The Anxious Diaries 𖤐
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“The little details matter”
‘92
🇵🇷🏳️🌈 She/They
Married 🖤
If not caffeinated then head hurty.
‘92
🇵🇷🏳️🌈 She/They
Married 🖤
If not caffeinated then head hurty.
You start running after peace so hard there’s a point where your legs are gonna give out and then you’re gonna have to lay in the shit storm that’s been chasing after you.
December 18, 2025 at 6:26 PM
You start running after peace so hard there’s a point where your legs are gonna give out and then you’re gonna have to lay in the shit storm that’s been chasing after you.
It’s all been bad. With a few hints of good. I’m starting a new job. But one of the kids is sick again
I just wanted one light at the end of the tunnel, I wanted some type of balance so badly. I don’t know what else to do, I don’t know what comes next and it’s starting to scare me anticipating
I just wanted one light at the end of the tunnel, I wanted some type of balance so badly. I don’t know what else to do, I don’t know what comes next and it’s starting to scare me anticipating
December 12, 2025 at 3:05 PM
It’s all been bad. With a few hints of good. I’m starting a new job. But one of the kids is sick again
I just wanted one light at the end of the tunnel, I wanted some type of balance so badly. I don’t know what else to do, I don’t know what comes next and it’s starting to scare me anticipating
I just wanted one light at the end of the tunnel, I wanted some type of balance so badly. I don’t know what else to do, I don’t know what comes next and it’s starting to scare me anticipating
Job interview tomorrow. Let it be whatever it needs to be.
December 9, 2025 at 9:09 PM
Job interview tomorrow. Let it be whatever it needs to be.
I’m tired of living in my own brain. I’m tired of being so hideously worried for things that haven’t happened. I’m so tired.
December 2, 2025 at 3:56 PM
I’m tired of living in my own brain. I’m tired of being so hideously worried for things that haven’t happened. I’m so tired.
Losing someone, witnessing death so close to me. Seeing someone lifeless laying on a hospital bed after taking their finally breath. I told her I wanted to see her act again, that her sister needed her back, I know she fought, I know she tried somewhere within.
November 28, 2025 at 10:38 PM
Losing someone, witnessing death so close to me. Seeing someone lifeless laying on a hospital bed after taking their finally breath. I told her I wanted to see her act again, that her sister needed her back, I know she fought, I know she tried somewhere within.
3 consecutive nights with nightmares. So much anxiety in my body. So much worry in my brain. I’m not sure how I function. I’m not sure how to tackle the next day. I’m doing it all for her. I have to do it for her. I’m sick of crying and feeling overwhelmed and losing myself inside of me.
November 28, 2025 at 10:34 PM
3 consecutive nights with nightmares. So much anxiety in my body. So much worry in my brain. I’m not sure how I function. I’m not sure how to tackle the next day. I’m doing it all for her. I have to do it for her. I’m sick of crying and feeling overwhelmed and losing myself inside of me.
I want to live.
November 25, 2025 at 1:54 PM
I want to live.
Why has this year taken so much from us?
Why has it taken my ability to survive?
Why has it taken people from my loved ones?
Why has it made my kids ill?
How do I cope with this soberly?
Why has it taken my ability to survive?
Why has it taken people from my loved ones?
Why has it made my kids ill?
How do I cope with this soberly?
November 25, 2025 at 1:53 PM
Why has this year taken so much from us?
Why has it taken my ability to survive?
Why has it taken people from my loved ones?
Why has it made my kids ill?
How do I cope with this soberly?
Why has it taken my ability to survive?
Why has it taken people from my loved ones?
Why has it made my kids ill?
How do I cope with this soberly?
I don’t know what else I can handle. The imbalances in my life are driving me to the edge. I feel tired, I feel anxious, I feel spiteful. I only feel at ease away from it all, hours spent outside dreading to return to the place where my head caves in.
November 25, 2025 at 1:51 PM
I don’t know what else I can handle. The imbalances in my life are driving me to the edge. I feel tired, I feel anxious, I feel spiteful. I only feel at ease away from it all, hours spent outside dreading to return to the place where my head caves in.
I’m exhausted. Idk what else this brain can handle. I’m trying to find strength for my wife and sister in law right now. I’m numb, I’m tired, I’m emotional, I’m angry, I’m still here.
November 11, 2025 at 10:32 PM
I’m exhausted. Idk what else this brain can handle. I’m trying to find strength for my wife and sister in law right now. I’m numb, I’m tired, I’m emotional, I’m angry, I’m still here.
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#predatorbadlands
They're a family your honor
I'll gladly take five more movies with these guys,
thank you very much🍿
(Rip Dek's back, that guy had to do yoga after being on Genna)
They're a family your honor
I'll gladly take five more movies with these guys,
thank you very much🍿
(Rip Dek's back, that guy had to do yoga after being on Genna)
November 11, 2025 at 12:11 PM
#predatorbadlands
They're a family your honor
I'll gladly take five more movies with these guys,
thank you very much🍿
(Rip Dek's back, that guy had to do yoga after being on Genna)
They're a family your honor
I'll gladly take five more movies with these guys,
thank you very much🍿
(Rip Dek's back, that guy had to do yoga after being on Genna)
Powerless.
Why did this happen???
Why did this happen???
November 10, 2025 at 11:39 PM
Powerless.
Why did this happen???
Why did this happen???
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I did some studies of Aleera from that Van Helsing movie few people remember.
September 15, 2025 at 2:21 AM
I did some studies of Aleera from that Van Helsing movie few people remember.
I just hate how everything else is so unbalanced around me and now instead of depressed I’m just bitter and angry about it.
October 30, 2025 at 5:55 PM
I just hate how everything else is so unbalanced around me and now instead of depressed I’m just bitter and angry about it.
There’s so much bitterness in me lately. I guess I’m at the bitter stage of things.
October 30, 2025 at 5:54 PM
There’s so much bitterness in me lately. I guess I’m at the bitter stage of things.
Dissociating HARD
October 28, 2025 at 10:56 PM
Dissociating HARD
A lot of hate this morning 😅
Gonna try and rest my eyes for a bit.
Gonna try and rest my eyes for a bit.
October 28, 2025 at 12:48 PM
A lot of hate this morning 😅
Gonna try and rest my eyes for a bit.
Gonna try and rest my eyes for a bit.
I’m so hideously burned out with my job. I can’t stand it, I can’t tolerate it, I’m not hiding my displeasure for it and I feel bad about it. Im grateful I truly am but I think I want to try something else but this is kinda like the worst time to be looking for a job.
October 28, 2025 at 12:46 PM
I’m so hideously burned out with my job. I can’t stand it, I can’t tolerate it, I’m not hiding my displeasure for it and I feel bad about it. Im grateful I truly am but I think I want to try something else but this is kinda like the worst time to be looking for a job.
I crave and cherish and need stability.
I hate unnecessary changes.
I hate changes out of my control.
I hate change that worries me to the bone.
I hate unnecessary changes.
I hate changes out of my control.
I hate change that worries me to the bone.
October 28, 2025 at 12:45 PM
I crave and cherish and need stability.
I hate unnecessary changes.
I hate changes out of my control.
I hate change that worries me to the bone.
I hate unnecessary changes.
I hate changes out of my control.
I hate change that worries me to the bone.
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I’m screaming without the “s” at the new anonymous cruiser Sniffies profiles for Halloween! 🤣
October 24, 2025 at 5:10 PM
I’m screaming without the “s” at the new anonymous cruiser Sniffies profiles for Halloween! 🤣
I hate being uber self aware of my myself. I’ve always had that flaw since I can remember, maybe the starting point of my anxious thoughts. I pick up on every little grain of differences and I’m quickly spiraling down for a “why?” Kinda proactive sometimes, mostly a hinderance all the time.
October 28, 2025 at 12:38 PM
I hate being uber self aware of my myself. I’ve always had that flaw since I can remember, maybe the starting point of my anxious thoughts. I pick up on every little grain of differences and I’m quickly spiraling down for a “why?” Kinda proactive sometimes, mostly a hinderance all the time.
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July 23, 2025 at 10:52 PM
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August 29, 2025 at 11:54 PM
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putting this on your timeline again
September 18, 2025 at 11:00 PM
putting this on your timeline again