When they say no good deeds go unpunished...they were right

I have to admit. I'm a sucker for gacha games. Especially on the days my hands hurt from fibromyalgia and I can put it on auto for fights. I use one of those phone holders to hold it and I watch the gameplay. Honkai star rail is my favorite right now simply because it's so beautifully done.

Today, I realized that I'm not done healing from the grief of not being who I used to be

I had to block an ex because before I broke up with him, he wanted me to quit college and move in with him, his mama, his sister, and her five kids because I wasn't giving him enough of my attention. After I broke up with him, he called me 36 times a day for a week before I blocked him.

The guy literally called me ugly & showed genuine disgust at my features but when I didn’t want to date him he got upset and stalked me. Had to block him, his coworkers, his family, and everyone else he enlisted to contact me. To this day he makes me nervous about public profiles 😭

Rainy Day

Welcome to the start of my bluesky!

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