I am scared of even poking at it by just looking up the documents because... not like I have time to work on it anyway! >.<

I like my writing brain having ideas, but I usually do not let it wander like this because it feels like way too much. xD Like I already feel like I have no time for anything, what am I supposed to do with all these ideas!? Not like I can write them all!

I am not actually doing that because I learned from when that happened. I know I have to force myself to be somewhat focused at least. :'D
But I still feel like my writing brain is wandering constantly and just collecting ideas for the sake of it...

hehe thank you! I definitely will, maybe I will even have a bit too much fun actually xD

Reinstalling it worked, so idk what this was about. xD

More so because it does work on my tablet. :'D

This does not explain why Spotify refuses to stay open on my phone though. :'D

Hellhounds and crossroad demons episode!
I do in fact remember Dean being got by hellhounds. That's the one R18 episode and it is the end of a season, not sure which one. :'D

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Adding these here because this is where they actually belong. :'D
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And that's on oversharing for tonight. :'D

Also also the intensity of my own feelings scares me sometimes. I can get pretty people obsessed if I am not careful and I don't think it's healthy actually, so I rather not. xD

I've also only had intense longing myself. I guess there could have been smth once or twice but I just got my heart broken instead. :'D

Not that I even want to be in a romantic relationship really, I know I can only do queerplatonic because the "classic" type just feels wrong, but idk I just do be longing sometimes. And that's why I go extra hard over ships of charas who do be longing for each other. xD

Well, now I am thinking about how fucking funny it would be if they were part of this meeting. xD Maybe I should include something like that in the fic at some point. xD
#SPNLove