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nihilight.bsky.social
aych 🌬🌪✨️
@nihilight.bsky.social
fretter. autistic (yes, diagnosed) she/her. starlit mother; lucky wife. BJJ blue belt +3. 🐈‍⬛️(sparrow) + 🐕‍🦺 (mina) = 💚💜 × ♾️. i play NMS (PS4), ACNH, SDV, & skyrim (switch.) moon-witchery & angels.
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"the crowds will swarm soon & disrupt the slumber of semi-satisfied dust & memory, jostling them & yanking them from dreams where they finally reconciled, with careless & impatient hands."

a well-timed open mic. i'll be reading:

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xmas / yule decor starts early in this house :) i plan to gather fallen pine tree bits & (artificial) holly for my altar. what other yule related things could i add? #witchsky #pagansky
November 16, 2025 at 12:31 AM
mina's 7th cold season with us, now at age 10, which means a new tee! come december she'll get a new hoodie 🥰
November 6, 2025 at 2:52 PM
it's wild to be mad at someone bc they are tired of being alive in their 'new normal,' like... insane. thanks for making my whole point ig
November 4, 2025 at 2:25 PM
how mina feels about losing an hour #dogsky #dogsofsky
November 2, 2025 at 5:11 PM
i don't know how much longer i can coast for
October 28, 2025 at 12:38 PM
this week's grocery shop i'm going to grab pastas, soups. maybe mac & cheese (with cheese packets vs milk/butter) ... what other (affordable--i am unemployed) groceries can i get to have on hand for anyone needing food help in november?
October 25, 2025 at 2:57 PM
holding the east corner, 10th annual witches ball, muskegon MI .. someone caught this shot of me mid sway while listening to the ritual poem! artful & melodic, it tied our queer community to our witch community... i was shook & yet sedate, soothed. #witchsky #pagansky #queersky
October 19, 2025 at 5:24 AM
i love how NO ONE told me my lil bandana was flipped up 😆 night 3 of 3 this evening & Waiting Mode is stiiiiiifling
i had a soul-cracking physical reaction during opening ritual to kick off the witches ball; i felt high all night, warm & happy! i also met the best dog, stellar convos, & now it's almost 2a & i can't Ground so i can sleep, ahh 😅 i can't wait for tomorrow night!!! #witchsky #pagansky #queersky
October 18, 2025 at 7:33 PM
i had a soul-cracking physical reaction during opening ritual to kick off the witches ball; i felt high all night, warm & happy! i also met the best dog, stellar convos, & now it's almost 2a & i can't Ground so i can sleep, ahh 😅 i can't wait for tomorrow night!!! #witchsky #pagansky #queersky
October 18, 2025 at 5:56 AM
noisy evangelicals & it wasn't even 9p, NOR the weekend, as last night was simply a soft opening. they eventually were told they had to stay on the sidewalk & not enter the space again. so they paced 2 ft behind my sisters & kept it up for another 1.5 hrs. #witchsky #queersky
October 17, 2025 at 1:05 PM
night 1 of a 3-night event, the 10th annual witches ball, is in 5 hours. my guts are lava! but: all the queers & all the witches as one in this city? hell yea. #witchsky #queersky
October 16, 2025 at 5:40 PM
- .65 in my bank account. awesome.
October 15, 2025 at 2:01 PM
portland is not a warzone it's animal crossing, i said what i said
October 10, 2025 at 3:40 PM
left: rosewood, right birch. #witchsky
yaaay big harvest moon! i had 2 bowls of storm water from this summer & have been frothing to make 'moonstorm water'! idk what for, i just do what brain wants. also gonna set out 2 gifted, handmade wands!
October 6, 2025 at 5:53 PM
yaaay big harvest moon! i had 2 bowls of storm water from this summer & have been frothing to make 'moonstorm water'! idk what for, i just do what brain wants. also gonna set out 2 gifted, handmade wands!
October 6, 2025 at 5:52 PM
3rd week of PT for my bicep (2 yrs out from a grade 1 AC sep) & my dude said, 'so, you've got hypermobile joints; it healed right but yr muscles overcompensated for stability & you've got 8 different tangles here...' 🙃🙃🙃
October 2, 2025 at 3:31 PM
i just finished ep3 s3 & oh lort 🤯🥵🤩
i decided to finally watch killing eve before it leaves netflix; i'm on the last ep of season 2 & it's been SUCH a whirly ride so far
October 1, 2025 at 6:21 PM
i decided to finally watch killing eve before it leaves netflix; i'm on the last ep of season 2 & it's been SUCH a whirly ride so far
September 30, 2025 at 10:09 PM
suicide awareness month is closing, & tomorrow is 7 years since i almost shot myself. here is a thing i wrote leading up to it, & finished a week or so after i was released from an 8-day involuntary hold.
As She Becomes Away
From a place I hope you never reach, I see you. Please stay.
medium.com
September 30, 2025 at 1:18 PM
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good morning, bsky
September 20, 2025 at 11:43 AM
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looks like sniffing glue’s back on the menu boys
August 1, 2025 at 12:21 AM
lol why are so many military planes flying about in groups of 3+ ??? yes i live by a (small) airport but wtaf?? the world i think is starting to unravel & end
September 19, 2025 at 10:59 PM
skelly 🤍🩶🖤
September 17, 2025 at 10:40 PM
today my mina beana is 10 years old & has lived with us for 6.5 years & will be having bacon cheddar ice cream with "chocolate" chip cookies for a sunset treat. we played ball earlier in a freshly cut back yard. #dogsky #dogsofsky
September 15, 2025 at 8:36 PM