 PM
Is it an okay mindset to have? Back in the day no one cared about quality or recognition, people did stuff because they could
i want such thing, if i am unable to be good, let me just enjoy things, for as of now i have literally nothing i crave for
i want such thing, if i am unable to be good, let me just enjoy things, for as of now i have literally nothing i crave for
Social media is awful cuz it inflates so much ego and everyone competes to be the best person ever
i should carve out mindset of a vulture where i go by the flow and just draw dumb fandom things
cuz there's no chance i'll create any worthy piece of fiction
i should carve out mindset of a vulture where i go by the flow and just draw dumb fandom things
cuz there's no chance i'll create any worthy piece of fiction
December 21, 2025 at 1:25 PM
Social media is awful cuz it inflates so much ego and everyone competes to be the best person ever
i should carve out mindset of a vulture where i go by the flow and just draw dumb fandom things
cuz there's no chance i'll create any worthy piece of fiction
i should carve out mindset of a vulture where i go by the flow and just draw dumb fandom things
cuz there's no chance i'll create any worthy piece of fiction
we're back at the doom zone again
it never had lied to me
i am really worthless
it never had lied to me
i am really worthless
December 21, 2025 at 1:18 PM
we're back at the doom zone again
it never had lied to me
i am really worthless
it never had lied to me
i am really worthless
I actually do npt understand what are those mood swings. Did i just not care in the first place? Or do i have somekind of inbuilt clock that stops me from dooming and sets me back into euphory
December 21, 2025 at 11:00 AM
I actually do npt understand what are those mood swings. Did i just not care in the first place? Or do i have somekind of inbuilt clock that stops me from dooming and sets me back into euphory
All of my strawpage doodles have reached their receivers 🥳
Now i don't feel as hopeless a bit
Now i don't feel as hopeless a bit
December 21, 2025 at 9:29 AM
All of my strawpage doodles have reached their receivers 🥳
Now i don't feel as hopeless a bit
Now i don't feel as hopeless a bit
what a poetic traumadump of a person who's essentially just yet another doomer reddit 4chan chud
sorry for shitting all over your feeds my followers
sorry for shitting all over your feeds my followers
December 21, 2025 at 8:39 AM
what a poetic traumadump of a person who's essentially just yet another doomer reddit 4chan chud
sorry for shitting all over your feeds my followers
sorry for shitting all over your feeds my followers
i just can't see getting rid of those traits. reflecting on myself and thinking about myself as the other person watching them from the same lens — it's clear, they should not exist. i should not exist. i don't believe in change, and that person is a hazard, so it has to be restrainted
December 21, 2025 at 8:38 AM
i just can't see getting rid of those traits. reflecting on myself and thinking about myself as the other person watching them from the same lens — it's clear, they should not exist. i should not exist. i don't believe in change, and that person is a hazard, so it has to be restrainted
all this snot, it's just a bottom barrel scrap of my opressive and capricious nature. literally if someone has differing opinion than mine i wish misery upon them, i literally want them to be deprived of rights
December 21, 2025 at 8:36 AM
all this snot, it's just a bottom barrel scrap of my opressive and capricious nature. literally if someone has differing opinion than mine i wish misery upon them, i literally want them to be deprived of rights