living the experience of hrt is life saving medicine by not having access to hrt

i live in a state of perpetual non responsibility which is unsustainable for sure but super fun tho

idk what i did necessarily but lots of ppl mega turned on me in the last few months and it was crazy.

hate

shoutout to that feeling that everyone is just sorta giving up on u simultaneously

i find my perspective on asking for money kinda funny cause like. i havent been able to afford food for like 4 months at this point and i just refuse to even approach asking anybody for help. other ppl will straight up ask the enture internet and im like no im fine i will get through this

stone in my throat wont go away i kinda cant do this anymore

when will they let me make this private

i gotta learn to use punctuation. i feel nobody can parse what i am saying half the time

accidentally caused someone i dont know to have a breakdown on the feed just by not responding to them its like i relate and im sorry i hurt u but also i do not know u lol u should know not to expect things like that

this year actually the worst lowkey on the edge but i will live, i will survive this

getting over it but im still very sensitive rn

i need to take a break i'm getting wayyy too sensitive about things that do not matter and are not intentionally hurtful

10 times out of 10 if someone does something that u have a problem with u should just tell them instead of talking to someone else about it.

it is "everybody hates me" week yay yipeee

lots of ppl act like im a mega chiller and i kind of am but also it's probably bc i have a 20% anxiety 40% autism mega combo which makes me silent a lot of the time.

boop