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n-san
@nanashi-nihilism.bsky.social
· Jun 11
「 it's true, i know just how you feel.」
INTRODUCTION!
╰ n-san 〃 21 ╰
┈ artist , writer , chainsmoker
╰ subcul jirai + bl reader ﾒ
┈ this is my diary, if you feel uncomfortable with anythin please turn around now.
nanashinihil.straw.page
INTRODUCTION!
╰ n-san 〃 21 ╰
┈ artist , writer , chainsmoker
╰ subcul jirai + bl reader ﾒ
┈ this is my diary, if you feel uncomfortable with anythin please turn around now.
nanashinihil.straw.page
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guys my sanity is hanging by a THREAD
November 17, 2025 at 11:19 AM
guys my sanity is hanging by a THREAD
°:. *₊ ° . | 16/11
i'm too old to be involved in this shit.
i'm too old to be involved in this shit.
November 16, 2025 at 10:47 PM
°:. *₊ ° . | 16/11
i'm too old to be involved in this shit.
i'm too old to be involved in this shit.
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Nice fangs bro do you wanna make out I mean make out I mean make out I mean sorry make out I mean ma
November 16, 2025 at 6:17 PM
Nice fangs bro do you wanna make out I mean make out I mean make out I mean sorry make out I mean ma
°:. *₊ ° . | 16/11
i'll say some extreme shit like "i wanna kill myself and bury my body on a high place where nobody can mourn me" and just hit the " >_< " emote
#n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting
i'll say some extreme shit like "i wanna kill myself and bury my body on a high place where nobody can mourn me" and just hit the " >_< " emote
#n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting
November 16, 2025 at 5:31 PM
°:. *₊ ° . | 16/11
i'll say some extreme shit like "i wanna kill myself and bury my body on a high place where nobody can mourn me" and just hit the " >_< " emote
#n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting
i'll say some extreme shit like "i wanna kill myself and bury my body on a high place where nobody can mourn me" and just hit the " >_< " emote
#n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting
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°:. *₊ ° . | 14/11
i am done.
i am TIRED.
i am done accepting the bare minimum from someone who will turn around and make public the issues we've been going through.
i am done with people who do not DESERVE my presence.
i am done feeling shitty about shitty people's behaviour.
i am done.
i am TIRED.
i am done accepting the bare minimum from someone who will turn around and make public the issues we've been going through.
i am done with people who do not DESERVE my presence.
i am done feeling shitty about shitty people's behaviour.
November 14, 2025 at 6:36 PM
°:. *₊ ° . | 14/11
i am done.
i am TIRED.
i am done accepting the bare minimum from someone who will turn around and make public the issues we've been going through.
i am done with people who do not DESERVE my presence.
i am done feeling shitty about shitty people's behaviour.
i am done.
i am TIRED.
i am done accepting the bare minimum from someone who will turn around and make public the issues we've been going through.
i am done with people who do not DESERVE my presence.
i am done feeling shitty about shitty people's behaviour.
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Is it tirade? A rant? I don't really know.
November 13, 2025 at 9:56 PM
Is it tirade? A rant? I don't really know.
°:. *₊ ° . | 13/11
"Leave it there, leave it there
Don't impose a contrary image on me
And drown yourselves in stagnant happiness?
Still trying to flatter people with your fake image?
Oh I'm sick of this—Don't love me
This livelihood that looks more like a religion, I want to escape from it."
"Leave it there, leave it there
Don't impose a contrary image on me
And drown yourselves in stagnant happiness?
Still trying to flatter people with your fake image?
Oh I'm sick of this—Don't love me
This livelihood that looks more like a religion, I want to escape from it."
November 13, 2025 at 9:48 PM
°:. *₊ ° . | 13/11
"Leave it there, leave it there
Don't impose a contrary image on me
And drown yourselves in stagnant happiness?
Still trying to flatter people with your fake image?
Oh I'm sick of this—Don't love me
This livelihood that looks more like a religion, I want to escape from it."
"Leave it there, leave it there
Don't impose a contrary image on me
And drown yourselves in stagnant happiness?
Still trying to flatter people with your fake image?
Oh I'm sick of this—Don't love me
This livelihood that looks more like a religion, I want to escape from it."
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#jiraisky #jiraiposting
I made this because october has been the worst month i experienced in a long time
I made this because october has been the worst month i experienced in a long time
November 1, 2025 at 5:49 AM
#jiraisky #jiraiposting
I made this because october has been the worst month i experienced in a long time
I made this because october has been the worst month i experienced in a long time
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°:. *₊ ° . | 11/11
the most painful realisation is that i can't kill myself... it really sucks.
hmm, maybe i'm preparing mentally for worse honestly...
#n-san_posts
the most painful realisation is that i can't kill myself... it really sucks.
hmm, maybe i'm preparing mentally for worse honestly...
#n-san_posts
November 11, 2025 at 4:45 PM
°:. *₊ ° . | 11/11
the most painful realisation is that i can't kill myself... it really sucks.
hmm, maybe i'm preparing mentally for worse honestly...
#n-san_posts
the most painful realisation is that i can't kill myself... it really sucks.
hmm, maybe i'm preparing mentally for worse honestly...
#n-san_posts
°:. *₊ ° . | 11/11
i'm so close to ending it but i can't. i have to just be complacent with destroying my body somehow.
#n-san_posts
i'm so close to ending it but i can't. i have to just be complacent with destroying my body somehow.
#n-san_posts
November 11, 2025 at 11:51 AM
°:. *₊ ° . | 11/11
i'm so close to ending it but i can't. i have to just be complacent with destroying my body somehow.
#n-san_posts
i'm so close to ending it but i can't. i have to just be complacent with destroying my body somehow.
#n-san_posts
°:. *₊ ° . | 11/11
i'm not evil for being down in the dumps for little reason, am i? i wamt to believe i'm not evil... i want to believe i'm trying my best, but, trying and doing my best is something else entirely.
#n-san_posts
i'm not evil for being down in the dumps for little reason, am i? i wamt to believe i'm not evil... i want to believe i'm trying my best, but, trying and doing my best is something else entirely.
#n-san_posts
November 11, 2025 at 11:49 AM
°:. *₊ ° . | 11/11
i'm not evil for being down in the dumps for little reason, am i? i wamt to believe i'm not evil... i want to believe i'm trying my best, but, trying and doing my best is something else entirely.
#n-san_posts
i'm not evil for being down in the dumps for little reason, am i? i wamt to believe i'm not evil... i want to believe i'm trying my best, but, trying and doing my best is something else entirely.
#n-san_posts
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alice quote of the day "there's nothing wrong with daydrinking"
November 2, 2025 at 7:38 PM
alice quote of the day "there's nothing wrong with daydrinking"
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because I will forgive you.
November 2, 2025 at 7:56 PM
because I will forgive you.
°:. *₊ ° . | 30/10
what's it like to fall in love...? is it nice? is it pleasant... i can only fall in obsession i feel like... it's confusing.
#n-san_posts
what's it like to fall in love...? is it nice? is it pleasant... i can only fall in obsession i feel like... it's confusing.
#n-san_posts
October 30, 2025 at 12:54 PM
°:. *₊ ° . | 30/10
what's it like to fall in love...? is it nice? is it pleasant... i can only fall in obsession i feel like... it's confusing.
#n-san_posts
what's it like to fall in love...? is it nice? is it pleasant... i can only fall in obsession i feel like... it's confusing.
#n-san_posts
°:. *₊ ° . | 27/10
my friend H has been getting closer to another friend... so i'm so pissed because it feels like he's abandoning me, but i hate to trust that he isn't.
#n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting
my friend H has been getting closer to another friend... so i'm so pissed because it feels like he's abandoning me, but i hate to trust that he isn't.
#n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting
October 27, 2025 at 5:40 PM
°:. *₊ ° . | 27/10
my friend H has been getting closer to another friend... so i'm so pissed because it feels like he's abandoning me, but i hate to trust that he isn't.
#n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting
my friend H has been getting closer to another friend... so i'm so pissed because it feels like he's abandoning me, but i hate to trust that he isn't.
#n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting
°:. *₊ ° . | 26/10
it's hard to believe you two have forgotten about me, again, right?
why is this feeling so pathetic?
why is this so miserable?
you forgot about me but not each other?
have you?
have. you?
#n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting
it's hard to believe you two have forgotten about me, again, right?
why is this feeling so pathetic?
why is this so miserable?
you forgot about me but not each other?
have you?
have. you?
#n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting
October 26, 2025 at 5:23 AM
°:. *₊ ° . | 26/10
it's hard to believe you two have forgotten about me, again, right?
why is this feeling so pathetic?
why is this so miserable?
you forgot about me but not each other?
have you?
have. you?
#n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting
it's hard to believe you two have forgotten about me, again, right?
why is this feeling so pathetic?
why is this so miserable?
you forgot about me but not each other?
have you?
have. you?
#n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting
October 25, 2025 at 7:15 PM
°:. *₊ ° . | 25/10
me: i hope my friend is okay, they haven't texted me...
obslove: hey. they fucking hate you, they want you dead.
me: oh what the fuck.
#n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting
me: i hope my friend is okay, they haven't texted me...
obslove: hey. they fucking hate you, they want you dead.
me: oh what the fuck.
#n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting
October 25, 2025 at 7:14 PM
°:. *₊ ° . | 25/10
me: i hope my friend is okay, they haven't texted me...
obslove: hey. they fucking hate you, they want you dead.
me: oh what the fuck.
#n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting
me: i hope my friend is okay, they haven't texted me...
obslove: hey. they fucking hate you, they want you dead.
me: oh what the fuck.
#n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting
°:. *₊ ° . | 24/10
will you be my friend, or will you be someone's dog again? i'm so confused about you recently.
#n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting
will you be my friend, or will you be someone's dog again? i'm so confused about you recently.
#n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting
October 24, 2025 at 5:56 AM
°:. *₊ ° . | 24/10
will you be my friend, or will you be someone's dog again? i'm so confused about you recently.
#n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting
will you be my friend, or will you be someone's dog again? i'm so confused about you recently.
#n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting
°:. *₊ ° . | 23/10
you hate me, you hate me.. i'm not important i'm not important... i'm being left to rot...
#n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting
you hate me, you hate me.. i'm not important i'm not important... i'm being left to rot...
#n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting
October 23, 2025 at 1:34 PM
°:. *₊ ° . | 23/10
you hate me, you hate me.. i'm not important i'm not important... i'm being left to rot...
#n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting
you hate me, you hate me.. i'm not important i'm not important... i'm being left to rot...
#n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting
°:. *₊ ° . | 22/10
do you hate me? you barely talk to me anymore.
#n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting
do you hate me? you barely talk to me anymore.
#n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting
October 22, 2025 at 8:38 PM
°:. *₊ ° . | 22/10
do you hate me? you barely talk to me anymore.
#n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting
do you hate me? you barely talk to me anymore.
#n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting
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