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mycelicarnate.bsky.social
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@mycelicarnate.bsky.social
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boo hoo I'm depressed 𝗮𝗻𝗱 insane
#loserwhocantstopyapping
don't mind this, i wanna test alt text on images
March 23, 2025 at 3:14 PM
why do i feel like i wanna be dehumanized and treated like an object .... just for a little moment, I don't want it to go on for too long tho
March 13, 2025 at 9:11 AM
I want someone to pick me up and cuddle me and I can hug their big fluffy warm fur foreverrr
March 10, 2025 at 10:09 AM
me when the fandom I'm in has a lot of proshippers in it

please get incest out of my face me no like them :'(
March 10, 2025 at 9:42 AM
me when a lot of proship proud accounts like my posts...

holy shit what deep end am i at
March 10, 2025 at 9:38 AM
i didn't get much sleep last night, i feel ok for now but ik it's gonna hit me like a truck later
March 5, 2025 at 11:06 PM
aaand I'm screaming into the void again.. right....
March 5, 2025 at 11:04 PM
I'm pathetic
March 5, 2025 at 6:25 PM
aaaand back to having no one to vent to because I don't want to burden those I care about hah...
March 5, 2025 at 6:24 PM
I need comfort please.. :(
March 5, 2025 at 6:10 PM
Someone please comfort me rn.... :(
I'm sorry... I'm asking too much from strangers... or... no one really since no one reads my posts lol
March 5, 2025 at 6:09 PM
I feel so disgusting rn god why am I like this??
March 5, 2025 at 6:07 PM
1/8 🌱 I'm finally out of my super depressive state that lasted months apparently...
I 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 be happy and I have been for the most part but.. why is it that I long for sadness again..? I'm finally happier, I've finally stopped crying (last time was a month ago(?)) so.. why do I want to be sad again?
March 5, 2025 at 6:05 PM
i wanna be cradled in their warm wings
to rest my head on their warm fluffy scarf
they are my angel
my savior
the one mother nature sent
the one who'll balance my life

i love them
i love them

i hope this stays forever
if not then maybe I'd become lost again
kms kms kms idk kms lmao
im so fucking worthless
they make me feel better tho

i love them
im eepy
February 23, 2025 at 5:27 PM
kms kms kms idk kms lmao
im so fucking worthless
they make me feel better tho

i love them
im eepy
February 23, 2025 at 5:23 PM
🌱 (1/5)
[ the fantasy I'm talking abt rn takes place in elementary school ]

or what if i did something so horrible as a kid that they'd call me a "nightmare child" or a "possesed child who can't be saved" or the "soon-to-be psychopath" or "the child no one would want" you get the point.
I don't want these fantasies to become a reality but sometimes i think abt what if I was a popular person on the internet who fucked up and is now being chased out of the internet by internet ppl

like it's that bad 💀
i hate getting attention from a lot of people but at the same time i fuckin fantasize about getting attention a lot of times

like it doesn't matter what kind of attention i got whether it's negative or positive i just keep fantasizing about them

idk what's wrong with me smh 😔
February 20, 2025 at 12:38 PM
I don't want these fantasies to become a reality but sometimes i think abt what if I was a popular person on the internet who fucked up and is now being chased out of the internet by internet ppl

like it's that bad 💀
i hate getting attention from a lot of people but at the same time i fuckin fantasize about getting attention a lot of times

like it doesn't matter what kind of attention i got whether it's negative or positive i just keep fantasizing about them

idk what's wrong with me smh 😔
February 20, 2025 at 12:11 PM
i hate getting attention from a lot of people but at the same time i fuckin fantasize about getting attention a lot of times

like it doesn't matter what kind of attention i got whether it's negative or positive i just keep fantasizing about them

idk what's wrong with me smh 😔
February 20, 2025 at 12:09 PM
4:44am and crying again.. yay depression..
January 3, 2025 at 8:44 PM
sigma sigma boy sigma boy sigma boy
January 3, 2025 at 1:38 PM
I'm so tired of this shit ughhhh stfu brain
January 2, 2025 at 4:49 PM
I HATE THAT MY HEART STARTED RACING FROM THIS STFU STFU JUST TRUST THEM ALRIGHT??
January 2, 2025 at 4:49 PM
DON'T CRY DON'T CRY DON'T CRY PLEASE I DON'T WANT THIS ANYMORE I HATE THIS
January 2, 2025 at 4:47 PM
I'm scared I'm scared STFU PLEASE I CAN'T KEEP BREAKING DOWN LIKE THIS FROM MINISCULE SHIT
January 2, 2025 at 4:46 PM
i wish i was back home right now i need my scissors
January 2, 2025 at 4:45 PM