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Black twitter is such a dark and evil place now like it’s really really bad now. Idk why I still read on there. My mental health would be so much better if I just deleted that app. But I feel out of the loop when I don’t go on there.
March 7, 2025 at 5:27 AM
I feel like this is a semi safe space to say this. But I really do not like being obese. It is not fun & I would rather not be this size. Mental health issues & food addiction since I was single digit ages have led me to be trapped in this meat prison.
March 7, 2025 at 5:19 AM
Yall remember cactus 🌵 app? Whatever happened to that
February 26, 2025 at 1:24 AM
I’m moonmouf on the new app everyone is talking about
February 26, 2025 at 1:23 AM
Oh wow thank god I downloaded new vent app thank u lord I will most likely be using that app as long as it stays pretty active bc I did NOT like any of the other alternatives. Bluesky I was getting a bit accustomed to will probably still use this for casual posting
February 26, 2025 at 1:02 AM
Appointment with the derm tomorrow is a go I asked my mom to use family uber and she added me to the account. Will also just charge her card the $40 copay 😅. I want to be not afraid and stressed about going to the doctors
February 26, 2025 at 12:50 AM
Why is everything gatekept by fucking money. I can’t even see the dermatologist without paying $40 & I’m in excruciating pain. I was already gonna have to ask my mother to use the family uber account to afford to go to the office bc it’s all the way downtown. Now I have to find more $
February 25, 2025 at 4:38 AM
food
February 25, 2025 at 1:42 AM
Libra dad Virgo mom
can we start posting what signs we were raised by I feel like that says a lot
February 24, 2025 at 5:56 AM
I’m having an HS flare up and it’s so damn painful it’s not even funny. I just took an Advil. This happened before in October & I think it happens when I’m super stressed + not eating well. It’s right at the crease under my breast god it hurts so freaking bad & it’s taking all my energy away
February 24, 2025 at 5:37 AM
Went to Whole Foods today. My mom says I’m ritzy titzy & I kinda am but the reason I like to go there is bc I can more easily find foods without all the additives. We was going to go to an independent health food store but it was closed. & the others were too far
February 24, 2025 at 5:36 AM
It’s so sad on weekends my whole life I’ve done nothing. Ok that’s a lie a few years of my life for a few weekends I have went out with friends at that time but it was rare. I forget ppl my age are usually out with friends. My mom is almost 60 & goes out every weekend more than me
February 23, 2025 at 1:34 AM
Ok watching Mary Alexis is triggering me now even tho I just did a mini rant defending her. It’s cuz I want to binge but I’m so unhealthy I can barely down a bowl of pasta anymore without my body going into a frenzy.
February 23, 2025 at 1:28 AM
Us fat girls can’t do shit. Every single other food reviewer on every single platform orders multiple large items at the restaurant & ppl in the comments don’t care. Soon as a fat girl does it suddenly they’re asking u why u didn’t get fruit at the Cheesecake Factory.
February 23, 2025 at 1:20 AM
Okay I see why some offices mandate people to eat in the break room only. Bc why are yall eating heated up boiled eggs & tuna salad at your work desk. Please stop ….
February 23, 2025 at 1:03 AM
I’m also having some type of flare up with this lesion thing under my breast that grows the more it’s irritated I think it’s that HS thing. It’s so painful it’s crazy. It’ll grow & then go away only thing that seems to really help the pain & make it go away is tiger balm. Last flare up was in oct
February 22, 2025 at 7:45 AM
my stummy is so sensitive now a days. I really need to go to the doctor and do those food sensitivity tests. Only liquid that doesn’t actually seem to disrupt me metabolically is almond & soy milk. Teas & coffee have the caffeine, most drinks have too much sugar or sugar alcohols.
February 22, 2025 at 7:41 AM
I post so much I’m so sorry I’m gonna try to limit it. I’m a person that needs a lot of space to write in one big post & social media just does not accommodate that anymore. I feel way more self conscious about it bc I’m flooding ppls feed I’m rlly gonna try to stop
February 22, 2025 at 7:35 AM
After years of not using lotion bc it felt so exhausting to put on as a big bodied person I finally caved and have started doing it. I was tired of being made fun of by my family & the pain of the cracked skin started to get worse esp as my acanthosis nigricans started to worsen.
February 22, 2025 at 7:33 AM
Looked in my brothers phone … bc sometimes u just have too and he’s a catfish. Literally catfishing as a woman and messaging girls from his school to get twerk videos. Also catfishing as ppl he know irl for some reason it seems to be no reason behind it. Very strange. He’s gonna get caught & exposed
February 22, 2025 at 6:54 AM
I miss the app where I can make a 10k character long rant on public, leave it up for 20 minutes, realize I sound & look like a fool then put it in my private diary. Or I can post 20 things back to back then private it after 10 mins. Now I just have a bunch of long threads sitting up on public
February 21, 2025 at 7:11 AM
Living in California seems like a dream if you make a minimum of 1.5 million a year. Truly a beautiful and diverse state. I see why people flock there. Even if you live in the country like Jennelle Eliana’s property is absolutely gorgeous.
February 21, 2025 at 6:56 AM
Why do I have to find all these loopholes and special programs to get fucking medication I need. Why do I have to spend all this time of my life calling & emailing. Y do I have to fight my insurance to get meds that will help prevent additional chronic lifelong illness.
February 21, 2025 at 6:53 AM
I’m so exhausted and depressed I just want my money and my medications … it should never be this hard. I’ve been waiting so long for both and it’s always something. I just want to be healthy and normal again I haven’t been that way for so many years now ….
February 21, 2025 at 6:42 AM
Also yall I called financial aid again and the man actually helped me this time so I think I may finally get my aid now
February 21, 2025 at 6:41 AM