n-san
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October 25, 2025 at 7:15 PM
October 5, 2025 at 9:19 PM
°:. *₊ ° . | 04/10
"Counting all of my days
Crazed
Echoing
Repeating all the wrong things
Stings through my wings
Every day is the same
Shame killing me
Circles in the wrong shape
Trace carefully. "
#n-san_posts
"Counting all of my days
Crazed
Echoing
Repeating all the wrong things
Stings through my wings
Every day is the same
Shame killing me
Circles in the wrong shape
Trace carefully. "
#n-san_posts
October 4, 2025 at 12:57 AM
°:. *₊ ° . | 04/10
"Counting all of my days
Crazed
Echoing
Repeating all the wrong things
Stings through my wings
Every day is the same
Shame killing me
Circles in the wrong shape
Trace carefully. "
#n-san_posts
"Counting all of my days
Crazed
Echoing
Repeating all the wrong things
Stings through my wings
Every day is the same
Shame killing me
Circles in the wrong shape
Trace carefully. "
#n-san_posts
October 2, 2025 at 2:41 AM
September 26, 2025 at 10:07 PM
°:. *₊ ° . | 24/09
" Are you starving so like me?
You're the reason I don't eat
You're the rot, ah
God, I'm so in love with my disease
Are you crawling through my dreams?
You're the reason I don't sleep
You're the rot, rot
Agony is seeping through your teeth. "
" Are you starving so like me?
You're the reason I don't eat
You're the rot, ah
God, I'm so in love with my disease
Are you crawling through my dreams?
You're the reason I don't sleep
You're the rot, rot
Agony is seeping through your teeth. "
September 24, 2025 at 12:22 AM
°:. *₊ ° . | 24/09
" Are you starving so like me?
You're the reason I don't eat
You're the rot, ah
God, I'm so in love with my disease
Are you crawling through my dreams?
You're the reason I don't sleep
You're the rot, rot
Agony is seeping through your teeth. "
" Are you starving so like me?
You're the reason I don't eat
You're the rot, ah
God, I'm so in love with my disease
Are you crawling through my dreams?
You're the reason I don't sleep
You're the rot, rot
Agony is seeping through your teeth. "
°:. *₊ ° . | 20/09
everything you do makes me question everything. do i matter to you? do i matter to anyone? do i matter at all??? does anything i say matter????
everything you do makes me question everything. do i matter to you? do i matter to anyone? do i matter at all??? does anything i say matter????
September 20, 2025 at 5:45 PM
°:. *₊ ° . | 20/09
everything you do makes me question everything. do i matter to you? do i matter to anyone? do i matter at all??? does anything i say matter????
everything you do makes me question everything. do i matter to you? do i matter to anyone? do i matter at all??? does anything i say matter????
°:. *₊ ° . | 14/09
" Look at your world
Isn't it beautiful to drain
How much is it worth
When there's nothing left for you to take?
Oh, what a privilege it is getting old
I hope I live to be so cynical
Why should we dare to live forever
If nobody cares to change for the better? "
#n-san_posts
" Look at your world
Isn't it beautiful to drain
How much is it worth
When there's nothing left for you to take?
Oh, what a privilege it is getting old
I hope I live to be so cynical
Why should we dare to live forever
If nobody cares to change for the better? "
#n-san_posts
September 13, 2025 at 11:44 PM
°:. *₊ ° . | 14/09
" Look at your world
Isn't it beautiful to drain
How much is it worth
When there's nothing left for you to take?
Oh, what a privilege it is getting old
I hope I live to be so cynical
Why should we dare to live forever
If nobody cares to change for the better? "
#n-san_posts
" Look at your world
Isn't it beautiful to drain
How much is it worth
When there's nothing left for you to take?
Oh, what a privilege it is getting old
I hope I live to be so cynical
Why should we dare to live forever
If nobody cares to change for the better? "
#n-san_posts
September 11, 2025 at 9:13 AM
°:. *₊ ° . | 10/09
" And I wonder
When I sing along with you
If everything could ever be this real forever
If anything could ever be this good again
The only thing I'll ever ask of you
You've got to promise not to stop when I say when
She sang "
#n-san_posts
" And I wonder
When I sing along with you
If everything could ever be this real forever
If anything could ever be this good again
The only thing I'll ever ask of you
You've got to promise not to stop when I say when
She sang "
#n-san_posts
September 10, 2025 at 1:26 PM
°:. *₊ ° . | 10/09
" And I wonder
When I sing along with you
If everything could ever be this real forever
If anything could ever be this good again
The only thing I'll ever ask of you
You've got to promise not to stop when I say when
She sang "
#n-san_posts
" And I wonder
When I sing along with you
If everything could ever be this real forever
If anything could ever be this good again
The only thing I'll ever ask of you
You've got to promise not to stop when I say when
She sang "
#n-san_posts
∘•···•∘ʚ ♡ | 10/09
" I love you and I hate you and I'm losing my mind
And you tell me all the time that "this will pass" and that "I'm gonna be fine"
We're such a mess together, you make me lose my temper "
#n-san_posts #yandere #obslovesky #yansky #jiraisky #obslove
" I love you and I hate you and I'm losing my mind
And you tell me all the time that "this will pass" and that "I'm gonna be fine"
We're such a mess together, you make me lose my temper "
#n-san_posts #yandere #obslovesky #yansky #jiraisky #obslove
September 10, 2025 at 1:23 PM
∘•···•∘ʚ ♡ | 10/09
" I love you and I hate you and I'm losing my mind
And you tell me all the time that "this will pass" and that "I'm gonna be fine"
We're such a mess together, you make me lose my temper "
#n-san_posts #yandere #obslovesky #yansky #jiraisky #obslove
" I love you and I hate you and I'm losing my mind
And you tell me all the time that "this will pass" and that "I'm gonna be fine"
We're such a mess together, you make me lose my temper "
#n-san_posts #yandere #obslovesky #yansky #jiraisky #obslove
°:. *₊ ° . | 00/00
" I know I'm no sweet prince of love
Those times that we got drunk
Maybe Jamaica rum
Maybe some Johnny Dub
Maybe you still think of us
Phone buzz, and still I jump
Why don't I say it then?
I want you all the time. "
" I know I'm no sweet prince of love
Those times that we got drunk
Maybe Jamaica rum
Maybe some Johnny Dub
Maybe you still think of us
Phone buzz, and still I jump
Why don't I say it then?
I want you all the time. "
September 10, 2025 at 1:13 PM
°:. *₊ ° . | 00/00
" I know I'm no sweet prince of love
Those times that we got drunk
Maybe Jamaica rum
Maybe some Johnny Dub
Maybe you still think of us
Phone buzz, and still I jump
Why don't I say it then?
I want you all the time. "
" I know I'm no sweet prince of love
Those times that we got drunk
Maybe Jamaica rum
Maybe some Johnny Dub
Maybe you still think of us
Phone buzz, and still I jump
Why don't I say it then?
I want you all the time. "
September 1, 2025 at 4:50 PM
°:. *₊ ° . | 1/09
you are the reason why i keep you near and dear even if you're not physically here.
#n-san_posts
you are the reason why i keep you near and dear even if you're not physically here.
#n-san_posts
September 1, 2025 at 1:38 AM
°:. *₊ ° . | 1/09
you are the reason why i keep you near and dear even if you're not physically here.
#n-san_posts
you are the reason why i keep you near and dear even if you're not physically here.
#n-san_posts
°:. *₊ ° . | 31/08
did you forget i exist? or am i just a secondary thought? whatever it is... it makes me wonder just how much i matter to people!
#n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting
did you forget i exist? or am i just a secondary thought? whatever it is... it makes me wonder just how much i matter to people!
#n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting
August 31, 2025 at 2:01 PM
°:. *₊ ° . | 31/08
did you forget i exist? or am i just a secondary thought? whatever it is... it makes me wonder just how much i matter to people!
#n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting
did you forget i exist? or am i just a secondary thought? whatever it is... it makes me wonder just how much i matter to people!
#n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting
August 30, 2025 at 10:26 PM
August 27, 2025 at 12:36 PM
August 27, 2025 at 12:12 PM
°:. *₊ ° . | 26/08
don'treally feel like being alive today.
#n-san_posts #jiraiposting #jiraisky #landmineposting
don'treally feel like being alive today.
#n-san_posts #jiraiposting #jiraisky #landmineposting
August 27, 2025 at 12:09 PM
°:. *₊ ° . | 26/08
don'treally feel like being alive today.
#n-san_posts #jiraiposting #jiraisky #landmineposting
don'treally feel like being alive today.
#n-san_posts #jiraiposting #jiraisky #landmineposting
∘•···•∘ʚ ♡ | 27/08
“So what if she's using me? Isn't it a good thing to be used? For someone to think of me as worthy enough to use me… isn't that something to be happy about?”
#n-san_posts #yandere #obslovesky #yansky #jiraisky #obslove
“So what if she's using me? Isn't it a good thing to be used? For someone to think of me as worthy enough to use me… isn't that something to be happy about?”
#n-san_posts #yandere #obslovesky #yansky #jiraisky #obslove
August 26, 2025 at 10:49 PM
∘•···•∘ʚ ♡ | 27/08
“So what if she's using me? Isn't it a good thing to be used? For someone to think of me as worthy enough to use me… isn't that something to be happy about?”
#n-san_posts #yandere #obslovesky #yansky #jiraisky #obslove
“So what if she's using me? Isn't it a good thing to be used? For someone to think of me as worthy enough to use me… isn't that something to be happy about?”
#n-san_posts #yandere #obslovesky #yansky #jiraisky #obslove
August 26, 2025 at 8:58 PM
August 26, 2025 at 8:56 PM
°:. *₊ ° . | 26/08
it's so loud... i feel like someone's ripping my insides from my ears...
#n-san_posts
it's so loud... i feel like someone's ripping my insides from my ears...
#n-san_posts
August 26, 2025 at 7:25 PM
°:. *₊ ° . | 26/08
it's so loud... i feel like someone's ripping my insides from my ears...
#n-san_posts
it's so loud... i feel like someone's ripping my insides from my ears...
#n-san_posts
°:. *₊ ° . | 26/08
i'm so tired, i just want things to go back to normal...
#n-san_posts #jiraiposting #jiraisky #landmineposting
i'm so tired, i just want things to go back to normal...
#n-san_posts #jiraiposting #jiraisky #landmineposting
August 26, 2025 at 2:09 PM
°:. *₊ ° . | 26/08
i'm so tired, i just want things to go back to normal...
#n-san_posts #jiraiposting #jiraisky #landmineposting
i'm so tired, i just want things to go back to normal...
#n-san_posts #jiraiposting #jiraisky #landmineposting