I'm so miserable something just isn't quite right in me anymore

I'm watching once upon a time in Hollywood for the third time cause every time I do something happens and i watch only the second part of it...anyway, brad pitt starring as Leonardo DiCaprio's stunt double guy has to be the most hilarious shit ever

I want to rant and talk about so many things including my depression cause like I'm going through my worst depression episode but I can't talk about my feelings cause i remember how ppl are starting to see me as a source of negativity and how my friends are so sick and tired of my overthinking

Today's Poetry Thread: SOLITUDE/LONELINESS

This poem breaks me wide open. Feel free to add poems to the thread.