Nicki
nicki-has-issues.bsky.social
Nicki
@nicki-has-issues.bsky.social
Depression and anxiety.
Pinned
Void poster.
If we ever see each other in a street somewhere, I'll leave it to you to approach me, we had that conversation, yeah I know in my mind that you won't, but my heart still hopes.
December 28, 2025 at 8:54 PM
I still wake up and reach out for you every morning.

I know you won't read this or know who is writing this if you ever do.

I still hope to see you when I come home.

I'm aware it's useless to hope you'll talk to me or that I'll ever see you again, but you were the one, you still are, but I'm not.
December 28, 2025 at 8:52 PM
I don't sing anymore, not since you left, still listening to the same music, it still breaks my heart in the same way now you're gone.
December 20, 2025 at 11:53 PM
I've cried too many tears for people who don't care anymore.

I don't want to try again.
November 25, 2025 at 12:08 PM
Vihaan sinua edelleen vähiten.
November 24, 2025 at 12:08 PM
Sometimes 'closure' is just ongoing silence and not knowing what went so very fucking wrong for things to go the way they did.
November 21, 2025 at 2:55 PM
Still wearing the wedding ring you gave me...
November 20, 2025 at 6:14 PM
I didn't want this.
November 19, 2025 at 2:03 PM
Every day I have reached out for you as I wake up only to realize that you've still neither come back or called me to wherever you are.

Every day I come home to an empty apartment that lacks your joy and your presence.

Every day I touch where my wedding ring was.

I miss you.
November 16, 2025 at 10:46 AM
Reposted by Nicki
Not gonna lie, I was nervous. Thank, fuck.
November 10, 2025 at 5:23 PM
Every day is exactly the same.
November 7, 2025 at 5:16 PM
For that which cannot be said at this time 🕯️
September 17, 2025 at 5:08 PM
(redacted depressing stuff)
June 7, 2025 at 12:26 AM
Spending the weekend alone, mostly numb, when I feel, I cry.
May 31, 2025 at 9:42 PM
Let it die
May 27, 2025 at 4:19 PM
Lonely.
May 23, 2025 at 12:13 PM
Every time my phone gives a notification buzz I hope it's you, every time I get home I hope I see you, every time I wake up I hope to be with you.

#TheseScarsArePermanent
May 15, 2025 at 1:24 PM
So far today has not felt real, I've felt disconnected to the point where I'm not sure I recognize anywhere. I'm having to use my GPS to get to places. This shit is not funny.
May 13, 2025 at 7:46 PM
Void poster.
March 29, 2025 at 12:14 PM
Don't want to do anything today.
March 28, 2025 at 9:39 AM
Figuring out some stuff here...
March 27, 2025 at 2:31 PM