losing close friends is a painful thing, and not knowing why makes it so much more painful

ppl don't tend to understand that i'm a talker and value honesty over anything. u have to talk to me to tell me what i did / what i'm doing wrong.

goes both ways to an extent but i reach out to ppl and get a shrug in response generally

no more ppl in my dms, no more interest in what i am up to or how i am feeling, no more excitement to talk to me or hang with me

nobody has asked if im good since ive dipped, but also i have not told anybody abt anything, and my disappearance is a strong implication that i would prefer to just be left alone, so its my fault really, but also, idk, i just want someone to ask if im ok..

taking break its rly good except now i am more convinced that everyone hates me so its a double edged sword rly

it's why i have genuine admiration for some of my friends like they just do not care and will do that and it is so fire

yes me too i also suck at this

i think this shit is gonna last longer than a week