and it happened too fast. some arthritis aside she was still full of energy. when she wasn't suffering from the seizures she was still herself. and she declined so fast i feel like i barely had time to say goodbye. and we never were able to get a diagnosis. not that it wouldve changed anything

i've lost a huge piece of myself with her i feel like im never going to feel whole again

i get she was "just a cat" but look i probably would have killed myself as a young adult if i didn't have her. i talked myself down from suicide planning so many times because of her. she was the only company i had in the darkest and loneliest times of my life. and i honestly feel like

i've had to stay away from social media cuz honestly at times i can barely cope with whats going on in my head right now and i understand i am not being responsible to those who have commissioned me but i promise i will send everyone messages soon and we can work out if ya'll want refunds or not

Most mental illnesses, in my experience, are maladaptive protective instincts. It's so important to try to teach these parts of you that there's nothing to fear, that you can trust and be safe again. Listen to the concerns different parts of you have and reassure them, and get loved ones to help