Zuzek
@mzuzek.bsky.social
by the way, life's been good.
Hope it's been going good or gets better for anyone reading this, too.
Hope it's been going good or gets better for anyone reading this, too.
June 13, 2025 at 4:47 AM
by the way, life's been good.
Hope it's been going good or gets better for anyone reading this, too.
Hope it's been going good or gets better for anyone reading this, too.
Reposted by Zuzek
Every good thing that happens in my life inevitably falls apart so maybe this fear wasn't unfounded
April 6, 2025 at 8:28 PM
Every good thing that happens in my life inevitably falls apart so maybe this fear wasn't unfounded
And then randomly on nights like this, it just hits again. A realization of how much it feels like I lost myself, like my brain is shutting down everything I ever identified with because of the trauma and depression that came with it. I feel like a husk... Like eventually I'll just feel numb.
March 31, 2025 at 9:21 AM
And then randomly on nights like this, it just hits again. A realization of how much it feels like I lost myself, like my brain is shutting down everything I ever identified with because of the trauma and depression that came with it. I feel like a husk... Like eventually I'll just feel numb.
it really was good to have friends.
January 22, 2025 at 7:57 AM
it really was good to have friends.
Now thinking about it, there's no reason why this year can be any better. I had some happiness for the first few months of 2024, at least.
Now? I don't even know what happiness is. To add to that, 2025 already started with a tragedy involving a close friend. This will be the worst year.
Now? I don't even know what happiness is. To add to that, 2025 already started with a tragedy involving a close friend. This will be the worst year.
How my 2024 went:
Jan: hopeful but terrible
Feb: Baldur's Gate 3
March: okay-ish
April: better
May: completely shattered
June: terrible
July: terrible
Aug: terrible
Sept: terrible with distractions
Oct: terrible with distractions
Nov: terrible with distractions
Dec: terrible with good distractions
Jan: hopeful but terrible
Feb: Baldur's Gate 3
March: okay-ish
April: better
May: completely shattered
June: terrible
July: terrible
Aug: terrible
Sept: terrible with distractions
Oct: terrible with distractions
Nov: terrible with distractions
Dec: terrible with good distractions
How this year went so far:
Jan: Good but terrible
Feb: a bit better but bad
March: bad
April: bad
May: terrible
June: trying to forget it
July: shit
August: shit
Sep: gave me a panic attack
October: bit better a bit terrible
November: bad, terrible and shit
December: shit
Jan: Good but terrible
Feb: a bit better but bad
March: bad
April: bad
May: terrible
June: trying to forget it
July: shit
August: shit
Sep: gave me a panic attack
October: bit better a bit terrible
November: bad, terrible and shit
December: shit
January 2, 2025 at 4:20 PM
Now thinking about it, there's no reason why this year can be any better. I had some happiness for the first few months of 2024, at least.
Now? I don't even know what happiness is. To add to that, 2025 already started with a tragedy involving a close friend. This will be the worst year.
Now? I don't even know what happiness is. To add to that, 2025 already started with a tragedy involving a close friend. This will be the worst year.
Happy new year, everyone
If anyone's even there, that is
I really hope happiness finds its way back into my life. 2024 fucking sucked... It's hard to stay hopeful having been depressed for this long, but... yeah, happy new year.
If anyone's even there, that is
I really hope happiness finds its way back into my life. 2024 fucking sucked... It's hard to stay hopeful having been depressed for this long, but... yeah, happy new year.
January 1, 2025 at 3:47 AM
Happy new year, everyone
If anyone's even there, that is
I really hope happiness finds its way back into my life. 2024 fucking sucked... It's hard to stay hopeful having been depressed for this long, but... yeah, happy new year.
If anyone's even there, that is
I really hope happiness finds its way back into my life. 2024 fucking sucked... It's hard to stay hopeful having been depressed for this long, but... yeah, happy new year.
How my 2024 went:
Jan: hopeful but terrible
Feb: Baldur's Gate 3
March: okay-ish
April: better
May: completely shattered
June: terrible
July: terrible
Aug: terrible
Sept: terrible with distractions
Oct: terrible with distractions
Nov: terrible with distractions
Dec: terrible with good distractions
Jan: hopeful but terrible
Feb: Baldur's Gate 3
March: okay-ish
April: better
May: completely shattered
June: terrible
July: terrible
Aug: terrible
Sept: terrible with distractions
Oct: terrible with distractions
Nov: terrible with distractions
Dec: terrible with good distractions
How this year went so far:
Jan: Good but terrible
Feb: a bit better but bad
March: bad
April: bad
May: terrible
June: trying to forget it
July: shit
August: shit
Sep: gave me a panic attack
October: bit better a bit terrible
November: bad, terrible and shit
December: shit
Jan: Good but terrible
Feb: a bit better but bad
March: bad
April: bad
May: terrible
June: trying to forget it
July: shit
August: shit
Sep: gave me a panic attack
October: bit better a bit terrible
November: bad, terrible and shit
December: shit
December 31, 2024 at 5:29 PM
How my 2024 went:
Jan: hopeful but terrible
Feb: Baldur's Gate 3
March: okay-ish
April: better
May: completely shattered
June: terrible
July: terrible
Aug: terrible
Sept: terrible with distractions
Oct: terrible with distractions
Nov: terrible with distractions
Dec: terrible with good distractions
Jan: hopeful but terrible
Feb: Baldur's Gate 3
March: okay-ish
April: better
May: completely shattered
June: terrible
July: terrible
Aug: terrible
Sept: terrible with distractions
Oct: terrible with distractions
Nov: terrible with distractions
Dec: terrible with good distractions
It's funny how depression works.
You think you won't have it, then you do.
You think therapy will fix it, then it doesn't.
You think you'll be fine cause you have friends, then they leave.
You think time heals, then you're still hurt long after.
So you only ever get more depressed, and no one cares.
You think you won't have it, then you do.
You think therapy will fix it, then it doesn't.
You think you'll be fine cause you have friends, then they leave.
You think time heals, then you're still hurt long after.
So you only ever get more depressed, and no one cares.
December 1, 2024 at 7:50 AM
It's funny how depression works.
You think you won't have it, then you do.
You think therapy will fix it, then it doesn't.
You think you'll be fine cause you have friends, then they leave.
You think time heals, then you're still hurt long after.
So you only ever get more depressed, and no one cares.
You think you won't have it, then you do.
You think therapy will fix it, then it doesn't.
You think you'll be fine cause you have friends, then they leave.
You think time heals, then you're still hurt long after.
So you only ever get more depressed, and no one cares.
I just wanted a place to belong.. somewhere where I'm not a bother, and where I'm not bothered...
Home.
Home.
November 10, 2024 at 8:12 PM
I just wanted a place to belong.. somewhere where I'm not a bother, and where I'm not bothered...
Home.
Home.
I don't know what I'm doing anymore
I don't know how to keep going
Everything I've ever tried to do, went wrong.
No one likes me.
No one will ever want to be with me.
I don't have a present
I don't have a future
My whole life's a waste
I'm worthless
I'm nothing.
I'm literally nothing.
I don't know how to keep going
Everything I've ever tried to do, went wrong.
No one likes me.
No one will ever want to be with me.
I don't have a present
I don't have a future
My whole life's a waste
I'm worthless
I'm nothing.
I'm literally nothing.
October 21, 2024 at 1:34 AM
I don't know what I'm doing anymore
I don't know how to keep going
Everything I've ever tried to do, went wrong.
No one likes me.
No one will ever want to be with me.
I don't have a present
I don't have a future
My whole life's a waste
I'm worthless
I'm nothing.
I'm literally nothing.
I don't know how to keep going
Everything I've ever tried to do, went wrong.
No one likes me.
No one will ever want to be with me.
I don't have a present
I don't have a future
My whole life's a waste
I'm worthless
I'm nothing.
I'm literally nothing.
10 albums to get to know me
ELO - Time
Supertramp - Crime of the Century
QotSA - Like Clockwork
Muse - Origin of Symmetry
Foals - ENSWBL Pt.1
U2 - The Unforgettable Fire
Megadeth - Rust in Peace
Underworld - dubnobasswithmyheadman
Linkin Park - Meteora
Across - Starry Night Rift
ELO - Time
Supertramp - Crime of the Century
QotSA - Like Clockwork
Muse - Origin of Symmetry
Foals - ENSWBL Pt.1
U2 - The Unforgettable Fire
Megadeth - Rust in Peace
Underworld - dubnobasswithmyheadman
Linkin Park - Meteora
Across - Starry Night Rift
I keep seeing those "10 games to get to know me" posts, but is there a "10 albums to get to know me" floating around out there?
Just curious
Just curious
September 8, 2024 at 1:25 PM
10 albums to get to know me
ELO - Time
Supertramp - Crime of the Century
QotSA - Like Clockwork
Muse - Origin of Symmetry
Foals - ENSWBL Pt.1
U2 - The Unforgettable Fire
Megadeth - Rust in Peace
Underworld - dubnobasswithmyheadman
Linkin Park - Meteora
Across - Starry Night Rift
ELO - Time
Supertramp - Crime of the Century
QotSA - Like Clockwork
Muse - Origin of Symmetry
Foals - ENSWBL Pt.1
U2 - The Unforgettable Fire
Megadeth - Rust in Peace
Underworld - dubnobasswithmyheadman
Linkin Park - Meteora
Across - Starry Night Rift
I'm so fucking tired. Why is everything so shit. Why is my life so shit. Why am I so shit. Why does everything keep going wrong when I think it can only get better from here. And why is it that everytime shit happens, I'm telling myself I gotta be strong on my own. I don't want to do this alone.
September 8, 2024 at 3:51 AM
I'm so fucking tired. Why is everything so shit. Why is my life so shit. Why am I so shit. Why does everything keep going wrong when I think it can only get better from here. And why is it that everytime shit happens, I'm telling myself I gotta be strong on my own. I don't want to do this alone.
Being depressed here seems like a much better time than being depressed on the other app
July 23, 2024 at 12:00 AM
Being depressed here seems like a much better time than being depressed on the other app