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nachtwandelnd.bsky.social
Lio, SPN obsession era 💘
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25+ y.o. queer (they/them) 🌈 Fandom potato (BG3, Danmei, Anime, Sims) 🌸 Passionate writer (fanfic, erotica, fantasy, romance) 📝 contains 18+ content! 🔞 Repost heavy 🔁 Header by @billacookie.bsky.social 💕 [Eng/Ger]
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✎ Fanfiction 💕
The final part is here! :D (Already working on another Destiel fic in my head :'D)
#SPNChance

- Fandom: #SPN
- Ship(s): #Destiel
- Post-Canon Fix-It
- very meta
- eventual romance

❤️‍🩹The chance we never got❤️‍🩹 ~ Part 5: The chance we deserve
🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/737551...
A fanfiction cover picture showing a screencap from SPN season 9 episode 3 where Dean is cupping Cas's face with both of his hands, Castiels eyes are closed. At the top it says "Part 5". At the bottom on the left it says "The chance we never got" and at the right "The chance we deserve".
November 17, 2025 at 1:10 AM
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#queerwriters
No "remark" to be found, so I looked for synonyms instead and went with "declare". :D

This is from my Destiel fanfic #SPNChance aka "The chance we never got". :D
A screenshot of text with the part "declare" of the word "declared" highlighted. The text reads as follows:"More!", Dean declared after downing yet another drink and finally Cas shook his head. "No. No more, Dean. No more", he said firmly and right away got a pout from Dean that looked so childish that Cas couldn't help but find it endearing. It made him smile and laugh. However it did not make him waver, not even in his own drunken state. "Enough. We will go home now", he decided because as much as he was giving Dean all the room for all the things, he could do that, could do this – decide for them, decide for Dean, to keep him safe, even from himself.
November 16, 2025 at 8:26 PM
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Dan and Phil now feeding into my Destiel obsession or what? I... I can't believe this... xD
November 14, 2025 at 2:35 PM
nachtwandelnd.bsky.social
✎ Fanfiction 💕
Aaand here is part 4! :'D Time for drunk kissing and way too much talking! :'D
#SPNChance

- Fandom: #SPN
- Ship(s): #Destiel
- Post-Canon Fix-It
- very meta
- eventual romance

❤️‍🩹The chance we never got❤️‍🩹 ~ Part 4: Drunken Dreams
🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/737551...
A fanfiction cover picture showing a screencap from SPN season 14 episode 8 where Castiel and Dean are looking at each other and laughing. There are some alcoholic bottles in the lower half of the picture, though they are mostly covered up by the overlayed text. At the top it says "Part 4". At the bottom it says "The chance we never got" on the left and "Drunken Dreams" on the right.
November 11, 2025 at 2:40 PM
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#queerwriters
No glass in my SPN fic, so here's another little bit from #ForgottenKings! :D

Jeniks POV
A screenshot of text with the word "glass" highlighted. The text reads as follows: „Now don't you both cry! Or I will also have to cry”, he laughed lightly, his voice raspy, as if he already was well on his way to almost cry. He too extended his open palm to me now which made me hastily put the glass aside and close my fingers around his. Almost synchronized we all breathed a sigh of relief and had to laugh because of that before we moved in so close that our foreheads could touch.
November 9, 2025 at 8:16 PM
nachtwandelnd.bsky.social
✎ Fanfiction 💕
Did... Did I really just post the 2nd part yesterday? Time feels really weird right now... xD
#SPNChance

- Fandom: #SPN
- Ship(s): #Destiel
- Post-Canon Fix-It
- very meta
- eventual romance

❤️‍🩹The chance we never got❤️‍🩹 ~ Part 3: What now?
🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/737551...
A fanfiction cover picture showing a screencap from SPN season 5, episode 3 where Dean is blurry in the background looking at Castiel who's side profile is clearly visible in the foreground. At the top it says "Part 3". At the bottom it says "What now?" and besides that "The chance we never got".
November 9, 2025 at 5:42 PM
nachtwandelnd.bsky.social
✎ Fanfiction 💕
Part 2 already because I can not and will not be stopped until I have written this whole thing! :'D

- Fandom: #SPN
- Ship(s): #Destiel
- Post-Canon Fix-It
- very meta
- eventual romance

❤️‍🩹The chance we never got❤️‍🩹 ~ Part 2: The show's ending
🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/737551...
A fanfiction cover picture showing a screencap from SPN season 11, episode 23 where Dean and Castiel are looking at each other. Deans hand is on Castiels shoulder. In the upper left corner it says "Part 2". In the lower area of the picture it says "The chance we never got" and below that "The show's ending".
November 8, 2025 at 4:28 PM
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✎ Fanfiction 💕
Don't mind me, I am just trying to cope after watching the last 3 seasons in less than 3 weeks... xD

- Fandom: #SPN
- Ship(s): #Destiel
- Post-Canon Fix-It
- very meta
- eventual romance

❤️‍🩹The chance we never got❤️‍🩹 ~ Part 1: Something's not right
🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/737551...
A fanfiction cover picture showing a screencap from SPN season 15, episode 7 where Castiel is looking at Dean. In the upper right corner it says "Part 1". In the lower area of the picture it says "The chance we never got" and below that "Something's not right". A screenshot from ao3 of the header of the fanfiction "The chance we never got" by LostRealist. Rating: Explicit, Archive Warning: No Archive Warnings Apply, Category: M/M, Fandom: Supernatural (TV 2005), Relationship: Castiel/Dean Winchester, Characters: Castiel (Supernatural), Dean Winchester, Jack Kline, Additional Tags: Post-Canon Fix-It, Eventual Romance, Eventual Smut, Talking, Getting Together, Love Confessions, Drunk Dean Winchester, Canon-Typical Nonsense, Questioning Everything, Castiel and Dean Winchester Get the Ending They Deserve, Destiel Week (Supernatural), Castiel and Dean Winchester Reunion in Heaven, Meta, Drunk Kissing, Language: English, Stats: Published: 2025-11-06, Updated: 2025-11-06, Words: 5,586, Chapters: 1/5, Kudos: 2, Bookmarks: 1, Hits: 37, Summary: Dean is happy in heaven because you are happy in heaven. Heaven is a happy place. He is happy there until he isn't, until he starts having nightmares, until he starts doubting, doubting everything but most of all doubting what happened after the Empty took Castiel. How did he just accept that? How did he simply let Castiel go like that and then... stopped caring? That makes no fucking sense at all! And Dean isn't the only one that starts to question things. Castiel finds himself questioning too. What if someone actually did this to them? What if someone prevented Dean from properly reacting to his confession, to his death, preventing him from caring, prevented them from talking again?
November 6, 2025 at 2:50 PM
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#queerwriters
Yet another line from #ForgottenKings. It even had the word mug in it twice! :D

Jeniks POV
A screenshot of text with the word "mug" highlighted. The text reads as follows: „Drink“, he ordered and returned my look, his lips pressed into a thin line. I felt something at my own lips and opened my mouth. Then I had to close my eyes and concentrate on not choking. The drink was hot and tasted like what I had smelt before. But unlike the smell the taste was not really comforting. It tasted like too many herbs at once and something rose-y or at least something floral seemed to be part of the ingredients for this mixture too, as well as mint and a bunch of other natural remedies. All of them combined did not make for a good combination at all. How I still managed to not choke, to not gag or cough, was a mystery even to myself, but I did it and I drank all of it which I saw as Lorian eventually removed the mug from my lips and removed his hand from my neck as well. It had not exactly been a small mug. Hopefully this concoction would at least make me feel a bit better.
November 2, 2025 at 4:37 PM
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✎ Fanfiction 💕
Time for the next chapter! Really getting so so close to the end of this fic! :D

- Fandom: #MDZS
- Ship(s): #XueXiao
- modern reincarnation AU
- hurt/comfort

🥀So much for my happy ending🥀 ~ Chapter 22: So much for that happy ending
🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/221895...
A fanfiction cover picture showing a hand reaching out toward the setting sun. The moon is already visible in the sky which is a deep blue colour. The sun is below a stretch of clouds and coloured a deep orange that fills the horizon. The hand as well as anything below the horizon are completely covered in shadow. At the top it says "Chapter 22", a bit below that "So much for that happy ending" and at the bottom it reads "So much for my happy ending".
November 2, 2025 at 4:12 PM
nachtwandelnd.bsky.social
✎ Fanfiction 💕
Missed a sunday (think I posted a kinky short story last week :'D) but I still want to try to post every sunday!

- Fandom: #MDZS
- Ship(s): #WangXian
- coffee shop AU
- slow burn fluff with eventual smut

☕You, me and coffee☕ ~ Chapter 29: Settling in and inviting new chaos
A fanfiction cover picture showing a top down view of coffee in a glass with a heart made out of cocoa powder on the cream. The glass is standing on a rectangle plate along with a spoon with a long handle and a cookie. At the top it says "You, me and coffee" while at the bottom left it says "Chapter 29" and at the bottom right "Settling in and inviting new chaos".
October 26, 2025 at 9:46 PM
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#LGBTQWriteAThon #queerwriters
Looking for a line for this in #ForgottenKings made me realize how often fear is mentioned. xD (For context the whole story is in german and "being scared" is more "being in fear" in german. :'D)

Jeniks POV
A screenshot ot text with the part "scare" of the word "scared" being highlighted. The text reads as follows: It took a moment before I could continue talking. „I was so... torn. That doesn't even describe it properly. I was... wrong. I didn't know... I had to be someone who I didn't want to be. And I could only be that someone. After all who I actually was and should be, I couldn't be. I was so... bored and frustrated and... lost.” Pressing my lips together I forced myself to stop. No idea if my words even made any sense. Maybe that wasn't actually what this was about. Regardless of if Miro now understood me or didn't, if I repeated myself countless times, if I even was able to find anywhere close to the appropriate words, I had to talk about it. I had to let it out. Even if it scared me terribly. That was exactly why I had been cowardly after all, simply out of fear. And that fear, it was still there. I had to try to fight it. I wanted to fight it and beat it. Yes, I had to beat it, I had to. For me. For me and my fate which I wanted to take into my own hands.
October 26, 2025 at 8:37 PM
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#LGBTQWriteAThon
This is super easy because all three princes from #ForgottenKings have very specific wardrobes! :'D
A screenshot of text that reads: Jenik: a wig with thick brown hair (shoulder length), clothes in earthy colors, a green hat and scarf Lorian: a wig with long black hair (tied into a braid), a black long leather coat with a hood, black leather boots Miro: a wig with long whiteblond hair, high-quality silk and velvet clothes in soft pastel colors (as many as can fit in whatever this costume is in, he has way too many clothes and loves them all way too much :'D)
October 22, 2025 at 6:40 PM
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#LGBTQWriteAThon #queerwriters
Another little something from "The forgotten kings"! :D Once again Jeniks POV.
A screenshot of text with the word "silly" highlighted. The text reads as follows: The silky pants were weird too. Hugging my legs way too tightly and the light shimmering of the fabric was irritating me immensely. And, what might even be the worst about it: On Miro this type of clothing always looked elegant and like it was made for him, on me on the other hand it only looked silly. I felt like a clown or at least like someone who was playing dress up. This simply wasn't me.
October 19, 2025 at 8:36 PM
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#LGBTQWriteAThon
Here's another line from my fantasy WIP "The forgotten kings"! :D
Jeniks POV.
A screenshot of text with the word "weather" highlighted. The text reads as follows: I was and would always be bound to my body. A sad thought and a sad feeling. Never would I be granted complete freedom, that was simply impossible. But I also felt that nature itself wasn't free all the same. She too was bound to cycles, to weather, to complex exchange processes and so much more. That showed that nothing was ever completely free, even nature wasn't. Nothing would ever be completely free.
October 12, 2025 at 7:38 PM
nachtwandelnd.bsky.social
✎ Fanfiction 💕
Keeping up my posting something every week energy! :D

- Fandom: #MDZS
- Ship(s): #XueXiao
- modern reincarnation AU
- hurt/comfort

🥀So much for my happy ending🥀 ~ Chapter 21: Facing the past to preserve the present and realize the future
🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/221895...
A fanfiction cover picture showing a hand reaching out toward the setting sun. The moon is already visible in the sky which is a deep blue colour. The sun is below a stretch of clouds and coloured a deep orange that fills the horizon. The hand as well as anything below the horizon are completely covered in shadow. At the top it says "Chapter 21", a bit below that "Facing the past to preserve the present and realize the future" and at the bottom it reads "So much for my happy ending".
October 12, 2025 at 6:56 PM
nachtwandelnd.bsky.social
#LGBTQWriteAThon
Oh! I actually did some before that I never shared, so this is perfect! :D
Here are my three princes from "The forgotten kings" as well as their pride flags! :D
First one is Lorian, second is Miro, third is Jenik.
A collage of four pictures. The first one shows my OC Lorian who is an elf with a light-grey skin colour, black long hair that is braided into a pony tail and green eyes. He is wearing a black coat and has his arms crossed over his chest, looking displeased. The other three pictures are his pride flags. Below him is the pan pride flag. Beside him is the agender flag. Below the agender flag is the demiromantic flag. A collage of four pictures. The first one shows my OC Miro who has a light skin colour, silver long hair that he is wearing open and one blue eye and one brown eye. He is wearing a teal coloured cardigan with a white and black striped shirt underneath and he is smiling. The other three pictures are his pride flags. Below him is the demisexual flag. Beside him is the nonbinary flag. Below the nonbinary flag is the panromantic flag. A collage of four pictures. The first one shows my OC Jenik who has a light skin colour, brown thick hair and green eyes. He is wearing simple shirt along with a green hat and a green scarf. He has a friendly smile on his face. The other three pictures are his pride flags. Below him is the demisexual flag. Beside him is the gay men flag. Below the gay men flag is the demiromantic flag.
October 12, 2025 at 12:19 AM
nachtwandelnd.bsky.social
✎ Fanfiction 💕
Gonna try and make sunday fanfic chapter posting day again! :D

- Fandom: #MDZS
- Ship(s): #WangXian
- coffee shop AU
- slow burn fluff with eventual smut

☕You, me and coffee☕ ~ Chapter 28: Finding balance and exploring new horizons
archiveofourown.org/works/205096...
A fanfiction cover picture showing a top down view of coffee in a glass with a heart made out of cocoa powder on the cream. The glass is standing on a rectangle plate along with a spoon with a long handle and a cookie. At the top it says "You, me and coffee" while at the bottom left it says "Chapter 28" and at the bottom right "Finding balance and exploring new horizons".
October 5, 2025 at 6:30 PM
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#LGBTQWriteAThon
A line from my fantasy project "The forgotten kings"! :D
A screenshot of text with the part "fall" of the word "falling" highlighted. The text reads as follows: So I focused my entire awareness on what I was hearing: The sound of the black drops falling to the ground filled my ears. Rain. It almost sounded like ordinary rain. But only almost. It was too loud, the drops too big, the impact too strong. Next I noticed that the screaming and yelling of the other villagers seemed to have died down or at least I could not hear them anymore. In fact the splashing sound of the drops was all that I heard.
October 5, 2025 at 5:17 PM
nachtwandelnd.bsky.social
#LGBTQWriteAThon
I am working on a few different things, but I'll just focus on "The forgotten kings" for this one.
It's a fantasy story centered around a throuple, three princes, that try to uncover the secrets of the five kingdoms and work through their own struggles.
A collage of 7 pictures. Two of them show castles, one in winter, the other in autumn. There are three more simplistic pictures - one shows a chess figure with the shadow of two chess figures behind it, one shows a sword, one shows a crown on the ground. Another picture is very blue-toned showing a dark forest with a beam of light shining through the trees. The picture in the center shows some magical-looking yellow and orange orbs with some blue and green colours in between.
October 2, 2025 at 10:59 PM
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#queerwriters #NSFW
Another little something from my XueXiao MDZS fanfic "So much for my happy ending".
Tagged it as NSFW even though it's not fully smut, but close to it! :'D
A screenshot of text with the word "thoughtfully" highlighted. The text reads as follows: “Greedy, are you?”, Xue Yang smirked after he had pulled Xingchens PJ pants fully off of him, looking down at him squirming on the couch with nothing but his tight briefs now. “Need you. Need you so much!”, he kept whispering breathlessly, his eyes full of need and desire and longing. Seeing him like this made Xue Yangs desire peak to completely new heights and still he kept going slow, not because he resisted his urges or wanted to drag it out or anything like that, it was more like he couldn't help it. He had to do this slowly, mindfully, thoughtfully because... this meant so much.
September 28, 2025 at 9:00 PM
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#queerwriters
More from my MDZS XueXiao fanfic "So much for my happy ending"! :D
A screenshot of text with the word "cake" highlighted. The text reads as follows: Xingchen came every single day in his break and they talked about something they had watched or about candy or the terrible hospital food. On the fifth day Xingchen even brought him some cake and so they ate cake together and it was the best thing in the world.
September 21, 2025 at 11:44 PM
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#QueerWritersChat

Here's my Ao3 account and my blog! :D
💙 archiveofourown.org/users/LostRe...
💙 lioslife13.blogspot.com

Let me also share a promo picture or whatever they are called for my very much still unfinished writing project! :'D
(Since when is "medival" wrong and it's "medieval" instead!?)
A book/story "promo picture" with the cover of my fantasy story 'The forgotten kings' in the middle. It shows a castle on a hill covered with trees. Surrounding the cover are arrows, each pointing to a different feature of the story. The features are: M/M/M throuple (threesomes included! 18+), the struggles of a prince x3, medival fantasy setting, "life essence" magic, inherently (gender)queer elves, uncovering a kingdoms secrets, fighting literal shadows.
September 20, 2025 at 1:33 AM
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#QueerWritersChat

Here's smth with the smell of coffee! :D From my XueXiao MDZS "So much for my happy ending":

The next morning Xue Yang woke up to the smell of coffee and despite the previous night being so rough, so emotionally draining, he felt the best rested he had ever felt in his life.
September 20, 2025 at 1:12 AM
nachtwandelnd.bsky.social
#queerwriters
Here's a line from my MDZS XueXiao fanfic that I have started working on again yesterday! :D
Just Xue Yang realizing he is in love with Xingchen. :'D
A screenshot of text with the word "unlikely" highlighted. The text reads as follows: Well, it didn't sound that unlikely or crazy actually... Honestly now that he thought about it, he felt silly for not having noticed it sooner. Of course he was in love with Xingchen. How could he not be? It only made sense. Xingchen was someone you couldn't help but fall in love with, even when you thought you couldn't and shouldn't love anyone. Of course it was Xingchen that also had broken down this wall that he had build up and constantly thickened over the years of his life. Xingchen had just needed to smile at him and those extremely thick and extremely high walls had crumbled down within seconds.
September 14, 2025 at 7:27 PM