I'm annoying as fuck no matter what I do

I don't experience anxiety when watching horror but I imagine this is the feeling most people get when they do

I work in special ed 😂

But the concept of autistic adhd adults existing in the wild and having something like an actual career doesn't exist here

I don't think that's true!

In my mind, when I tell the truth (consistently and basically all the time), people will trust me.

But that's not how it works in the real world

Like one thing I really need to do is to calendar time just for checking stuff but currently I'm barely staying afloat with everything I need to do so I don't really have time to properly check my work and it feels like I am not getting any support so

I feel like I need to change my working style so that I can figure out how to reduce errors in my work

It's definitely a combination of my working style and life changes (having two boys) and more responsibilities that involve operational stuff

But yeah my brain is pretty terrible at reviewing information and checking that it's correct even though it's all correct in my head

Exactly!

2.5k is the cost through the public healthcare system here, so I can't imagine what it must be unsubsidised

Not to say we shouldn't talk about things explicitly, I've just learnt that it's not that easy to do so