fun fact after the thread I just wrote: lately I've noticed I want to live just a little bit more. don't think there's hope left, it's just maybe I could yk, play some cool games, watch some nice shows or make some cool art which I'll hate but it probably won't be that bad if it isn't me hearing it.
August 2, 2025 at 5:36 PM
fun fact after the thread I just wrote: lately I've noticed I want to live just a little bit more. don't think there's hope left, it's just maybe I could yk, play some cool games, watch some nice shows or make some cool art which I'll hate but it probably won't be that bad if it isn't me hearing it.
it truly does seem like I will cease before my nightmares do, I can't even imagine trying to heal again and watching all that progress die just to hate myself, hate my life, be with people I don't like or get, and just keep living for other people instead of myself like I've been doing for 20 years.
August 2, 2025 at 5:19 PM
it truly does seem like I will cease before my nightmares do, I can't even imagine trying to heal again and watching all that progress die just to hate myself, hate my life, be with people I don't like or get, and just keep living for other people instead of myself like I've been doing for 20 years.
4am, can't sleep, listening to acnl 7pm thinking about what it could have been, but I don't think I've got much time left. I'm a disappointment to myself and all the people around me. In just 9 days I will be in a different place where I won't care. I will live the last 4 limitless days of my life.
July 27, 2025 at 1:51 AM
4am, can't sleep, listening to acnl 7pm thinking about what it could have been, but I don't think I've got much time left. I'm a disappointment to myself and all the people around me. In just 9 days I will be in a different place where I won't care. I will live the last 4 limitless days of my life.
I don't want to do stuff I don't want people to worry I don't want to feel like this I wish this life was given to a different soul I don't want to explain because I can't anymore. I don't know where or how to express sadness so I just rant about it on the internet. I don't "feel sad" I just am sad.
July 16, 2025 at 5:02 PM
I don't want to do stuff I don't want people to worry I don't want to feel like this I wish this life was given to a different soul I don't want to explain because I can't anymore. I don't know where or how to express sadness so I just rant about it on the internet. I don't "feel sad" I just am sad.
I tend to talk in a very dumb way mixing english into my speech while talkin in other languages and it's just so sad when someone tells me to "talk like a human" like people really think I'm embarassing to be around.
July 4, 2025 at 4:48 AM
I tend to talk in a very dumb way mixing english into my speech while talkin in other languages and it's just so sad when someone tells me to "talk like a human" like people really think I'm embarassing to be around.
when u lowkey realize that what makes u different in this world is that anyone else in ur situation would have done what you didn't do and worked harder than u did and would be living a real life instead of distracting themselves just to not have panic attacks through thinking about their life :3
July 4, 2025 at 3:07 AM
when u lowkey realize that what makes u different in this world is that anyone else in ur situation would have done what you didn't do and worked harder than u did and would be living a real life instead of distracting themselves just to not have panic attacks through thinking about their life :3
posting sad stuff isn't gonna do much and I know that. I keep my stuff to myself and I don't talk about it. I think about things a lot more than I "should", but at what point "should" one stop thinking? it can't just be "pointless" "overthinking". maybe we never stop? we just "think about it later"?
June 30, 2025 at 11:13 AM
posting sad stuff isn't gonna do much and I know that. I keep my stuff to myself and I don't talk about it. I think about things a lot more than I "should", but at what point "should" one stop thinking? it can't just be "pointless" "overthinking". maybe we never stop? we just "think about it later"?
I feel like I owe myself to a lot of people, don't feel like I own myself sometimes. sometimes I don't want to go on other times I'm entertained and happy. whenever I'm alone I tend to think about my future and I don't want to wait for something pointless. I should think about the present a lot more
June 30, 2025 at 11:06 AM
I feel like I owe myself to a lot of people, don't feel like I own myself sometimes. sometimes I don't want to go on other times I'm entertained and happy. whenever I'm alone I tend to think about my future and I don't want to wait for something pointless. I should think about the present a lot more
any tips to make my cat not meow every 3 seconds even tho I pet lil bro 24/7 and feed him as much as he wants :3? he's annoyin but in a cute way of course, like I like the lil guy but cmon gimme a breakkkuhh... :(
May 24, 2025 at 4:43 PM
any tips to make my cat not meow every 3 seconds even tho I pet lil bro 24/7 and feed him as much as he wants :3? he's annoyin but in a cute way of course, like I like the lil guy but cmon gimme a breakkkuhh... :(